i eat trash for supper!

2009-08-19T08:22:00.000-07:00

so near , yet so far.

This will be th last post i'll have here.
thank you very much.

skate was cool.
like finally i think im getting closer to th guys there.
though obv thats nt the real motive of skating la.
at least i wont be like some shitass noob skating alone what.
got friend can laugh laugh smoke smoke tgt mah.
(:
thanks sp skate club.
you made my day when i was fucking pissed.
i really mean it .
fucking pissed is no understatement.

yah.
this week, alot of hard painful i've discovered frm ppl around me
and through my own logical thinking.
yah.

if i were to take the "how many ppl hate you" quiz at fb right now,
im sure the number will be super extreme.
ppl whom i went through bad and good times with
those i treat as brothers.
those i THOUGHT would have told me directly instead of letting other ppl tell me
those who i really really treasure,
fucking hate me.
idw to elaborate really.
it's heartbreaking.
and the more i try to make things right,
the worse matters get.
thank you god.
really.

and you know what,
i really really wanted to.
& seriously. i dont understand why not.
whatever ah.

bye, fr the last time.
customed-robots.bs.com

2009-08-15T20:56:00.000-07:00

kewl shitzxvzxcszx.
we get turned on by th real girls.
but my classmates know who'll get turned on by this eh?
^^
kay busted sak mirul
haha.
i'm supposed to help to paint but my bodys so fulled with lactic acid.
):
i miss baby. ):

2009-08-15T06:52:00.000-07:00

What goes in the field stays on th field.

either way , my attitude on pitch is somewhat horrendous i guess.
well it's not as if i can help it.
and seriously, it's like better compared to last time.

I was alrdy warned by ateng on the last match.
shit la.
i think i think too much.
yah. but seriously , i can't help it.
& yes, i say without thinking most of the time.

today isn't a good day.
):

2009-08-13T08:09:00.000-07:00

We don't need to go that far,
let's hold on to where we are.
If it's real we'll make it through.
Cause all i need is you

Bloggers eff-ed up again.
FB lags like no mother hair (smthg my classmates aka sluts always say)
and msn gets dc-ed very oftenly.
wth.

im supposed to study for ehm now.
but im done w a question and is super lazy to start on another.
fish-hole.
okay tmrw can play soccer.

and mum's pretty much got on my nerves.
nv give allowance , go home no food to eat.
i literally shouted smlj sial.
babi.

okthxfrlisteningmecrapbai.

2009-08-09T08:41:00.000-07:00

I WONT LET YOU GO. <3

fireworks w love was awesome.
saw alot of ppl.
Hisyam , qom , fariz haziq (who endearingly ignored me. swee uh)
heh.

:D
TH MANGALAS DAMN CIBAI I TELL YOU.
tolak tolak. Knn.
thn kene sound terus diam.
heh.
and saw a tranny getting angry w a bangla at bugis.
lolol.

time spent with dear was great.
(:
yah,
i think im being super boring.
heh.
and when i reached home "WAH PAKAI LAWA. Jumpe matair pakai handsome. Pergi kenduri pakai slack"
there's my mum fr you.

tmrw will be painting the living room.
thn maybe meeting ilham.
miss tht guy man.
friends for 13 years oiiiii.
:D
can't wait.
haha.

i love my dear. (:
awesome day yo.
i don't want to let you go
^^
<3

2009-08-04T06:40:00.000-07:00

Maybe it's just me.
):

i forgot to map that network drive frm np.
now i cant do my 3D max.
tskkkk.
and just when i thought i want to chiong.
):

the day went well.

i want to sleeeeeeeeeeep liaoooooo laaaaaaaaaaaaah!
nights world.

2009-08-03T18:54:00.000-07:00

because many guys go for sexual fantasies
and i dont want to be one of them.
but andrew said i was at fault too.
haha.
i am not that good at reading these books with feelings yet.

I SHALL DO MY BEST!
WHOOSAY!
lolol.
i miss AK camps.

2009-08-02T19:03:00.000-07:00

When i'm goneeeeeee.

The trip to grave w granny was eye-opening.
(:
as usual granny will cry.
thn i will stone.
i'm v bad at consoling.
well, not as if dad was TRYING to console her.
he just ciao.
lol.

There are many graves tht attracted me.
like cool lor.
some got put nickname.
some got put motor pict.
when i die ah , put my name as Muhammad Amirul @ Amiru Arai hor.
tqtq.
(:
thn go put a picture of Ford Mustang Musclecars.
(:
i wnt haunt you thn.

thn went to gaylang.
aka red plate galore.
heh.
BASTARD SIAL AMIRUL.
(:
as i thought , it was hot la.
super hot.
and the maids at geylang super itating.
):
one even mistook me for a sales assistant.
basket bola.

& there might be a kenduri on 9th august.
sis-" NAK KENDURI BUAT SINGAPORE PER?!"
yeaaaaaaah, all of us have plans to go out to see fireworks.
alone tht is cause dad working.
wahpiang suay.
hopefully it's changed to saturday.
i waaaaaaaaaaaant watch fireworksssssss.
):

okay im doing 3dmax designing nw.
heh.
thn still can blog.
(:
okay bye.
ily!

2009-08-01T01:52:00.000-07:00

Popping Champagne till the early morning.

Intergrated project is pretty easy.
If only i didn't procrastinate and did it earlier.
-.-
but too late for tht now i guess.
tmrw i'm accompanying granny to go visit late grandad's grave.
since i didnt meet her yesterday and she asked dad where i went.
haha.
she misses me uh thn.
^^

thn i think we're gg geylang.
okay , i hate gg geylang in the afternoon.
the weather is soo hotttt.
feels like malaysia sial.
serious.
but geylang at night is awesomezxczszxczx.
maybe i can finally spend my fasting month w someone i love.
weeee.

exams are nearing.
thank god i only have 2 paper.
(:
i haven't text baby yet.
later lah hor when i feel satisfied with my floor plan.

maybe i should go tell her tht.
mum shall be back soon so i shall chiong one more stick of storm king menthol.

byeeeeeeeee!
MY TAGBOARD VERY DEAD *HINTHINT*

2009-07-30T05:56:00.000-07:00

It gets harder now.

Things are fucking rushed these days.
hectic la sial.
Just had CATS presentation just now.

I'm confident of it.
Could answer Peter's question super fast and confidently.
CHEHHH.

There's also EHM presentation tmrw.
CJL has been a fucker by nt doing his ppt.
-.-
i haven't even seen my part of the ppt yet.
maybe is should go.

Then there's the haunting IP project that dues nxt friday.
):
need keep my mind off these things fr a while i guess.

and i'm nt getting enough sleep.
thts not smthg normal to me.
i sleep like a pig all the time.

exams in 3 weeeeeeeeeeeks!
i'm such a boring blogger.
so much so , th only thing that is in this post is studying.

and baby's my number 1 stalker in fb!
woots.
but im not her number one stalker.
lololol
k byeee

2009-07-29T03:29:00.000-07:00

No you can't read her poker face.

errrrrrrrr,
i've got to do CATS cause faezz is sick.
I need to finish my IP asap.
tsk,
i need emotion stabilizers.
or maybe anger management.
):

ps: Fck CATS big time.

2009-07-28T05:31:00.000-07:00

Feels like ainmosin

ape tu ainmosin?
the opposite of insomnia.
heh.
piang eh.
i cannot wake up one leh.
want sleep easy peasy lah.

i doubt im gg sp to skate anymore.
I will be uber tired and i got many presentations up ahead.
gan phua tired leh i tell you.
(:
Andrew's been speaking in hokkien
& i like it.
EVERYTHING SOUNDS SO VULGAR!
haha.

i ~~WANT~~ NEED go meet baby laaaah.
what you want ain't necessarily what you need.
):
bilerrrrrr huhhhhhhhh?
okay bye.

2009-07-26T07:27:00.000-07:00

Blogger uhh.

Forever problem one.
Knn.
but since im a wordy person,
what diff does it make.

Match just now was a confusing one.
First half for me that is.
cause it's been soooo long since i played defensive mid.
Too much of left wing i guess.
heh.
and my fitness uhhhh.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah rabak pe ?

Johnny macam star karat datang lambat.
haha.
Bawak cheerleader sekeping je.
basket.
match ended 3-3
andrew agreed we could have won.
haha.
kecoh sia last few minute.
i scored one btw.
i know you dnt care shutup.
(:

Andrew might be playing for us the next match.
so defence might be a little tighter i guess.
Nevermind the match,
i had tonsss of fucking fun with RDS.
syukri tht cibai cannot stop kacau-ing.
emo sial kene suan by someone 2 years younger.
haha.

okay thts all.
TMRW LUNCH WHERE UHHH?
^^

2009-07-24T19:16:00.000-07:00

Hakikatnya rindu yang mendalam.

