doubt i can skate today ): nor can i fr the next 2/3 months? sedhil.
today is damn boring. POA and MES mes i fail. POA acc to andrew i pass. hopefully ah.
& i've not finished my EHM project &i need some sort of clear confirmation. okay bye.
AMIRUL ARAI
- <3 you. -really do. -alot. -is off for dinner outside 2 days in a row -& at end of th month mum will complain of shortage of money. -'s mum is super weird. -<3>
PIC SPAM! (:
The day kinda started late. Because doreen was doing a project at Ngee Ann. and rusheeeddd all the way to pending to take bus 966. (: appreciate th effort la. eventhough all we did when she reached was disturb her. lol. and yah. gossiped gossiped. lololol. even the guys joined in. ikr? lol sia.
reached ECP just in time before it started raining. then we slacked at MCD. and you see tht Tiger lighter? i wanted tht but andrew tan took it. and he also took a harley davidson cigarrette holder. idk where yy bought thm frm but its very niceeee. (:
jl.andrew.yy
ghey.(lol.how doreens spells it.) ' reached a pondok and soon after we slacked in an went into th water. idk why th pict looks as if its a bright and great day to be at the beach but it was raining and the win super colddddd
meet my two ghey partners. hot right? (:
and meet my act cutest classmate. Doreen Neo Min Q. lol. this one epic sia doreen.
NACHOXCZSCZXC!
rare picture. see th f word? yah, she never says it. never.
^^ zebra crossing.
:o zahrul.
i look like mickey mouse sia. and baskel. doreen said we are both sticks. EH NO LOR. only you. hah.
the day thn got abit mundane, so we went bowling to avoid the rain. pretty bad mistake. super cold inside.haha.
zahrul said doreen looks like a prostitute wearing th high socks and short pants. lol.
"CURL ZAHRUL CURL!" lol. joke sia. amirah on the other hand well, was very good.
she super tyco. her pins always not put properly one. sure got 2/3 pins tht fell off even before bowled. lol sia.
masuk keluar tige kali for $10. (:
after two games frm the boys (one of the games which i nearly had to pay) and 1 and a few bowls frm the girls (cause the system damn cocked up. lol)
we went cycling! :D
andrew looks like girl because of his hair. lol.
thn fast forwaaaaaaaard. went to changi airport's runway and went back. and after the chinese guys got "drunk" or high. lol. we went to shower and we went off!
foosbaaaaaaalll!
the two people who actually made th outing possible.
andrew's breathe smells okaaay. tahan only.
my not so macho water polo friend. haha.
4A'08 (or 1/4 of it actually. haha) & lol at YY! mimicking chin teck i think. haha. basket. and zahrul's berms were falling off. haha! seriously.
At Mrt, gossiped somemore. lol. then they had dinner but i had a curfew . ): it was a pretty simple day but i had tons of fun la. the people made me laugh alot. (:
todaay? flu acted up again. play at the rain somemore ah. bayek. lol. woke at 10. thn slept at 12 then woke at 3. fam's fasting. i lazy. lol. okay thn. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! playing SA with andrew!
GOOD DAY!
Drag Me To Hell totally brought down my macho-ness. (if i had one) and the people at bugis today very weird. It wasn't raining and there were umbrellas everywhere. They not used to th heat i go through everyday. ^^ & never eat alone in front of a lady. damn it. damn paisey and uncomfortable can? lol. last last pakai tangan jugak. -.-
Tmrw going 4A outing! but cannot ton with my gays. ): Dad got perangai-ish. )): but we'll still hace fun nonetheless im sure. 4A=Fun always. lol.
I MET SCOFIELD TODAY! & thanks for the day really. (: feels good to actually meet you after a VERY long while.(: & your perfume quite strong. (:
Fuck me in the backseat.
Yana- Sub Commitee of NPSU means er, next year , i'll be main commitee? Hah sleng sia. IDK HW TO EXPLAIN AH. but you get what i mean la.
Chika- Yah , your bf has been goofing around. -.- lol.
Mangkuk-FUCK YOUUUUUU. _l_
American Reader- Kaki dorang size 8 ah. Freaky mehhh? lol.
i think my new playlist v cute. yes? no , lol. nehmind. i've been looking up for tmd's album but up to no avail. i'm not too sure if they have and album itfp. should have la hor. wah, weekends quite boring ah. nehmind. next week abit pack i guess. lol. Drag me to hell on tuesday. 4a outing on wedneday (but fashiha tak gi. got camp. aiyooooo) can't wait for th outing really. (:
and idk. we've yet to go sheesha the boys. and just slack outside one day and laugh and lepak and skate. yah. boys, standard ah. nak keluar slalu lat minute. okay byeeeeeeee.
