and you'll never ever let me in. no you'll never let me in. );
Sad sia. another burden to add to th common test one thats is pulling me down. or in 1C01'S term , "sampai lantai" (just remembered i need to print stuffs for IDS. and idk what stuff and whether tht very tall Ivy wants it or not.)
WHY ARE THE FUCKING COMMON TESTS HERE ALRDY?! sheeeebai. i can't skate this whole week. Neither can i for the whole of next. ): miserable fuck sial.
maybe.
yah maybe. i'm just not good enough for you. waah, those lyrics. idk if you're giving me th wrong message or smthg. but if it is EXACTLY what you wanted to tell me. maybe, telling it face to face is better. and ps , i'm not strong enough to make this work ALONE. seriously. i am not a superman.
I LOVE YOU, YES I DO.
Super shagged. Celebrated darling Zul's bday with RDS and adek adek ingek. Feels awesome im actually meeting them after soo sooo long. pictures (2 jer) soon. haha.
Happy b'day zul! hope you spent it with th people you love. OH, AND ADER TIGA BUDAK SKINHEAD SIOL. Firi , Irsyad and lukman are all botak ! cute sia. esp man. dah lah tembam. siala. if he would allow, i would bite his head off sia. haha.
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! ily yes i do. (:
JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
just finished my powerpoint. I still don't think it's good enough. Compared to the ones Mr Ho gave as example. If i were a girl, i'd prolly cry right now. But i won't. I guess that's all i can do la. No animations. No fancy dancy play then rewind kinda powerpoint. its just click thn *boom* comes the slide at one shot. crap. i have to be a little better at powerpoints lah.
and i think i'll just do the report at school. that's all i guess. sleeeeeeeeeeepy but im going to school with hafiz so hopefully, my energy level can boooost. STORM KING HOW I NEED YOU NOW. ):
and how do you know your dad isn't proud of you? when there's a family day this coming saturday, and he quickly asks you to cut your hair cause his big bosses are there. CUT MY HAIR WHEN IT'S SO NICE AND LONG AND FLIPPY?! ass.
"whispers to love i miss you quite teribbly"
): i feel bad fr doing this really. met up with half of "MAIN" RDS just now. slacked played soccer thn caught up with time.
yah. i shall sleep now and wake up at 3 to do my report / ppt. honestly , i don't trust junliang. COME ON, IM HIS CLASSMATE FOR 2 YEARS. of course i'll know he wouldn't do much of a good job. he has a very high barrier to overcome to prove me wrong. ): feels like im doing this "GROUP" project alone. and from wherever "ALAAH, POLY LIFE SLACK GILER LAH" came from, three words for you. FUCK YOUR MUM.
grrr. ANDREW TAN GET WELL SOOOOOON. okay sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
(whoerever so as to be so kind to accompany me in th wee hours of the morning , i'll love you for life. and to anyone who can call me at 3.30 to wake up, would be awesome too.)
man, this is like during my O level revision again.
NASI AYAM BANDUNG.
siala. Sibey nice sia. Well, i've only been to FC5 and 3. haha. haven't try th other foods yet. (cibai, sounds so greedy sia)
anyway, today very unexpected la. i swear idk what to do. serious. haiya. ): padan muke kau amirul. tu ah. nak step garang.
and todaaaaaaaay, alot of non SP people came. and acc to Sazali, they are Somerset skaters. super pro lah. got a freaking 14 year old kid who can fucking do a frontslide! cheeebs. must motivate myself more.
& SP NASI AYAM BANDUNG DAMN NICE LAAAAH. ^^ and sp skaters are awesome. i dont know how many times i must repeat this. hah. GO SP skate club (only) AND I FREAKING SAW TIMOTHY YAU HOCK HIM TODAY AFTER SO FUCKING LONG. bayeeeeeeeeeeeeek. haha. and he smokes. best sia. (: next week he better have ciggs for me haha.
Okay shit, back to MES project.
HUNG OVER.
i intended to do my MES project , report and study a bit of POA /PAC yesterday till 2 in th morning. But my eyes failed me. damn it. Must get into th momentum of sleeping late to STUDY alrdy.