Parents are off for some parent forum.
Pray for me they dont meet TCH or GSP.
knn.
my attendance like shit.
they go meet them both i mati siaaaa.
):

i'm like getting ready to get fucked by parents when they return.
anywaaaaaaaaaaaays,
i realise one thing.
my temper's been flaring up like no one's business.
and i pity andrew cause he has to tolerate it.
):
sorry uh mangkuk.
i still love you.
hahahaha.

tmrw got soccer match at bukit batok.
meeting RDS finally.
long time no see those peeps.
(:

and baby's active at facebook again.
sounds like she's doing well.
yay!
(:
imy like no one's business man.

and i'm stuck w harvest moon now.
andrew ah ni.
make me play tht game.
haha.

okay bye.
parent's not home.
sis not home.
^^
you know where this is heading la hor.
:D take care peeps!

2009-07-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

Because her blog isn't updated.
):
& i say "k" too much when i worry.
):

there ain't much i can do.
hoepfully your health improve dear.
insya'allah.
D;
feels super weird to not have to delete andrew's / jun liang's / hafiz's msg
to see my inbox full of her name today.
i love you nadhirah.
take care okaaaaaaay?
<3

2009-07-21T08:08:00.000-07:00

Firstly , just in case i forgot.
HAPPY B'DAY JUNLIANG!
i know i've been calling you dog and all.
a 2 year habit ah.
very hard to stop.
BUT YOU KNOW VERY WELL ME AND ANDREW LOVES YOU.
~~as a pet~~

i appreciate your efforts of reminding me how many sticks i smoke alrdy.
though irritating ,
at least there's someone to remind me.
(:
i thnk you fr that and fr accompanying me pon sme classes.
:D HAPPY 17TH!
GET A FCKING GF SOON LA NOOB.

and to <3
take care okaaaaaay?
basket make me nt sleep during hp.
-.-
ily still though.
heh.

i'm havg quite a stir right now.
-.-
mum's making shits worse.
byeeeee.

she likes being called fat ; how cute

2009-07-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

ok. idk wtf is wrong with blogger.
looks so cacat.
-.-

anywaaaaaaaays,
i'm glad she liked it.
thought the "surprise" didn't turn out as i wanted it to be.

yah, get well soon k love?
i know its super cute.
like me you.
haha.

can't wait to see you.
(:

which means i have to skip tmrw's EHM project meeting.
aaaaaaaaanddddd, burn th night doing ppt.
dangggggg.
okay then.
take care people!

2009-07-18T21:17:00.000-07:00

bb's sick.
):
go doctor if you have to okaaaaaaaay?
<3

i don't like the sound of this.

2009-07-17T08:18:00.000-07:00

<3

stomach super full.
Was abit late thn expected.
Junliang's so called EXPRESS BUS isn't tht express afterall.
):
gave me quite a headache.

but managed to tahan abit uh.
Until i ate mcspicy.
lol sia.

ate with <3 so not so bad lah.
haha. no link i know.
and she actually managaged to bug me to do smthg i dont want to do.

only my mum can do tht.
haha.
~~maknenek~~

yah.
i know post abit boring.
but yah, highlight of th day maaaaaaaah.
:D
ilyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

ps: you help me find th picture ah. meow.

2009-07-15T08:09:00.001-07:00

this is so fucking slow.
but i realise fasting month is very sooooooon.
):

my main worry now is,
ciggarettes.
damn it. ):

2009-07-14T19:50:00.000-07:00

weather is sooo damn nice.
supposed to meet andrew.
but yah , blame the weather.

today will be pretty busy i guess.
PRESENTATION!
):
hopefully i dnt fckg screw up.
padehal i quite confident la.
chey.
bahas helped me alot with public speaking.
(:

and i'll get my (failed) POA test which obviously i will fail.
yah.
cause whyyyyyyy?
never studyy.
very good.
haha

yah.
i shall catch up with a teeeny bit of fifa.
(:
byeeeeeee

2009-07-14T02:26:00.000-07:00

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=Bw5_2f3f9jvI0EEbV9QCmlew_3d_3d
HELP :D
From:Andrew

P.S thanks, i dunno whether will anyone be seeing this, cos amirul's blog is sort of deserted. but, i HOPE someone would help. thanks!

2009-07-13T06:51:00.000-07:00

DEAR
my heart skipped a beat.
Or maybe two.

(:
Andrew is right.
Don't think too much about it.

ily<3

2009-07-12T04:53:00.000-07:00

RDS!

meet rds fr awhile.
played soccer.
wah, i've really lost my touch.
Or isit i never had one?
haha.

I actually missed these idiots.
I mean it's super expected when i meet them they'll go
"EH BUDAK POLY KENTAL BUDAK POLY KENTAL"
and normally i'll get agry and fight back.
haha. but just now , i played along.

zul even made me jealous.
babi betul.
"EH TNGK KITER AMEK TEAM PICTURE! KAU TAKDE SIAAAA"
thn he go high five-ing everyone
while i sat there shouting "SIALAH SIALAH SIALAH SIALAH"
haha

goes to show i must lepak with thm more. (:
must learn to spread the loveee.
lol

there aren't many things i know in my life.
but right now , i know it's you my heart beats for.
<3

2009-07-10T08:42:00.000-07:00

cause i have you and tht''s all i need.

apple+mint= dizzy like fuckkkkkkkkk.
):
sheesha wasnt bad.
but then . . .
):

nak tanye taknak tanye?
takya ah.
diam diam sudah.
but it's nt tht clear.
):
i hate abbreviation for one thing.
i take super long to understand them.
grr.

2009-07-09T05:27:00.000-07:00

never say never baby <3

I SHOULD BE STUDYING!
ZOMGZXCZSCZXCZSCZ!
):

2009-07-08T08:27:00.001-07:00

BURN!

i landed a pop shuvit manzxczxczxc.
in front of izzat smemore!
woots.
haha. but nt tht perfect yet ah.
itp. dont worry.

next , ollie 180.
frntslide / backslide idk but i know i want to learn tht trick.
so at least can play play with the quarter pipe.
^^

slacked alot during skate though.
Met a very old good friend / neighbour , Hadi.
(:
super happy la.
teringat zaman kecik kecik.
(yes hafiz , finally i know who Hadi is)
:D went hme telling mum and she was excited too.
lol.

i met <3 fr a while today
(was enough fr me ah. she got this speciality of making me speechless)
her formal wear was super stunning.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i hope she never meet any hot guys during the annual meeting thingy ah.
lol.
lokek sia amirul.
(:
you look super hot lah really.

i shall fucking sleep now.
tmrw meeting andrew super early.
thn study alone until like 12?
yah.
waaaaaaaaaaah 8-12 leh.
can dieeeeeeee.
so must slp now.
:D
byeeeeeeeeeee.

<3

2009-07-07T18:51:00.000-07:00

MOSPEADA.

because someone bugged me to reply my tags.
(padehal she nv tag, & somemore her replies on her blog. -.-
allah saje yang tahu eh? . haha <3 )

Alyssa - GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE! haha. Long time no seeeee manxzcszxzxc/

Doreen - Yahhh neeeeeed! See got ppl say you cute siaaaa.
(refers to andy's post.) ~~i think he blind~~

Adelina- HAHA. Pro skater pakai ape2 pun leh skate uhh. ^^

Mangkuk- Eh Mangkuk.

riz - Eh Mr kerinting / limegreen / poetic (?) / SHIRT MAKER. haha . MANER ADER PMPN SIA YOUUU. I CKP PASAL YOUU AHHH. LAST MINIT PENG TAK GI CAMP.
SEDIH TAUUUUU. TAK DAPAT TIDO NGN YOU.
haha.wth.

Andy - -.- HAHA. gambar doreen je cute? Gambar aku?

chika- YUP! (: see you!

hafiz - (super duper big ) -.- haha. JANGAN LAMBAT! lol.

2009-07-06T08:12:00.003-07:00

Walau kau jauh
Ku berjanji kan terus tunggu
Dipisah lautan biru

for <3
i know nothing i say now will calm you down.
& tht i know i don't know how you feel right now
and i can't possibly make you feel better
cause i'm nt there with you.
but knw im always here fr you.

Don't think too much.
It doesn't help.
okay?

please please please take care of yourself.
& you can't make me not worry about you.
Dnt worry too much k?

ilytm to not care

2009-07-04T23:19:00.000-07:00

AWS SUPER BALLLLLL.

is currently in my house.
Thanks to hafiz.
(:
can go SP this wednesdaaaaaaaaaay! (:
Skate skate skate skate!

Things are going pretty well this first week of school.
I think the results are super wake up call lah.
(: but i think its good.
I mean , it's not as hard as me to stop playing Fifa online these days.
and just stuff all tht EHM and MES shit inside my puny brain.

Yah.
and i lost my MES presentation
(cause th com rebooted th system while i was at andrew's house
cause i didnt charge it. -.-)
but I'm doing it while smiling.
LOL. i know.
I guess the old one was too rushed and it wasn't pretty much well done.
yah.
back to th presentation.