Cause all you people are vampires!
So call me your sugar.
sent izzatzxczscz off to his skate camp. intends to go for th next one. heh. saw hafiz's half cast. pity tht guy. hahah actually kinda dumb of him ah. lol.
went fr SU interview. very sot la th qns. nabe i suck at interview la. lol. After eating and all thn i thought of better answers i should have given. nabe.
oh , and i'm nt gg both siloso beach party and SuperParty. sad. izmir confirm bingit. haha. buat bodoh ah. must save up ah. go out=ciggarettes. so no good. haha.
okay byeeeeeee.. lips like sugaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar
If Challengers 09/10 was my first ever camp , i would say it sucks. cause honestly, the activites weren't that well organized. but putting in consideration there were only 7 exco members and ex-gl/gh for FOC became campers, it was not bad la.
7 exco members carried out the whole camp you know. no crew , no gls . and out of those 7 , alot of us agreed all of them sot sia. except yat . th only sane guy there. and maybe renee, the chiobuuuu. heh.
Th system abit cocked up , but Lewis kinda explained to me th whole reason behind it ah. it's nice to have lewis with you for "personal debrief" lol. He kinda told me what and why things happen. And of course, i got sme advice from yatt ah. Definitely , i have a lot to learn frm these 2 people. If i want to be a significant figure in NPSU. (:
and of course, the people from th ecamp were awesomeeeeee. Foc people were there and of course the more outgoing ones who didnt come for camp came too. Best ah. (:
and i'm a member of the subcomm. (: yay! okay i shall get back to sleep. (:
I'm very stressed. Mum refuses to give me money for camp. !@#$!%#@$ her damn reason?
"Next week kakak pun ader camp. Abang slalu pergi camp slalu mintak ibu duit Thiss time kasi kakak pulak ah"
EH HELLO?! HER DAMN CAMP IS A HOCKEY CAMP HOCKEEYYYY CAMPPPP! I WILL HAVE CAMP FOOD FOR 3 FUCKING DAYS 3 FUCKING DAYS!? SOMEMORE CRESCENT GIRLS WONT BE SO BUDGET TO GIVE THEIR STUDENTS CAMP FOOD FOR AN SPORTS CAMP RIGHT?
and dad, refuses to lend me his shoes. AND AGAIN WHO DOES HE GIVES IT TO? MY SISTER. CIBAI.
i'm glad i wont meet these people for 3 days. Thn tmrw morning must go back withdraw money. why cause dad cut my ATM card. see, all these tak perlu stuffs they do, makes things more troublesome in the long run. FUCK MY LIFE.
plus th fact tht im soooo soooooo nervous for challengers. I dont know whats in store. i mean if its like orientation camp, alot of icebreakers and shit. thn if like SHSF very kiddy thn Live OPS! very stern CHALLENGERS WHAT SIA? (don't say challenging ah, takde mood nak layan)
ahhhh, AND SA FUCKING LAG. shall play fifa at night. okay blog when im back. or on firday since Thurs got cage and wendesday confirm tido macam babi. okay bye.
JERK IT OUT.
im such an ass. Stupid fifa keep making me addicted. sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyy): I'm having Challengers on Monday btw. Rizlimegreen isn't going. ): he handed in the form late. mangkuk hayun tol. now i no malay friend. i also not sure if my cats friend coming or not. EH NASIR GI TAK?!
watching Alot like love. i think Aaron Kutcher damn sachok. okay bye. (: DONT MISS ME AH. ONLY ONE PERSON CAN. lol. and orang tu taknak admit. step jeeeeeer. heh.
"Because i think she's cute like that"
"N_____ sering di hatiku. Sukarnya untuk berpisah dengan dirimu. Tak sanggup ke kehilanganmu Tak tertahan menanggung rindu. wajahmu sering menjelma di mimpiku"
Kiwek. bro, N____ bro baik lain dari gua ah. HAHA. been awhile since i've heard all this jiwang miwang songs. (:
"TMRW NIGHT WILL BE SO FUN WOOOHOOO"
"take care ah kau, blaja rajin rajin"
sial nye anak pak ibrahim. nvm , i have Zahrul to accompany me cause he's not going too. waaaaaaaaaaaaaah sad life siaaaaaaaa. fuck you common test. i'm going to study but i now i CMI. ): aaaaaaaaand, she's not replying.