NPSU meeting was great. th whole briefing was boring lah duh. But when you meet your fellow campmates, hey , what's not fun man?
feels great to start catching up with them lah. ^^ so 3 days of my June Holidays are filled with camp yaaaaaaaaaay! and prolly th guys want to ton at ECP on day just to slack. tht sounds good too. i hope my june holidays are well spent lah. yah. okay, i should really start on my MES report. GOOD MORNING PEOPLE! and the weather is soooo awesomeee.
"OI, FUNNY AH?!"
"& I'll swim the ocean for you, the ocean for you. Oh oh oh oh oh Oh Kelseyyyyy"
i seriously don't know what to do. ): i think andrew also don't know what to do. (or he lazy entertain me) How leyyyyy? To carry on or not to carry on. ))))))); maybe, for a start, i shouldn't be soooo temperamental.
"PRACTICE MAKES PERMANENT"
I feel so kuai. Don't you? ^^ I studied okay todaaaay. POA POA ALL THE WAY! okay , diam.
Er, i sorta drilled myself to do alot of POA questions lah. Though many of them are wrong, i kinda understand abit more. Th TCH teach so fast. (or i keep cabut-ing lecture) nvm, i will do good for the test. Insya-allah. (kinad desperate alrdy actually.)
Oh, and Mr Yeo is going off real soon. (not go off as in die or smthg lah) lol. He's gg northlight (doreeeeen was super blur , as per normal , and actually said east sun sec. HAHA) and idk if 4A is havg a dinner soon. i want to rant about POA alrdy. don't care.
yalah yalah i know i noob only have secondary school friends to lepak with. Poly friends cannot lepak with uh. Abit different la. Heh. (: bt they're nice people.
okay ah. another tak bermotive post. today got CJ-7! cute bodol. ^^ okay bye.
TO THIS CUTE TURNED GARANG GUY WITH SEXY (FAT) ASS. HAHAHAHAHA. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. ^^ I KNOW YOU ENJOYED YOUR DAY SPENDING TIME WITH AWESOME COMPANY. THOUGH WE KACAU DAUN ABIT. HAHAHAH. TAKE IT, AND GO MAN. TAKE IT. AND GO. & REMEMBER TO KEEP AN EYE FOR SUPER HOT FMS GIRLS AH. SUPER HOT YOU KNOW. lol.
What better way to end the weekend thn a slack cum birthday dinner with super kecoh people. haha. Andrew can never meet Izmir ah. Will disturb non stop one. Haha.
And i finally saw Nadrah after a long time (and also a "threat" posted at my tagboard) haha. Chat alot about relationship and all. Idk why tht topic mesti keluar when i meet Nadrah. I guess she's th only woman alive tht i find it comfortable to talk to about this kinda stuff. Yah, be proud woman. ^^
& I made a decision alrdy i guess. I'm not tired of it la. But i just don't want to waste my time hoping and worst, i don't get what i want. This will be th final lap for me. I WILL GO ALL OUT. REPEAT, I WILL GO ALL OUT (so whenever i go my blog i'll see this.^^) and if it still fails, good game ah amirul. haha.
that's all. goodnight yo! :D
WEEKEND GUA TAK FREE AH. JANGAN AJAK GUA KELUAR AH. GUA NYE COMMON TEST LAGI 2 MINGGU SIOL. KALAU GUA PAHAM SAMA ITU MODULE TAKPA. INI SATU BENDA HARAM PUN GUA TAK PAHAM BEB. PUKIMAK BETOL. GUA BANYAK STRESS AH. STRESS!
Haha. A relief tht didn't work. CATS presentation was irritating. Even the teacher got onto my nerves. BUT HOR, GOT EHEM LA. YOU KNOW YOU KNOW ^^. haha. cute siol. serious. but i have phobia with this kind of girl uh. haha. noob. so , i'm waiting fr andrew to send me th Museum assignment. thn edit abit abit. i have to start with MES. ok ciao.
"don't want to close my eyes ; don't want to fall asleep cause i miss you babe, and i don't want to miss a thing."
because my eyecandy looks so cuteeee popping bubblegums. ahhhhhhhh. buay tahan loh. (: tennis later!