And i think friends for sale is pretty childish.
lol.
like really.
cause you buy someone, thn someone else buys your someone
and to show your "loyalty" you go buy him again.
haha.
but i find it quite fun though.
cause i dont do much buying.
andrew, dray and nelson is fighting for me.
^^

<3
have fun shopping.
dont spend everythingggggg.
save some for me.
haha.
tak tahu malu siaaaaaaa.
:D

2009-07-02T05:56:00.000-07:00

<3

I get abit slow at times.
):
but like i said,
Nothing else matters as long as
at th end of th day,
she's happy.

maybe, it's love you see.
<3

/editted
Was bloghopping.
The grave deep remorse use to haunt me so bad.
I'm glad to say,
I'm pretty well over it.
(:
I'm very glad you found yours alrdy.
may he be better thn me?
lol.

i have my <3 ^^

2009-07-01T07:12:00.000-07:00

She's such a rush,
She's such a crush.
She's one in a million.

I'm such a klutz at time.
):
results fcking suck
but at least i aced my POA.
(:
didn't skate.
idk i wont be for how long.
sad sia.

2009-06-30T19:39:00.000-07:00

Slide and Grind

doubt i can skate today
):
nor can i fr the next 2/3 months?
sedhil.

today is damn boring.
POA and MES
mes i fail.
POA acc to andrew i pass.
hopefully ah.

& i've not finished my EHM project
&i need some sort of clear confirmation.
okay bye.

2009-06-28T03:57:00.000-07:00

AMIRUL ARAI

- <3 you.
-really do.
-alot.
-is off for dinner outside 2 days in a row
-& at end of th month mum will complain of shortage of money.
-'s mum is super weird.
-<3>

2009-06-25T00:55:00.000-07:00

PIC SPAM! (:

The day kinda started late.
Because doreen was doing a project at Ngee Ann.
and rusheeeddd all the way to pending to take bus 966.
(:
appreciate th effort la.
eventhough all we did when she reached was disturb her.
lol.
and yah.
gossiped gossiped.
lololol.
even the guys joined in.
ikr?
lol sia.

reached ECP just in time before it started raining.
then we slacked at MCD.
and you see tht Tiger lighter?
i wanted tht but andrew tan took it.
and he also took a harley davidson cigarrette holder.
idk where yy bought thm frm but its very niceeee. (:

jl.andrew.yy

ghey.(lol.how doreens spells it.)
'
reached a pondok and soon after we slacked in an went into th water.
idk why th pict looks as if its a bright and great day to be at the beach
but it was raining and the win super colddddd

meet my two ghey partners.
hot right? (:

and meet my act cutest classmate.
Doreen Neo Min Q.
lol.
this one epic sia doreen.

NACHOXCZSCZXC!

rare picture. see th f word?
yah, she never says it.
never.

^^ zebra crossing.

:o zahrul.

i look like mickey mouse sia.
and baskel.
doreen said we are both sticks.
EH NO LOR.
only you.
hah.

the day thn got abit mundane,
so we went bowling to avoid the rain.
pretty bad mistake.
super cold inside.haha.

zahrul said doreen looks like a prostitute wearing th high socks and short pants.
lol.

"CURL ZAHRUL CURL!"
lol. joke sia.
amirah on the other hand
well, was very good.

she super tyco.
her pins always not put properly one.
sure got 2/3 pins tht fell off even before bowled.
lol sia.

~~masuk keluar tige kali for $10.~~
(:

after two games frm the boys
(one of the games which i nearly had to pay)
and 1 and a few bowls frm the girls
(cause the system damn cocked up. lol)

we went cycling! :D

andrew looks like girl because of his hair.
lol.

thn fast forwaaaaaaaard.
went to changi airport's runway
and went back.
and after the chinese guys got "drunk" or high.
lol.
we went to shower and we went off!

foosbaaaaaaalll!

the two people who actually made th outing possible.

andrew's breathe smells okaaay.
tahan only.

my not so macho water polo friend.
haha.

4A'08 (or 1/4 of it actually. haha)
& lol at YY!
mimicking chin teck i think.
haha.
basket.
and zahrul's berms were falling off.
haha!
seriously.

At Mrt, gossiped somemore.
lol.
then they had dinner
but i had a curfew . ):
it was a pretty simple day
but i had tons of fun la.
the people made me laugh alot.
(:

todaay?
flu acted up again.
play at the rain somemore ah.
bayek.
lol.
woke at 10.
thn slept at 12
then woke at 3.
fam's fasting.
i lazy.
lol.
okay thn.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
playing SA with andrew!

2009-06-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

GOOD DAY!

Drag Me To Hell totally brought down my macho-ness.
(if i had one)
and the people at bugis today very weird.
It wasn't raining and there were umbrellas everywhere.
They not used to th heat i go through everyday.
^^
& never eat alone in front of a lady.
damn it. damn paisey and uncomfortable can?
lol. last last pakai tangan jugak. -.-

Tmrw going 4A outing!
but cannot ton with my gays.
):
Dad got perangai-ish.
)):
but we'll still hace fun nonetheless im sure.
4A=Fun always.
lol.

I MET SCOFIELD TODAY!
& thanks for the day really. (:
feels good to actually meet you after a VERY long while.(:
& your perfume quite strong. (:

2009-06-20T07:38:00.000-07:00

Fuck me in the backseat.

Yana- Sub Commitee of NPSU means er, next year , i'll be main commitee?
Hah sleng sia. IDK HW TO EXPLAIN AH. but you get what i mean la.

Chika- Yah , your bf has been goofing around. -.- lol.

Mangkuk-FUCK YOUUUUUU. _l_

American Reader- Kaki dorang size 8 ah. Freaky mehhh? lol.

i think my new playlist v cute.
yes?
no , lol. nehmind.
i've been looking up for tmd's album but up to no avail.
i'm not too sure if they have and album itfp.
should have la hor.
wah,
weekends quite boring ah.
nehmind.
next week abit pack i guess.
lol.
Drag me to hell on tuesday.
4a outing on wedneday
(but fashiha tak gi. got camp. aiyooooo)
can't wait for th outing really.
(:

and idk.
we've yet to go sheesha the boys.
and just slack outside one day and laugh and lepak and skate.
yah.
boys, standard ah.
nak keluar slalu lat minute.
okay byeeeeeeee.

Cause all you people are vampires!

2009-06-19T02:24:00.000-07:00

So call me your sugar.

sent izzatzxczscz off to his skate camp.
intends to go for th next one.
heh.
saw hafiz's half cast. pity tht guy.
hahah
actually kinda dumb of him ah.
lol.

went fr SU interview.
very sot la th qns.
nabe i suck at interview la.
lol.
After eating and all thn i thought of better answers i should have given.
nabe.

oh , and i'm nt gg both siloso beach party and SuperParty.
sad.
izmir confirm bingit.
haha.
buat bodoh ah.
must save up ah.
go out=ciggarettes.
so no good.
haha.

okay byeeeeeee..
lips like sugaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar

2009-06-17T06:23:00.000-07:00

SUB COMMITEEEEEE! :D

If Challengers 09/10 was my first ever camp ,
i would say it sucks.
cause honestly, the activites weren't that well organized.
but putting in consideration there were only 7 exco members
and ex-gl/gh for FOC became campers,
it was not bad la.

7 exco members carried out the whole camp you know.
no crew , no gls .
and out of those 7 ,
alot of us agreed all of them sot sia.
except yat . th only sane guy there.
and maybe renee, the chiobuuuu.
heh.

Th system abit cocked up , but Lewis kinda explained to me th whole reason behind it ah.
it's nice to have lewis with you for "personal debrief" lol.
He kinda told me what and why things happen.
And of course, i got sme advice from yatt ah.
Definitely , i have a lot to learn frm these 2 people.
If i want to be a significant figure in NPSU.
(:

and of course,
the people from th ecamp were awesomeeeeee.
Foc people were there
and of course the more outgoing ones who didnt come for camp came too.
Best ah.
(:

and i'm a member of the subcomm.
(:
yay!
okay i shall get back to sleep. (:

2009-06-14T07:25:00.000-07:00

I'm very stressed.
Mum refuses to give me money for camp.
!@#$!%#@$
her damn reason?

"Next week kakak pun ader camp.
Abang slalu pergi camp slalu mintak ibu duit
Thiss time kasi kakak pulak ah"

EH HELLO?!
HER DAMN CAMP IS A HOCKEY CAMP
HOCKEEYYYY CAMPPPP!
I WILL HAVE CAMP FOOD FOR 3 FUCKING DAYS
3 FUCKING DAYS!?
SOMEMORE CRESCENT GIRLS WONT BE SO BUDGET TO GIVE THEIR STUDENTS CAMP FOOD FOR AN SPORTS CAMP RIGHT?

and dad, refuses to lend me his shoes.
AND AGAIN WHO DOES HE GIVES IT TO?
MY SISTER.
CIBAI.

i'm glad i wont meet these people for 3 days.
Thn tmrw morning must go back withdraw money.
why cause dad cut my ATM card.
see, all these tak perlu stuffs they do,
makes things more troublesome in the long run.
FUCK MY LIFE.

plus th fact tht im soooo soooooo nervous for challengers.
I dont know whats in store.
i mean if its like orientation camp,
alot of icebreakers and shit.
thn if like SHSF very kiddy
thn Live OPS! very stern
CHALLENGERS WHAT SIA?
(don't say challenging ah, takde mood nak layan)

ahhhh,
AND SA FUCKING LAG.
shall play fifa at night.
okay
blog when im back.
or on firday
since Thurs got cage
and wendesday confirm tido macam babi.
okay bye.