HOT HOT HEAT.
the day is so damn heaty lah. I can literally taste the blood in my nose. shithole. yesterday watched NATM2 with parents. No idea why its so impromptu. typical. but yeah, th show is one heck of a show. ^^
AND TODAY IS IVY'SSSSSS BIRTHDAY! AND SUHAIDIIIIIII. 2 classmates who always makes the class laugh. haha. Stay coolzxcszxcz dawwgggg. (idk where tht came from.)
and yah, maybe a tiny bit of revision and then i might just take sme rest. sorry andrew i cant go study tday. tmrw tmrw. (: ok bye.
i have this feeling of doing something intensive. idk, just feel like punching , kicking idkkkkkk. i just feel caged up. i have no fucking idea why or by who or because of what. siala. sounds damn emo. babi lah. hokkien , english , chinese , malay vulgarities all flew out of my mouth today. fail common test, fail mid year , retain one more fucking year alrdy lah. big whoop meh? pcb.knn. i need something ANYTHING just to vent my frustration.
God bless my soul. ):
I FUCKING FAILED MY ACCOUNTING TEST ONE WHICH I THOUGHT I WOULDN'T FAIL BADLY. THIS IS A BLOODY 34 % A MOTHER FUCKING 34% SOMEONE JUST KILL ME. I CANNOT THINK STRAIGHT ALRDY. CANNOT I TELL YOU CANNOT.
maybe for a start, tell me where in heaven's name did i go wrong?
Don't let it go for nothing.
&if there's one thing i would like you to know, i don't like to talk when i'm angry. cause if i do, i know i'll say the wrong things. i'm sorry i didn't reply. i didn't know what to say. i didn't know if i waws in the wrong. and even if i was, i don't know what i did. that's all.
But I have no clue, the right way to love you.
WLE. ): I AM VERY VERY SAD. & I THOUGHT OF ALL PEOPLE , YOU'LL UNDERSTAND THE BEST.
Slide and Grind
doubt i can skate today ): nor can i fr the next 2/3 months? sedhil.
today is damn boring. POA and MES mes i fail. POA acc to andrew i pass. hopefully ah.
& i've not finished my EHM project &i need some sort of clear confirmation. okay bye.
AMIRUL ARAI
- <3 you. -really do. -alot. -is off for dinner outside 2 days in a row -& at end of th month mum will complain of shortage of money. -'s mum is super weird. -<3>
PIC SPAM! (:
The day kinda started late. Because doreen was doing a project at Ngee Ann. and rusheeeddd all the way to pending to take bus 966. (: appreciate th effort la. eventhough all we did when she reached was disturb her. lol. and yah. gossiped gossiped. lololol. even the guys joined in. ikr? lol sia.
reached ECP just in time before it started raining. then we slacked at MCD. and you see tht Tiger lighter? i wanted tht but andrew tan took it. and he also took a harley davidson cigarrette holder. idk where yy bought thm frm but its very niceeee. (:
jl.andrew.yy
ghey.(lol.how doreens spells it.) ' reached a pondok and soon after we slacked in an went into th water. idk why th pict looks as if its a bright and great day to be at the beach but it was raining and the win super colddddd
meet my two ghey partners. hot right? (:
and meet my act cutest classmate. Doreen Neo Min Q. lol. this one epic sia doreen.
NACHOXCZSCZXC!
rare picture. see th f word? yah, she never says it. never.
^^ zebra crossing.
:o zahrul.
i look like mickey mouse sia. and baskel. doreen said we are both sticks. EH NO LOR. only you. hah.
the day thn got abit mundane, so we went bowling to avoid the rain. pretty bad mistake. super cold inside.haha.
zahrul said doreen looks like a prostitute wearing th high socks and short pants. lol.
"CURL ZAHRUL CURL!" lol. joke sia. amirah on the other hand well, was very good.
she super tyco. her pins always not put properly one. sure got 2/3 pins tht fell off even before bowled. lol sia.
masuk keluar tige kali for $10. (:
after two games frm the boys (one of the games which i nearly had to pay) and 1 and a few bowls frm the girls (cause the system damn cocked up. lol)
we went cycling! :D
andrew looks like girl because of his hair. lol.
thn fast forwaaaaaaaard. went to changi airport's runway and went back. and after the chinese guys got "drunk" or high. lol. we went to shower and we went off!
foosbaaaaaaalll!
the two people who actually made th outing possible.
andrew's breathe smells okaaay. tahan only.
my not so macho water polo friend. haha.