"Kau aper course ah?"
lucky only one guy asked me tht. And i said , izzat's course. haha. Anyway, SP skate club is awesomezcxzszcv. As in th malay guys thr are very helpful and not kerek ya know. ^^ it's still a sad thing NP no skate club. Only inline skate. And tht, i doubt is even aggressive. AIYAAAAAH.
i still dont dare to talk to chinese guys. CAUSE CIBAI THEY PRO SIAL. well most of them are. i'm shagged now. and abit disappointed. Idk w who but my hopes were sooo high. okay no, i shan't say disappointed. Sad is a better word.
But it's okay. & I JUST REALISED LAST MINUTE MY CATS ASSIGNMENT IS DUE TMRW. fuck lah. Shagged like pig alrdy. don't want do la. Oh, and no one (or girls to be precise) actually distracted my eyes frm th skateboard . except fr one, and she looked like you. Frm th back. EVEN IZZAT AGREES OKAY. i'm gg to sleep sooon. tired sia. nights ppl.
Angels & Demons
is an awesome mystery/thriller show. serious. if you like Da Vince Code , and National Treasure 1/2 , you'll like this too. though i think Da Vince was better, th movie however opened my eyes on how, some people would go all out just to get what they want/ hide the truth and by all out, sometimes lying too.
izzat wan suay. got a seat whr th couple behind was making out th fella behind me was th guy so i guess he went over to th gf's side to do stuffs. ahaha. so thr wasn't much movement behind me, just behind izzat.
thanks bugger fr blanja-ing. (:
After the interval, Spurs boss Harry Redknapp did not appear happy with Roman Pavlyuchenko storming down the tunnel after being substituted.
"He's always like that,'' Redknapp said.
aww, pavly. Don't be sad. (: i know you smell Europe. (:
FLIP MOTHER FUCKER FLIP!
skating session was as per normal, Hot. haha. serious sia. Hot like woooo! er yah, other thn tht, i THINK i can do shove it. lol. just cannot land tht well yet. (or even land for tht matter)
But i won't give up. Skating could be a passion i would like to pursue for the next few years. since i dont have any other chance of playing football anymore (No cca maaaaaaaaah) & i need to pay up for Muay Thai. & hence i will skate skate and skate!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaandddd , i'm saving up for a MiniLogo deck ! (: Though i'm not tht sure of the brand yet. Dont know want buy what deck. Syukri alrdy has a MiniLogo. Izzat has positiv. so yah, must mata mata sikit uh. but i'm getting a deck by this july thts for sure.
so this wednesday, i shall train and train and maybe get some motivation frm the great ppl Hafiz says there is there. and be a better skater thn can jio all the hot girls by showing off sikit. HAHA. PIKIR BANYAK JAUH SIA .
by the way, "Ryan's mum looks like a MILF." HAHA In other words, she's hot. ^^ okay dah. Short break from all these POA shits. byeeeeee.
"run away , run away. & cling to life. For some day when you have th same eyes as i do, come before me "
"it's because i care , tht's why i'm doing this? "
I LIKE THURSDAYS. trip to museum was sH0 funn wOrhxzczs. okay fail. haha. i have tons of pics with my 5 mp cam phone. but lazy to upload ah. heh.
th company i have through th day was good. i like my cat malay guys. they are very much th kind i like to lepak with. like siao siao funny funny one. haha.
and next wednseday imma skate yo! jyeaaaaah. still saving up fr a mini logo deck though. slowly lah hor. (:
just an eyecandy. tht's all. JANGAN KACAU AKU LAGI LAH. haha.
"And how my heart's about burst Into a thousand pieces Oh it must be true"
Supzxczsxczszc homies? Today bloody shiok okay. went home at 1 ! reached home thn sleep. macam babi sia.