2009-06-13T08:42:00.000-07:00

JERK IT OUT.

im such an ass.
Stupid fifa keep making me addicted.
sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyy):
I'm having Challengers on Monday btw.
Rizlimegreen isn't going.
):
he handed in the form late.
mangkuk hayun tol.
now i no malay friend.
i also not sure if my cats friend coming or not.
EH NASIR GI TAK?!

watching Alot like love.
i think Aaron Kutcher damn sachok.
okay bye.
(:
DONT MISS ME AH.
ONLY ONE PERSON CAN.
lol.
and orang tu taknak admit.
step jeeeeeer.
heh.

2009-06-10T06:46:00.001-07:00

"Because i think she's cute like that"

"N_____ sering di hatiku.
Sukarnya untuk berpisah dengan dirimu.
Tak sanggup ke kehilanganmu
Tak tertahan menanggung rindu.
wajahmu sering menjelma di mimpiku"

Kiwek.
bro, N____ bro baik lain dari gua ah.
HAHA.
been awhile since i've heard all this jiwang miwang songs.
(:

2009-06-06T06:55:00.001-07:00

"TMRW NIGHT WILL BE SO FUN WOOOHOOO"

"take care ah kau,
blaja rajin rajin"

sial nye anak pak ibrahim.
nvm , i have Zahrul to accompany me cause he's not going too.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaah sad life siaaaaaaaa.
fuck you common test.
i'm going to study but i now i CMI.
):
aaaaaaaaand,
she's not replying.

2009-06-05T22:39:00.000-07:00

HOT HOT HEAT.

the day is so damn heaty lah.
I can literally taste the blood in my nose.
shithole.
yesterday watched NATM2 with parents.
No idea why its so impromptu.
typical.
but yeah, th show is one heck of a show.
^^

AND TODAY IS IVY'SSSSSS BIRTHDAY!
AND SUHAIDIIIIIII.
2 classmates who always makes the class laugh.
haha.
Stay coolzxcszxcz dawwgggg.
(idk where tht came from.)

and yah,
maybe a tiny bit of revision and then i might just take sme rest.
sorry andrew i cant go study tday.
tmrw tmrw.
(:
ok bye.

2009-06-04T08:04:00.001-07:00

i have this feeling of doing something intensive.
idk,
just feel like punching , kicking idkkkkkk.
i just feel caged up.
i have no fucking idea why or by who or because of what.
siala.
sounds damn emo.
babi lah.
hokkien , english , chinese , malay vulgarities all flew out of my mouth today.
fail common test,
fail mid year ,
retain one more fucking year alrdy lah.
big whoop meh?
pcb.knn.
i need something ANYTHING just to vent my frustration.

God bless my soul.
):

2009-06-03T05:32:00.001-07:00

I FUCKING FAILED MY ACCOUNTING TEST
ONE WHICH I THOUGHT I WOULDN'T FAIL BADLY.
THIS IS A BLOODY 34 %
A MOTHER FUCKING 34%
SOMEONE JUST KILL ME.
I CANNOT THINK STRAIGHT ALRDY.
CANNOT I TELL YOU CANNOT.

maybe for a start,
tell me where in heaven's name did i go wrong?

2009-06-02T08:00:00.001-07:00

Don't let it go for nothing.

&if there's one thing i would like you to know,
i don't like to talk when i'm angry.
cause if i do, i know i'll say the wrong things.
i'm sorry i didn't reply.
i didn't know what to say.
i didn't know if i waws in the wrong.
and even if i was, i don't know what i did.
that's all.

2009-06-01T06:20:00.000-07:00

But I have no clue,
the right way to love you.

WLE. ):
I AM VERY VERY SAD.
& I THOUGHT OF ALL PEOPLE ,
YOU'LL UNDERSTAND THE BEST.

2009-05-31T04:30:00.000-07:00

and you'll never ever let me in.
no you'll never let me in.
);

Sad sia.
another burden to add to th common test one thats is pulling me down.
or in 1C01'S term , "sampai lantai"
(just remembered i need to print stuffs for IDS.
and idk what stuff and whether tht very tall Ivy wants it or not.)

WHY ARE THE FUCKING COMMON TESTS HERE ALRDY?!
sheeeebai.
i can't skate this whole week.
Neither can i for the whole of next.
):
miserable fuck sial.

2009-05-30T22:55:00.000-07:00

maybe.

yah maybe.
i'm just not good enough for you.
waah, those lyrics.
idk if you're giving me th wrong message or smthg.
but if it is EXACTLY what you wanted to tell me.
maybe, telling it face to face is better.
and ps , i'm not strong enough to make this work ALONE.
seriously. i am not a superman.

2009-05-29T08:46:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU,
YES I DO.

Super shagged.
Celebrated darling Zul's bday with RDS and adek adek ingek.
Feels awesome im actually meeting them after soo sooo long.
pictures (2 jer) soon.
haha.

Happy b'day zul!
hope you spent it with th people you love.
OH, AND ADER TIGA BUDAK SKINHEAD SIOL.
Firi , Irsyad and lukman are all botak !
cute sia.
esp man. dah lah tembam. siala.
if he would allow, i would bite his head off sia.
haha.

sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
ily yes i do. (:

2009-05-28T15:16:00.000-07:00

JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

just finished my powerpoint.
I still don't think it's good enough.
Compared to the ones Mr Ho gave as example.
If i were a girl, i'd prolly cry right now.
But i won't.
I guess that's all i can do la.
No animations.
No fancy dancy play then rewind kinda powerpoint.
its just click thn *boom* comes the slide at one shot.
crap.
i have to be a little better at powerpoints lah.

and i think i'll just do the report at school.
that's all i guess.
sleeeeeeeeeeepy but im going to school with hafiz so hopefully,
my energy level can boooost.
STORM KING HOW I NEED YOU NOW.
):

and how do you know your dad isn't proud of you?
when there's a family day this coming saturday,
and he quickly asks you to cut your hair
cause his big bosses are there.
CUT MY HAIR WHEN IT'S SO NICE AND LONG AND FLIPPY?!
ass.

2009-05-28T06:05:00.000-07:00

"whispers to love i miss you quite teribbly"

):
i feel bad fr doing this really.
met up with half of "MAIN" RDS just now.
slacked played soccer thn caught up with time.

yah.
i shall sleep now and wake up at 3 to do my report / ppt.
honestly , i don't trust junliang.
COME ON, IM HIS CLASSMATE FOR 2 YEARS.
of course i'll know he wouldn't do much of a good job.
he has a very high barrier to overcome to prove me wrong.
):
feels like im doing this "GROUP" project alone.
and from wherever
"ALAAH, POLY LIFE SLACK GILER LAH"
came from,
three words for you.
FUCK YOUR MUM.

grrr.
ANDREW TAN GET WELL SOOOOOON.
okay sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

(whoerever so as to be so kind to
accompany me in th wee hours of the morning ,
i'll love you for life.
and to anyone who can call me at 3.30 to wake up,
would be awesome too.)

man, this is like during my O level revision again.

2009-05-27T08:15:00.000-07:00

NASI AYAM BANDUNG.

siala. Sibey nice sia.
Well, i've only been to FC5 and 3.
haha. haven't try th other foods yet.
(cibai, sounds so greedy sia)

anyway, today very unexpected la.
i swear idk what to do.
serious.
haiya.
):
padan muke kau amirul.
tu ah. nak step garang.

and todaaaaaaaay, alot of non SP people came.
and acc to Sazali, they are Somerset skaters.
super pro lah.
got a freaking 14 year old kid who can fucking do a frontslide!
cheeebs.
must motivate myself more.

& SP NASI AYAM BANDUNG DAMN NICE LAAAAH.
^^
and sp skaters are awesome.
i dont know how many times i must repeat this.
hah.
GO SP skate club (only)
AND I FREAKING SAW TIMOTHY YAU HOCK HIM
TODAY AFTER SO FUCKING LONG.
bayeeeeeeeeeeeeek.
haha.
and he smokes.
best sia.
(:
next week he better have ciggs for me
haha.

Okay shit,
back to MES project.

2009-05-26T19:17:00.000-07:00

HUNG OVER.

i intended to do my MES project , report and study a bit of POA /PAC yesterday
till 2 in th morning.
But my eyes failed me.
damn it.
Must get into th momentum of sleeping late to STUDY alrdy.