4A'08 (or 1/4 of it actually. haha) & lol at YY! mimicking chin teck i think. haha. basket. and zahrul's berms were falling off. haha! seriously.
At Mrt, gossiped somemore. lol. then they had dinner but i had a curfew . ): it was a pretty simple day but i had tons of fun la. the people made me laugh alot. (:
todaay? flu acted up again. play at the rain somemore ah. bayek. lol. woke at 10. thn slept at 12 then woke at 3. fam's fasting. i lazy. lol. okay thn. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! playing SA with andrew!
GOOD DAY!
Drag Me To Hell totally brought down my macho-ness. (if i had one) and the people at bugis today very weird. It wasn't raining and there were umbrellas everywhere. They not used to th heat i go through everyday. ^^ & never eat alone in front of a lady. damn it. damn paisey and uncomfortable can? lol. last last pakai tangan jugak. -.-
Tmrw going 4A outing! but cannot ton with my gays. ): Dad got perangai-ish. )): but we'll still hace fun nonetheless im sure. 4A=Fun always. lol.
I MET SCOFIELD TODAY! & thanks for the day really. (: feels good to actually meet you after a VERY long while.(: & your perfume quite strong. (:
Fuck me in the backseat.
Yana- Sub Commitee of NPSU means er, next year , i'll be main commitee? Hah sleng sia. IDK HW TO EXPLAIN AH. but you get what i mean la.
Chika- Yah , your bf has been goofing around. -.- lol.
Mangkuk-FUCK YOUUUUUU. _l_
American Reader- Kaki dorang size 8 ah. Freaky mehhh? lol.
i think my new playlist v cute. yes? no , lol. nehmind. i've been looking up for tmd's album but up to no avail. i'm not too sure if they have and album itfp. should have la hor. wah, weekends quite boring ah. nehmind. next week abit pack i guess. lol. Drag me to hell on tuesday. 4a outing on wedneday (but fashiha tak gi. got camp. aiyooooo) can't wait for th outing really. (:
and idk. we've yet to go sheesha the boys. and just slack outside one day and laugh and lepak and skate. yah. boys, standard ah. nak keluar slalu lat minute. okay byeeeeeeee.
Cause all you people are vampires!
So call me your sugar.
sent izzatzxczscz off to his skate camp. intends to go for th next one. heh. saw hafiz's half cast. pity tht guy. hahah actually kinda dumb of him ah. lol.
went fr SU interview. very sot la th qns. nabe i suck at interview la. lol. After eating and all thn i thought of better answers i should have given. nabe.
oh , and i'm nt gg both siloso beach party and SuperParty. sad. izmir confirm bingit. haha. buat bodoh ah. must save up ah. go out=ciggarettes. so no good. haha.
okay byeeeeeee.. lips like sugaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar
If Challengers 09/10 was my first ever camp , i would say it sucks. cause honestly, the activites weren't that well organized. but putting in consideration there were only 7 exco members and ex-gl/gh for FOC became campers, it was not bad la.
7 exco members carried out the whole camp you know. no crew , no gls . and out of those 7 , alot of us agreed all of them sot sia. except yat . th only sane guy there. and maybe renee, the chiobuuuu. heh.
Th system abit cocked up , but Lewis kinda explained to me th whole reason behind it ah. it's nice to have lewis with you for "personal debrief" lol. He kinda told me what and why things happen. And of course, i got sme advice from yatt ah. Definitely , i have a lot to learn frm these 2 people. If i want to be a significant figure in NPSU. (:
and of course, the people from th ecamp were awesomeeeeee. Foc people were there and of course the more outgoing ones who didnt come for camp came too. Best ah. (:
and i'm a member of the subcomm. (: yay! okay i shall get back to sleep. (:
I'm very stressed. Mum refuses to give me money for camp. !@#$!%#@$ her damn reason?