& todaaaaaaaaaay, Jun Liang got heartbroken. Haha. apparently he fancies this 19 year old girl from our class. thn turns out she ahngs out with this guy who always hangs out with girls and honestly, i find it irritating too. it's okay Jun Liang. what doens't kills one , makes him stronger. (sounds somewhat familiar)
oh, and tmrw i'm gg to seeee pro people skate. won't tell where. secret secret. (:
AND I SAW MY EYE CANDY TODAAAAAAAAAAAY. MADE MY DAY MADE MY DAY. (: SO PRETTY WORHZCXSZXCZSCZ. tht's all i guess. can't wait for tmrw lah really. (:
she's DJ Kawasaki. a freaking hot DJ. cool kepe? and i'm supposed to do POA and MES revision today. HAHA.
200th post.
a birthday was celebrated at the bbq near my house just now. ironically, my neighbour passed away. not really close to him but yeah.
my skin must get use to the chlorine in th pool. i mean , after swimming my skin feels so sore and all. thn there's sinus again. ): prolly why i wasn't online th whole day. sadded.
aaaaaand i must socialize in NP. andrew got gf alrdy and he got good classmates. he would pangseh me more. and i must get used to it. and i havent met izzat for two weeks alrdy. cih. feels so weird. idk why. (sounds gay ah?) and yeah, too many ppl are adapting TOO well with school. so yeah.
yet another " i don't need to know" post for you all. i shall go watch tevee. nightszxzcsxzcx.
J TO THE YEAH.
finally a tiny weeny bit of bondage. so my classmates and i played CS together during EHM lecture. the 3 hours lecture felt so short sia. ^^ and my classmates are a bit of an ass too. one guy changed his CS nickname to the lecturer's name. (which is Goh She Poh ; which is a guy's name apparently.) then , throughout the game , Joshua ; this sick sex-oriented guy shouted "EH FUCK LAH GOH SHE POH. KILL ME SIA. " etc etc. haha. i was laughing sia. selamber rock je buat comment gitu.
anyways, the lecturer abit kental kental like tht. so can lah. ^^ finally can bond abit abit. and i found this guy who hates c___a people. and has awesome movies. so yah, we exchanged CS and we were laughing at the china man in our class. and a hippo. HAHA. he's very bastard .
but afew of the girls dislike me i think. i mean they saw me smoking thn gave me tht face. then there was this class informal photo taking going on and the girls were behind me, all i did was show my middles finger and there were "oohhh ahhh *gasps* " behind me. -.- i think they havent get used to the fact tht i'm very rebellious and not th goody two shoes person. yah.
funny thing is, no bonding was needed for 4a. haha. we were all alike. (: JUNE MUST HAVE AT LEAST ONE 4A GATHERING. IDFC. i miss th JC guys so much man. semut , yiyang and some others lah. haha, but those two just came to mind.
WHAT A GOOD DAY TODAY WAS. ^^
CIRCUMCISION
was the bloody topic one while cabbing back home. Bloody fuck tht shao han. haha. laugh like siao sia.
"EH, then after you sunat (circumcise) then the skin you put where?" "IDK, throw ah. dirty sia" "Who knows you keep , then later when you get son, then you give it to him" "CIBAI LAH YOUUUU" andrew tan laughing like cock alrdy. "THEN SEKALI AH, YOU ALL KEEP THEN MAKE FAMILY BLANKET AH. THN SAY THIS ONE AMZAH ONE. THEN THIS ONE AMIRUL ONE THN THIS ONE BAHRI ONE (wth ikr) THEN ONE HALOWEEN AH YOU WRAP YOURSELF AROUND IT."
i laughed till siao. made me so high sia. i think the cab was shaking alrdy. haha.
bloody hell betul. okay, tht pretty much made my day lah. hah. so yah, other thn tht, Idk if she will read this BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOLENE PHOON MY CATS AND TENNIS CLASSMATE. (: tht's all folks.
I'm melting in your eyes like my first time that I caught fire ; So stay with me lay with me now
tireeeeeeeeed. and for the countless time, i'm reminding myself that i won't give up. (: TMRW CATSSSSS AND SWWWWWW. eye candyyyyyyyyy(S)
so don't say your goodbyes, you know it's better tht way.