NPSU meeting was great.
th whole briefing was boring lah duh.
But when you meet your fellow campmates,
hey , what's not fun man?

feels great to start catching up with them lah.
^^
so 3 days of my June Holidays are filled with camp
yaaaaaaaaaay!
and prolly th guys want to ton at ECP on day just to slack.
tht sounds good too.
i hope my june holidays are well spent lah.
yah.
okay, i should really start on my MES report.
GOOD MORNING PEOPLE!
and the weather is soooo awesomeee.

2009-05-25T05:38:00.000-07:00

"OI, FUNNY AH?!"

"& I'll swim the ocean for you,
the ocean for you.
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh Kelseyyyyy"

i seriously don't know what to do.
):
i think andrew also don't know what to do.
(or he lazy entertain me)
How leyyyyy?
To carry on or not to carry on.
)))))));
maybe, for a start,
i shouldn't be soooo temperamental.

2009-05-24T04:08:00.000-07:00

"PRACTICE MAKES PERMANENT"

I feel so kuai.
Don't you?
^^
I studied okay todaaaay.
POA POA ALL THE WAY!
okay , diam.

Er, i sorta drilled myself to do alot of POA questions lah.
Though many of them are wrong,
i kinda understand abit more.
Th TCH teach so fast.
(or i keep cabut-ing lecture)
nvm,
i will do good for the test.
Insya-allah.
(kinad desperate alrdy actually.)

Oh, and Mr Yeo is going off real soon.
(not go off as in die or smthg lah)
lol.
He's gg northlight
(doreeeeen was super blur , as per normal , and actually said east sun sec. HAHA)
and idk if 4A is havg a dinner soon.
i want to rant about POA alrdy.
don't care.

yalah yalah i know i noob only have secondary school friends to lepak with.
Poly friends cannot lepak with uh.
Abit different la.
Heh.
(:
bt they're nice people.

okay ah.
another tak bermotive post.
today got CJ-7!
cute bodol.
^^
okay bye.

2009-05-22T07:58:00.000-07:00

TO THIS CUTE TURNED GARANG GUY WITH SEXY (FAT) ASS.
HAHAHAHAHA.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
^^
I KNOW YOU ENJOYED YOUR DAY SPENDING TIME WITH AWESOME COMPANY.
THOUGH WE KACAU DAUN ABIT.
HAHAHAH.
TAKE IT, AND GO MAN.
TAKE IT.
AND GO.
& REMEMBER TO KEEP AN EYE FOR SUPER HOT FMS GIRLS AH.
SUPER HOT YOU KNOW.
lol.

What better way to end the weekend thn a slack cum birthday dinner
with super kecoh people.
haha.
Andrew can never meet Izmir ah.
Will disturb non stop one.
Haha.

And i finally saw Nadrah after a long time
(and also a "threat" posted at my tagboard)
haha.
Chat alot about relationship and all.
Idk why tht topic mesti keluar when i meet Nadrah.
I guess she's th only woman alive
tht i find it comfortable to talk to about this kinda stuff.
Yah, be proud woman.
^^

& I made a decision alrdy i guess.
I'm not tired of it la.
But i just don't want to waste my time hoping
and worst, i don't get what i want.
This will be th final lap for me.
I WILL GO ALL OUT.
REPEAT, I WILL GO ALL OUT
(so whenever i go my blog i'll see this.^^)
and if it still fails,
good game ah amirul.
haha.

that's all.
goodnight yo!
:D

2009-05-21T06:27:00.000-07:00

WEEKEND GUA TAK FREE AH.
JANGAN AJAK GUA KELUAR AH.
GUA NYE COMMON TEST LAGI 2 MINGGU SIOL.
KALAU GUA PAHAM SAMA ITU MODULE TAKPA.
INI SATU BENDA HARAM PUN GUA TAK PAHAM BEB.
PUKIMAK BETOL.
GUA BANYAK STRESS AH.
STRESS!

Haha. A relief tht didn't work.
CATS presentation was irritating.
Even the teacher got onto my nerves.
BUT HOR, GOT EHEM LA.
YOU KNOW YOU KNOW ^^.
haha.
cute siol.
serious.
but i have phobia with this kind of girl uh.
haha. noob.
so , i'm waiting fr andrew to send me th Museum assignment.
thn edit abit abit.
i have to start with MES.
ok ciao.

2009-05-20T21:53:00.000-07:00

"don't want to close my eyes ;
don't want to fall asleep cause i miss you babe,
and i don't want to miss a thing."

because my eyecandy looks so cuteeee popping bubblegums.
ahhhhhhhh.
buay tahan loh.
(:
tennis later!

2009-05-20T08:11:00.000-07:00

"Kau aper course ah?"

lucky only one guy asked me tht.
And i said , izzat's course.
haha.
Anyway,
SP skate club is awesomezcxzszcv.
As in th malay guys thr are very helpful
and not kerek ya know.
^^
it's still a sad thing NP no skate club.
Only inline skate.
And tht, i doubt is even aggressive.
AIYAAAAAH.

i still dont dare to talk to chinese guys.
CAUSE CIBAI THEY PRO SIAL.
well most of them are.
i'm shagged now.
and abit disappointed.
Idk w who but my hopes were sooo high.
okay no, i shan't say disappointed.
Sad is a better word.

But it's okay.
& I JUST REALISED LAST MINUTE MY CATS ASSIGNMENT IS DUE TMRW.
fuck lah. Shagged like pig alrdy.
don't want do la.
Oh, and no one (or girls to be precise) actually distracted my eyes frm th skateboard .
except fr one,
and she looked like you.
Frm th back.
EVEN IZZAT AGREES OKAY.
i'm gg to sleep sooon.
tired sia.
nights ppl.

2009-05-19T04:59:00.000-07:00

Angels & Demons

is an awesome mystery/thriller show.
serious.
if you like Da Vince Code , and National Treasure 1/2 , you'll like this too.
though i think Da Vince was better,
th movie however opened my eyes on
how, some people would go all out just to get what they want/ hide the truth
and by all out, sometimes lying too.

izzat wan suay.
got a seat whr th couple behind was making out
th fella behind me was th guy so i guess he went over to th gf's side
to do stuffs.
ahaha. so thr wasn't much movement behind me,
just behind izzat.

thanks bugger fr blanja-ing. (:

2009-05-17T19:55:00.000-07:00

After the interval,
Spurs boss Harry Redknapp did not appear happy with Roman Pavlyuchenko
storming down the tunnel after being substituted.

"He's always like that,'' Redknapp said.

aww, pavly. Don't be sad. (:
i know you smell Europe. (:

2009-05-16T23:54:00.000-07:00

FLIP MOTHER FUCKER FLIP!

skating session was as per normal,
Hot.
haha. serious sia.
Hot like woooo!
er yah,
other thn tht, i THINK i can do shove it.
lol. just cannot land tht well yet.
(or even land for tht matter)

But i won't give up.
Skating could be a passion i would like to pursue for the next few years.
since i dont have any other chance of playing football anymore
(No cca maaaaaaaaah)
& i need to pay up for Muay Thai.
& hence i will skate skate and skate!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaandddd , i'm saving up for a MiniLogo deck !
(:
Though i'm not tht sure of the brand yet.
Dont know want buy what deck.
Syukri alrdy has a MiniLogo.
Izzat has positiv.
so yah,
must mata mata sikit uh.
but i'm getting a deck by this july thts for sure.

so this wednesday,
i shall train and train
and maybe get some motivation frm the great ppl Hafiz says there is there.
and be a better skater
~~thn can jio all the hot girls by showing off sikit.~~
HAHA. PIKIR BANYAK JAUH SIA .

by the way,
"Ryan's mum looks like a MILF."
HAHA
In other words, she's hot. ^^
okay dah.
Short break from all these POA shits.
byeeeeee.

2009-05-16T02:40:00.001-07:00

"run away , run away.
& cling to life.
For some day when you have th same eyes as i do,
come before me "

2009-05-14T05:09:00.000-07:00

"it's because i care , tht's why i'm doing this? "

I LIKE THURSDAYS.
trip to museum was sH0 funn wOrhxzczs.
okay fail.
haha.
i have tons of pics with my 5 mp cam phone.
but lazy to upload ah.
heh.

th company i have through th day was good.
i like my cat malay guys.
they are very much th kind i like to lepak with.
like siao siao funny funny one.
haha.

and next wednseday imma skate yo!
jyeaaaaah.
still saving up fr a mini logo deck though.
slowly lah hor.
(:

just an eyecandy.
tht's all.
JANGAN KACAU AKU LAGI LAH.
haha.

2009-05-12T04:53:00.000-07:00

"And how my heart's about burst
Into a thousand pieces
Oh it must be true"

Supzxczsxczszc homies?
Today bloody shiok okay.
went home at 1 !
reached home thn sleep.
macam babi sia.

tuesdays fr th win man.
damn slack. smemore got autocad.
fav module so far. ^^

& todaaaaaaaaaay, Jun Liang got heartbroken.
Haha. apparently he fancies this 19 year old girl from our class.
thn turns out she ahngs out with this guy
who always hangs out with girls and honestly, i find it irritating too.
it's okay Jun Liang.
what doens't kills one , makes him stronger.
(sounds somewhat familiar)

oh, and tmrw i'm gg to seeee pro people skate.
won't tell where.
secret secret. (:

AND I SAW MY EYE CANDY TODAAAAAAAAAAAY.
MADE MY DAY MADE MY DAY.
(: SO PRETTY WORHZCXSZXCZSCZ.
tht's all i guess.
can't wait for tmrw lah really.
(:

2009-05-09T20:13:00.000-07:00

she's DJ Kawasaki.
a freaking hot DJ.
cool kepe?
and i'm supposed to do POA and MES revision today.
HAHA.