"Next week kakak pun ader camp. Abang slalu pergi camp slalu mintak ibu duit Thiss time kasi kakak pulak ah"
EH HELLO?! HER DAMN CAMP IS A HOCKEY CAMP HOCKEEYYYY CAMPPPP! I WILL HAVE CAMP FOOD FOR 3 FUCKING DAYS 3 FUCKING DAYS!? SOMEMORE CRESCENT GIRLS WONT BE SO BUDGET TO GIVE THEIR STUDENTS CAMP FOOD FOR AN SPORTS CAMP RIGHT?
and dad, refuses to lend me his shoes. AND AGAIN WHO DOES HE GIVES IT TO? MY SISTER. CIBAI.
i'm glad i wont meet these people for 3 days. Thn tmrw morning must go back withdraw money. why cause dad cut my ATM card. see, all these tak perlu stuffs they do, makes things more troublesome in the long run. FUCK MY LIFE.
plus th fact tht im soooo soooooo nervous for challengers. I dont know whats in store. i mean if its like orientation camp, alot of icebreakers and shit. thn if like SHSF very kiddy thn Live OPS! very stern CHALLENGERS WHAT SIA? (don't say challenging ah, takde mood nak layan)
ahhhh, AND SA FUCKING LAG. shall play fifa at night. okay blog when im back. or on firday since Thurs got cage and wendesday confirm tido macam babi. okay bye.
JERK IT OUT.
im such an ass. Stupid fifa keep making me addicted. sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyy): I'm having Challengers on Monday btw. Rizlimegreen isn't going. ): he handed in the form late. mangkuk hayun tol. now i no malay friend. i also not sure if my cats friend coming or not. EH NASIR GI TAK?!
watching Alot like love. i think Aaron Kutcher damn sachok. okay bye. (: DONT MISS ME AH. ONLY ONE PERSON CAN. lol. and orang tu taknak admit. step jeeeeeer. heh.
"Because i think she's cute like that"
"N_____ sering di hatiku. Sukarnya untuk berpisah dengan dirimu. Tak sanggup ke kehilanganmu Tak tertahan menanggung rindu. wajahmu sering menjelma di mimpiku"
Kiwek. bro, N____ bro baik lain dari gua ah. HAHA. been awhile since i've heard all this jiwang miwang songs. (:
"TMRW NIGHT WILL BE SO FUN WOOOHOOO"
"take care ah kau, blaja rajin rajin"
sial nye anak pak ibrahim. nvm , i have Zahrul to accompany me cause he's not going too. waaaaaaaaaaaaaah sad life siaaaaaaaa. fuck you common test. i'm going to study but i now i CMI. ): aaaaaaaaand, she's not replying.
HOT HOT HEAT.
the day is so damn heaty lah. I can literally taste the blood in my nose. shithole. yesterday watched NATM2 with parents. No idea why its so impromptu. typical. but yeah, th show is one heck of a show. ^^
AND TODAY IS IVY'SSSSSS BIRTHDAY! AND SUHAIDIIIIIII. 2 classmates who always makes the class laugh. haha. Stay coolzxcszxcz dawwgggg. (idk where tht came from.)
and yah, maybe a tiny bit of revision and then i might just take sme rest. sorry andrew i cant go study tday. tmrw tmrw. (: ok bye.
i have this feeling of doing something intensive. idk, just feel like punching , kicking idkkkkkk. i just feel caged up. i have no fucking idea why or by who or because of what. siala. sounds damn emo. babi lah. hokkien , english , chinese , malay vulgarities all flew out of my mouth today. fail common test, fail mid year , retain one more fucking year alrdy lah. big whoop meh? pcb.knn. i need something ANYTHING just to vent my frustration.
God bless my soul. ):
I FUCKING FAILED MY ACCOUNTING TEST ONE WHICH I THOUGHT I WOULDN'T FAIL BADLY. THIS IS A BLOODY 34 % A MOTHER FUCKING 34% SOMEONE JUST KILL ME. I CANNOT THINK STRAIGHT ALRDY. CANNOT I TELL YOU CANNOT.
maybe for a start, tell me where in heaven's name did i go wrong?
Don't let it go for nothing.
&if there's one thing i would like you to know, i don't like to talk when i'm angry. cause if i do, i know i'll say the wrong things. i'm sorry i didn't reply. i didn't know what to say. i didn't know if i waws in the wrong. and even if i was, i don't know what i did. that's all.
But I have no clue, the right way to love you.
WLE. ): I AM VERY VERY SAD. & I THOUGHT OF ALL PEOPLE , YOU'LL UNDERSTAND THE BEST.
I see my world has folded in your heart ; I feel the waves crash down inside.welcome to CUSTOMED-ROBOTS;D