2009-05-09T07:30:00.000-07:00

200th post.

a birthday was celebrated at the bbq near my house just now.
ironically, my neighbour passed away.
not really close to him but yeah.

my skin must get use to the chlorine in th pool.
i mean , after swimming my skin feels so sore and all.
thn there's sinus again.
):
prolly why i wasn't online th whole day.
sadded.

aaaaaand i must socialize in NP.
andrew got gf alrdy and he got good classmates.
he would pangseh me more.
and i must get used to it.
and i havent met izzat for two weeks alrdy.
cih. feels so weird.
idk why.
(sounds gay ah?)
and yeah,
too many ppl are adapting TOO well with school.
so yeah.

yet another " i don't need to know" post for you all.
i shall go watch tevee.
nightszxzcsxzcx.

2009-05-08T04:21:00.000-07:00

J TO THE YEAH.

finally a tiny weeny bit of bondage.
so my classmates and i played CS together during EHM lecture.
the 3 hours lecture felt so short sia.
^^
and my classmates are a bit of an ass too.
one guy changed his CS nickname to the lecturer's name.
(which is Goh She Poh ; which is a guy's name apparently.)
then , throughout the game , Joshua ;
this sick sex-oriented guy shouted
"EH FUCK LAH GOH SHE POH. KILL ME SIA. " etc etc.
haha.
i was laughing sia.
selamber rock je buat comment gitu.

anyways, the lecturer abit kental kental like tht.
so can lah.
^^ finally can bond abit abit.
and i found this guy who hates c___a people.
and has awesome movies.
so yah, we exchanged CS and we were laughing at the china man in our class.
and a hippo. HAHA. he's very bastard .

but afew of the girls dislike me i think.
i mean they saw me smoking
thn gave me tht face.
then there was this class informal photo taking going on
and the girls were behind me,
all i did was show my middles finger and there were
"oohhh ahhh *gasps* " behind me.
-.-
i think they havent get used to the fact tht i'm very rebellious
and not th goody two shoes person.
yah.

funny thing is, no bonding was needed for 4a.
haha. we were all alike. (:
JUNE MUST HAVE AT LEAST ONE 4A GATHERING.
IDFC.
i miss th JC guys so much man.
semut , yiyang and some others lah.
haha,
but those two just came to mind.

WHAT A GOOD DAY TODAY WAS.
^^

2009-05-07T07:36:00.000-07:00

CIRCUMCISION

was the bloody topic one while cabbing back home.
Bloody fuck tht shao han.
haha. laugh like siao sia.

"EH, then after you sunat (circumcise) then the skin you put where?"
"IDK, throw ah. dirty sia"
"Who knows you keep , then later when you get son, then you give it to him"
"CIBAI LAH YOUUUU" andrew tan laughing like cock alrdy.
"THEN SEKALI AH,
YOU ALL KEEP THEN MAKE FAMILY BLANKET AH.
THN SAY THIS ONE AMZAH ONE. THEN THIS ONE AMIRUL ONE
THN THIS ONE BAHRI ONE (wth ikr) THEN ONE HALOWEEN AH
YOU WRAP YOURSELF AROUND IT."

i laughed till siao.
made me so high sia.
i think the cab was shaking alrdy.
haha.

bloody hell betul.
okay, tht pretty much made my day lah.
hah.
so yah,
other thn tht,
Idk if she will read this
BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOLENE PHOON
MY CATS AND TENNIS CLASSMATE.
(:
tht's all folks.

2009-05-06T07:03:00.000-07:00

I'm melting in your eyes
like my first time that I caught fire ;
So stay with me
lay with me now

tireeeeeeeeed.
and for the countless time,
i'm reminding myself that i won't give up.
(:
TMRW CATSSSSS AND SWWWWWW.
~~eye candyyyyyyyyy(S)~~

2009-05-05T06:39:00.000-07:00

so don't say your goodbyes,
you know it's better tht way.

Went home with 4 crazy people today.
Hafiz Andrew Shao Han Syahid.
SIAO KAO.
seriously.
they can laugh over the dumbest things.
"EH HWEI SZE! BEHIND YOU GOT FIRE"
then laugh.
wth.
haha.

i actually don't know what to blog about really.
i mean school's fine.
yes very the tiring.
and from whatever source "POLY LIFE SLACK LA" tht sentence came from.
he should be shaved botak. (? i'm too tired to think of a punishment)

other thn that,
yah.
i mean, life's about school , makan place , pool , LAN , projects and more projects.
so yeah.
i'm getting tired of it pretty soon i think.
haha.

CSI MIAMI TODAY.
(:
OH AND TAKE MY FB QUIZ.
NO ONE GOT 100% YET LEY.
GET 100% I BELANJA YOU SUBWAY COOKIE.
AMACIAMXZCZXSCZX?
haha.

thts all people.
(:
and i'm notching my game up.
^^

2009-05-04T06:19:00.001-07:00

I miss jalan lekar. ):

the beautiful sunset.
the awesome-ly alot of stars at night.
the moon bow (???) haha.
the kids!
the talk cock session aka debrief session with other coaches.
damn it.
):
i want to just go and slack at tht place someday.

and maybe meet bobby.
haha.
but seriously man, the place is uber beautiful.
WHY JUNE NOT SO MANY CAMPS ONE?
SADDED.

i didn't cabut class after much thinking.
AND NO ONE FORCED ME.
but duh, didn't pay attention.
(:
BUT STILL.
^^
okay i'm supposed to write a 1000 word essay right now.
so chaoooozxszcxz!

2009-05-03T22:09:00.000-07:00

I am cabut-ing too much class. ):
EH WTF IS WRONG WITH MEEEE?!

2009-05-01T04:41:00.000-07:00

thanks. (:

to Atikah ( basket she didn't know my name sia)
for the supeeeeerrrr big brownie. (:
very nice ley. or maybe i long time never eat brownie ah.
if you're wondering ; she's a PAC and CAD classmate.
well, at least there's someone who i can connect with.
lol.
thanks again, sorry for th late acknowledgement
and get well soon yes?
(:
don't so emo la.
scary sia i see your post.
haha.

oh, my class gave me a birthday card.
sweet right. (:
thanks people.
if you're reading this.
i'm like reminding myself if i see any of my classmates,
i must thank them.
i will slowly break th ice with you lar hor. (:

oh,went swimming with hafiz after prayers.
just to slowly get th momentum.
i know many eyes are rolling right now
but yeah, i want to be able to swim fast enough.
and get those awesome beautiful v wings the polo seniors have.
i heard frm brandon tht they swim alot of freestyle to get those

yeah, and to youuuuuu,
take care will ya?
i know i've beeen nagging and nagging and all.
but coughing blood? what's up with tht?
(sounds familiar ah?)

pleaaasee pleaaaaseeee take care of yourself.

(:

2009-04-30T19:41:00.000-07:00

So slowly, you smother me within.

Reality starts to strike.
Suddenly, everything isn't fairytal-ish anymore.
everything is going wrong ; except for my clique of friends ,
who never fail to make me laugh.
and i guess tht's the only time i get to laugh out loud ; literally.

mum is getting more irritating than ever.
and of course there are some other things tht i wish to pour everything out.
but nah.
):
being 17 sucks.

2009-04-28T06:01:00.000-07:00

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

"And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?"

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

Stuck in ~~reverse~~ repeat
i've been repeating th song for half an hour now
NO DAMN IT I'M NOT EMO/SAD.
i just thought this song connects damn well with my current situation.
damn tht sounded emo alrdy.
NO OKAY, I'M NO EMO.
just , doing reflections.
haha. tons of them.
:D maybe, it's just not meant to be.

2009-04-28T04:35:00.001-07:00

quick check.

-i realise i don't post alot after school starts ah.
sorry readers.

-celebrated nenek's b'day and as per normal, paternal side = kecoh nak mampos.
but then, i was too sleepy cause i played CS till 1 and had to wake up early for cooking. -.-
so i slept 1/2 of the time.
(the other half was eating time so i woke up lorrr :D )
aaaaand, it's fucking amazing how some thick skinned ~~my uncle and aunt~~
some people are. family politics. i hate thm most.
and kakak told me about design students.
(cause she was one)
and she said, be ready for tons more of what i'm experiencing.
):

-17 , me. yay. thanks lovelies for texting , Fb wall post-ing , and verbally wishing me.
(:
love all of you lots.
and if my text reply was late, it's because futsal was tiring
and i slept straight away after showering.
for the darling who called me at 00:00
i'm very sorry i didn't pick up. was sleeping.
to the idiot who tried to wake up at 12 but CMI,
it's okay bro.
haha. it's the thought tht counts.
see, keyword? try.
haha.

-i just realised june we got holidays,
but then no AK camps.
Camelot?
see how lorrrrr.

-lectures are getting more and more boring.
but i do find Autocad and IDS fun. (:
POA suck ballxzcxzszcx.

okay thts all.
if i don't update for a while,
it's bcoz you know i know lar hor.

LOVE YOU PEEPS!
;D

2009-04-25T04:18:00.000-07:00

"fuck you dj"

my goodness me.
th dj played some indian bhangra song yest.
even andrew who was a first time clubber
(i think i've been giving him too much negative stuffs ): )
knew how sucky th song was.
but he had fun , didn't you hua ren? (:

so chop chop balik rumah.
tap tup tap tup. tido kul 1.
woke up at 8 by izzat to skate.
i love these skating sessions.
though i may not improve but i still like the sessions.
caaaaauseeeee, i get to be myself and , er they will layan?
haha.
and maybe say some stuffs lah to these peeps.

RDS gonna be so angry with me,
cause i missed yet another match.
sorry ah brudders.
partying + skating in th morning = sleep till th evening.
):

monday futsal trial with andrew.
kick som balls.
and ass.
(:

2009-04-23T06:24:00.001-07:00

just because i'm losing,
doesn't mean i've lost.

tmrw.friday24th.convention centre. ^^
DO YOU FEEL ME BROTHERS?
andrew is going. yay.
got partner. haha.
eiqa and shaq is coming too
cause hyrah got 3 extra tix.
hahaha. so kiasu tht woman.
so yah. yay! at least i have people to find if zahrul and izmir wanders off.
which 100% will happen.
haha.

i think playing CS is a good way to express your frustation.
don't care if you die.
take th bloody machine gun. just whack only.
haiya. nvthless, tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw. (:

2009-04-21T18:30:00.000-07:00

WATER POLO WATER POLO.

i just new last night tht today is th water polo trials.
lucky trials start at 6.
my tights very loose alrdy (ironic much?)
haha.
so must go buy new ones.

i really hope i get in la.
i mean, i'm over the soccer days when all i do is sit in th bench.
-.-
i'll do my best.
haha.
plus i want to get fit.
(:
dragon boat abit fanatic for me ah.
haha
water polo is good enough i guess.

and this saturday skate!
;D
yay. okay.
dah tu je. haha.
bye.
wish me luck!

(editted) why do i have this funny feeling deep inside
that someone's hiding something important from me?
): i don't like this , i don't like this. (/editted)

2009-04-21T07:24:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE = WATER.

I HAD A HELL OF A TIME LAUGHING WITH ANDREW AT LECTURE THEATRE LAH.
WE KNOW IT'S IRRITATING BUT WE CANNOT TAHAN SIAAA.
now after passing down my email,
2 just added me.
god bless my soul.

OH, HAPPY B'DAY GERMAIN CHONG.
MY PARTNER FOR A FEW MONTHS (LAST YEAR) THN CHANGE .
WAS FUN TURNING YOUR PENCIL CASE SO YOUR STATIONARIES ALL FALL.
HEH.
IDK WHY ITS IN CAPS LOCK.
HAVE FUN IN SCHOOL YAH.
4A IS JUST A MSG AWAY.
(:

talking about which,
Doreen very cute ley ( i shall say this once and she'll not notice it i knw)
she gave Junliang a mission.
to help me break my habit of smoking.
cause junliang same class as me maaaaaah.
hahahaha.
good luck JL.
one day lardy normal routine to smoke 5 times sia.
if 67 late. 6/7 times alrdy.
if break longer, 8/9/10 time alrdy.
haha

oh well.
idk what cca to join.
and this post is very pointless.
haha.

i feel it coming.
i see it coming too.
don't come please.
don't.

2009-04-20T07:08:00.000-07:00

NOW THINGS JUST GOT WORSE.

haha. my POA lecturer fucking gay.
Lucky got andrew ah.
haha. serious. gt friend to laugh at him with.
aaaaaaaaaand, his class got chiobu.
but yeah, not tht interested ah.
"eh andrew, i think i fallen in love alrdy ah. HAHAHA"
"-.-"

no la. i'm pretty err, how to say ah.
aiyah nvm.
haha. if you know you know lah hor. (:

tmrw gt practical.
superfast right? i know.
today also no balls caught.
serious sia.
i down there stone, laughing w andrew over stupid stuffs.
and tahan-ing our pee.
HAHA. SERIOUS SIA.
THE AIRCON COLD LIKE FUCKKKKKKKK.
my head dizzy alrdy.
haha

i musn't scare myself.
don't think about it,
don't think about it.
i musn't look at th page.
haha. paranoia strikes again.
hmmmm, have faith bruddderrrrr have faith. (:

ps: i have faith in you, do you?

2009-04-19T05:01:00.000-07:00

Well you'll never see,
what you've done to me.

Sorry fr th lack of updates. (:
ah well, i doubt many ppl knws th new url anyways
so why bother right?
haha
no lah, i will still blog.

well, basically life's been orientation , boring classmates ,
scared for school to start cause not much friends in class.
i've decided to join a kick ass CCA and some gerek societies
thn maybe my social life won't be very teruk.
): sad sia. ):

on a happier nota,
I CAN DO TH OLLIE!
haha. kinda noob lah only ollie but almost 2 months to master it okay.
so kudos to me.
;D

i've been trying to reach CERTAIN people,
up to no avail.
idk why th hell i couldn't.
pissed? no. just sad and disappointed.
i'm no mannequin yo. i have feelings.
oh well, who needs you? (:

SCHOOL IS STARTING TOMOLO LEYYYYYY!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

2009-04-16T04:43:00.000-07:00

My coursemates sucks.

nuff said.
seriously.
it's like i can't click with anyone la.
exc th kranjians.
I am definitely not th anti social kind.
so th problem doesn't lies in me whaaaaaat.
geeeez.
REB and CEE looks very approachable and all.
MY ONE ALL FUCKING UDANG SIAAAAAL.
seriously.

AND MULTI-NATIONAL SOMEMORE.
BLOODY C____A PEOPLE.
COME OUR COUNTRY TAKE OUR JOBS ONLY.
AND FUCKING ACT AS IF YOU OWN TH COUNTRY.
from th bottom of my hearts mofos.
suck my balls.
at least i have gins.
if you're reading this, sorry i ps you for LAN today. (:

yes, i played LAN.
hah.
AND DOTA.
COOL KAPEZXCZSCZX.
not really la.
but andrew isn't a bad teacher la.
so can can.

SOMEONE IS PARTYING SIA TONIGHTTTT
LEAVE ME SORRY LONELY ASS ALONE.
i don't hate Np yet. dont worry.
just some of my coursemates.

2009-04-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

i just felt like making a new url.
heh. you knw me.
these kind of things always damn impromptu one.
I ACTUALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR MY ORIENTATION!
yeah, i was all bleh over it cause idk.
but 3 other 4a-ians are coming so things may get easier. (:

somethings kinda wrong with you today.
):

2009-04-13T18:51:00.000-07:00

Remy Etienne Lebeau

i shall boycott "spin the bottle".
I'm still pissed i tell you.

Yesterday, i was searching for a school bag.
&I sot of wanted to get a yak pak bagpack.
So naturally, spin th bottle came to mind.
Afyer buying berms at penin,
i reached Heerens at 3pm ++
TO FIND TH FUCKING SHOP CLOSE.
W/O ANY INDICATION OF WHERE THE SALESMAN IS
OR WITW HE IS DOING AND WHEN HE'LL BE BACK.
(gonc bodoh. confirm. )

so,i went to East pak and then check out Check (haha)
and bought a Js bag there.(which wasn't as bad i guess. )
WHEN I FUCKING RETURNED BACK TO STB
THE FUCKING SHOP WAS OPEN.
-.-
tell me about it.

i should complain.
really i should.
but then again, th Js bag is nicer thn Yp bag.
(self-denial sia)

& i and hafiz had fun laughing at this guy we keep bumping into.
he goes to town with slippers.
if it's Praia or Reef etc, okay ah.
ni, *sigh* last warning sia slipper.
&&
We saw Lily yesterday.
~~not lily thai~~ but Lily th Vikings GLs.
;D and we saw a friend of Hafiz's girlfriend.
YAH HE GOT GF. (:
HAHA. (hafiz jgn spam tag aku. (: )

today i shall be off to granny's house with dad.
idk for what.
but yeah. better thn staying at home.
at least there'll be good food!

shit, i forgot to reply again.
geeeeeeeeeez, this must stop sia.
sorry hor. ):

2009-04-11T21:07:00.000-07:00

I want nobody nobody but youuu.

haha.
bloody hell, the whole fam's addicted to this song (except dad duh)
my little brother is like learning th dance smemore.
WTF?!
haha.

ps: can go out liaaaaooooo.
Moviebites pay came i guess. :D
SUDDENLY AH GOT MORE THAN $30 IN MY BANK ACC.
HAHA. AWESOMEEEEEE.

2009-04-11T05:39:00.000-07:00

THIS BEAT IS SICK.

Wasabis outing was more fun than i expected.
honestly, during th camp i nv talk to th girls.
but ahhh, idk like suddenly abit easier to talk to th girls.
though that wasn't my whole motive for coming lah
(i bet you idiots out there are going" yeahhhh rightttt")
plus plus, i talked to alot more chinese guys tht i didnt talk to during FOC,
(duh, i'm th only malay freshie there)

but i really really had fun today.
i mean we really spent time as a group together AGAIN.
LIKE DURING FOC BUT ALOT MORE FUN-NER.
from tau pok. to captain's ball to "take 5"
HAHA.
at least these people understand la.
sme other people who knws i smoke alrdy
dont want make friends with me.
pfft.

pictures and vids should be up soon so chill yeah people.
I SIBEY RED LIKE CRAB ALRDY LAAAAAAAAAAAH.

ps: siloso never fails to wash my eye doesn't it. ^^

2009-04-10T06:23:00.000-07:00

too tempting to not blog about this.
haha.
seriously.
very funny funny cute cute.
got ths frm izzat though.
I GAVE CREDITS AH BEB.
HAHA, BINGIT SIA IZZAT.
check out "crank tht" "lollipop" and "lonely"
by this fella .
damn funny funny cute cute siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! ;D

2009-04-09T20:37:00.000-07:00

SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE.
SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE.
SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE.
SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE.
SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE.
SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE.
SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE.

what in th worlddddddddddddd?
so baik ah you?
lol.
NOW WHAT AM I GOING TO DOOOOO?
fifa online 2 is getting too easy (chey chey)
and rasterwerks getting boring.
AND I HAVE NO FUCKING CASH TO KELUAR.
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH THIS IS EXTREME FUCKERY MAN.

mum's going "bang, pergi mandi pukul brape nak g smbhyg jumaat?"
gazillion times.
*sigh*
at least i'll meet th 2 good people of th world for 2 hours or so.
jadilaaaaaah.
okay bye.

ps: andreyana/huda if you're reading this,
can pretty please upload yest's pict soon so i can post at least smthg meaningful?
thaaaaaaank youuuuuuu orang orang berkulit import! ;D

2009-04-09T07:11:00.000-07:00

"With great company,
i gather great strength."

firstly,
i would like to thank
izzat, zahrul, syukri, haziq, alif lee, hairul, faizal , azie , andreyana , huda
for being such a great company today a day which i feel supaaaa sickkkkk.
th cycling part rocks uh?haha.
special credits to izzat for teaching me smthg new
(i bought a whole box of tissues.
some endearingly used by izzat to teach me how to fold flowers)
and calming me down when i was so ganjiong cause idk what bus to take.
and was super late.
thanks yo.
;D

SECONDLY,
YOU HAVE FUN TOMORROW OKAAAAAAAAAAAY?
DON'T WORRY ABT ME UH.
I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF AND LOOK FOR FUN THINGS TO DO.
;D
~~plus i can get a braek frm your nagging too.~~
kidding uh. ;D
I'LL MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
REALLYYYYYYYYYYYYY REALLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYY
FROM TH BOTTOM OF MY HEARTTTTTTT.
i shall experience wht you feel when i went to camps.
haha.

lastly,
i coughed up blood this morning and instead of telling mum,
i took a pict of it with my phone.
haha. witw was i thinking?
ah wait i know.
i don't want to get suspected of smoking again.
yeah. (:

gooodnight , travel well everyone!

2009-04-08T07:13:00.000-07:00

MUST TRY LA SIAAAAA.
SUPAAAAAA COOOOOOL MAAAAANXZCZSZXCZ!

Don't tell me your age; Always you people tell falsehood anyway.....
YOUR AGE BY CHOCOLATE MATHS

DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST!
It takes less than a minute .
Work this out as you read .
Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out!
This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun.

Now.....Go ahead.....Calculating....

1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to have chocolate (more than once but less than 10)

2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold)

3. Add 5

4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator

5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1759 ..
If you haven't, add 1758.

6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born.

You should have a three digit number

The first digit of this was your original number
(i.e., how many times you want to have chocolate each week)..

The next two numbers are
YOUR AGE! (awesomeee shizzzzz)

THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2009) IT WILL EVER WORK, SO SPREAD IT AROUND WHILE IT LASTS.
Chocolate Calculator.

2009-04-08T06:10:00.000-07:00

somebody kill me now.

running nose.
i feel a temperature coming.
no no. tmrw got outing.
got 2 smemre.
pleeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee white blood cells.
phagocytes those bacteria and (shit i forgot) release th anti-bacterials (eh?)
ahhhhh, in other words LET ME GET WELL SOON LAAAAAAAAAH.
SOO MANY THINGS SO LITTLE TIME,
WAHLAU I CAN'T GET SICK.,
MUST ENJOY LIFE BEFORE SCHOOL REOPENS!

imy.(:

2009-04-06T22:06:00.000-07:00

:/

I am nt feeling good.
no definitely no.
th nose has been running non stop.
and my head's literally (and non) in a whirl.

I.MUST.STOP.THINKING.ABOUT.THESE.YES.I.MUST!
NOW I'M PISSED CAUSE I CAN'T SEEM TO GET ZAHRUL
AND I DON'T KNOW WHEN WE ARE MEETING FOR SPORTS DAY TMRW.
YET ANOTHER BAD DAY.

Someone up there hates me.

2009-04-06T21:57:00.000-07:00

SOMETIMES TH HARDEST THING
AND TH RIGHT THING ARE TH SAME.

Yesterday fucking sad ley.
I couldn't join Wasabis+Bumblebees outing fr some reasons. Grr.
And Spurs just cancelled their trip to Singapore and Hanoi.
)))))))))))))))))))));

Nevertheless,
I managed to go to gym in th morning.
Thr were like aunties and ah peks at th gym sia.
WLE!
took them around half an hour to be gone.
But, i must say, i'm quite happy with my progress.
I realise i must consistently go to the gym to see results.
(:
keep it up amirul!
(self-motivation uh.)

sorry wasabis i couldn't make it yesterday.
I was damn pissed myself.
hmm. see ya ppl on saturday!

2009-04-04T21:18:00.000-07:00

KRANJI PRIMARY SHSF - 27TH - 29TH MAY

WAH CB THEIR P5 CAMP LEY.
WAAAAAAAAAAH WHY MUST THE DATE BE DAMN SUAY ONE?
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH SAD SAD VERY VERY SAD.
IZZAT I KNOW YOU FEEL MY PAIN.
DON'T FUCKING LAUGH WHEN YOU SEE THIS .
P5 CAMP LEY P5 CAAAAAAMP!

i'm gonna die of boredom today, period.

2009-04-03T20:15:00.000-07:00

i waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant!
i have no friggin idea where to find these comics in singapore.
i couldn't find one in comics connection (ironic much)
aaaaaaannnnddd it teeeeaaaaarrrrssssss my heeeaaaaaaaarrrrrrttttt
to know tht people from th States just need to pay $2.99 for one comic.
tht's just 10 bucks for 3 comics
))))))))))))))):

MARVEL OH MARVEL,
START A PRINTING COMPANY HERE WILL YOU?
so i won't have to pay extra $2-$4 for shipping.

/editted
I JUST FOUND SOMEONE ON eBAY WHO HAS SOME XMEN UNLIMITED COMICS!
IM'MA ASK HIM WHERE HE BOUGHT THEEEEEM.
;DDDDDDD

2009-04-03T01:27:00.000-07:00

"I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine"

Nas O got into NP !
congrats cuz!
This means, we'll see alot more of each other.
I have no idea whether our buildings are near ornot.
but hey!
we can keluar sekolah for 10 mins to ...
;D

i expect tons and tons of gathering before th school starts.
From WASABIS+BUMBLEBEES gathering.
(which i'm looking forward to. But no money. CCBKNNWLE!)
Hmm, i still doubt i'm going for BE camp.
Malas lah sia.
Heh. Izzat did mention he had fun during SPSU camp.
And ditto as NPSU about malay girls too. HAHA.
So yeah. Plus i never thought i'd say this sentence this much buuuut,
I seriously wants school to start now.
I want to faster faster adapt to th new environment.
Faster faster find new friends.
~~Faster faster become mother hen.~~
No okay. (:
But faster faster get another experience apart from Secondary School.
Weee~ hopefully life will be good.
Well life will be good I'm sure of it.
Cause if it can's then it must. (:

SPEAKING OF WHICH, WLE!
MY CAMP PAY HAVEN'T COME YET LEY.
HAHA. i shouldn't be complaining as much
cause Joel's pretty much more broke then me.
i need to shop for school laaaaaaah.
and i need th money laaaaaaah.
grr.