Went home with 4 crazy people today. Hafiz Andrew Shao Han Syahid. SIAO KAO. seriously. they can laugh over the dumbest things. "EH HWEI SZE! BEHIND YOU GOT FIRE" then laugh. wth. haha.
i actually don't know what to blog about really. i mean school's fine. yes very the tiring. and from whatever source "POLY LIFE SLACK LA" tht sentence came from. he should be shaved botak. (? i'm too tired to think of a punishment)
other thn that, yah. i mean, life's about school , makan place , pool , LAN , projects and more projects. so yeah. i'm getting tired of it pretty soon i think. haha.
CSI MIAMI TODAY. (: OH AND TAKE MY FB QUIZ. NO ONE GOT 100% YET LEY. GET 100% I BELANJA YOU SUBWAY COOKIE. AMACIAMXZCZXSCZX? haha.
thts all people. (: and i'm notching my game up. ^^
I miss jalan lekar. ):
the beautiful sunset. the awesome-ly alot of stars at night. the moon bow (???) haha. the kids! the talk cock session aka debrief session with other coaches. damn it. ): i want to just go and slack at tht place someday.
and maybe meet bobby. haha. but seriously man, the place is uber beautiful. WHY JUNE NOT SO MANY CAMPS ONE? SADDED.
i didn't cabut class after much thinking. AND NO ONE FORCED ME. but duh, didn't pay attention. (: BUT STILL. ^^ okay i'm supposed to write a 1000 word essay right now. so chaoooozxszcxz!
I am cabut-ing too much class. ): EH WTF IS WRONG WITH MEEEE?!
thanks. (:
to Atikah ( basket she didn't know my name sia) for the supeeeeerrrr big brownie. (: very nice ley. or maybe i long time never eat brownie ah. if you're wondering ; she's a PAC and CAD classmate. well, at least there's someone who i can connect with. lol. thanks again, sorry for th late acknowledgement and get well soon yes? (: don't so emo la. scary sia i see your post. haha.
oh, my class gave me a birthday card. sweet right. (: thanks people. if you're reading this. i'm like reminding myself if i see any of my classmates, i must thank them. i will slowly break th ice with you lar hor. (:
oh,went swimming with hafiz after prayers. just to slowly get th momentum. i know many eyes are rolling right now but yeah, i want to be able to swim fast enough. and get those awesome beautiful v wings the polo seniors have. i heard frmbrandontht they swim alot of freestyle to get those
yeah, and to youuuuuu, take care will ya? i know i've beeen nagging and nagging and all. but coughing blood? what's up with tht? (sounds familiar ah?)
pleaaasee pleaaaaseeee take care of yourself.
(:
and you'll never ever let me in. no you'll never let me in. );
Sad sia. another burden to add to th common test one thats is pulling me down. or in 1C01'S term , "sampai lantai" (just remembered i need to print stuffs for IDS. and idk what stuff and whether tht very tall Ivy wants it or not.)
WHY ARE THE FUCKING COMMON TESTS HERE ALRDY?! sheeeebai. i can't skate this whole week. Neither can i for the whole of next. ): miserable fuck sial.
maybe.
yah maybe. i'm just not good enough for you. waah, those lyrics. idk if you're giving me th wrong message or smthg. but if it is EXACTLY what you wanted to tell me. maybe, telling it face to face is better. and ps , i'm not strong enough to make this work ALONE. seriously. i am not a superman.
I LOVE YOU, YES I DO.
Super shagged. Celebrated darling Zul's bday with RDS and adek adek ingek. Feels awesome im actually meeting them after soo sooo long. pictures (2 jer) soon. haha.
Happy b'day zul! hope you spent it with th people you love. OH, AND ADER TIGA BUDAK SKINHEAD SIOL. Firi , Irsyad and lukman are all botak ! cute sia. esp man. dah lah tembam. siala. if he would allow, i would bite his head off sia. haha.
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! ily yes i do. (:
JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
just finished my powerpoint. I still don't think it's good enough. Compared to the ones Mr Ho gave as example. If i were a girl, i'd prolly cry right now. But i won't. I guess that's all i can do la. No animations. No fancy dancy play then rewind kinda powerpoint. its just click thn *boom* comes the slide at one shot. crap. i have to be a little better at powerpoints lah.
and i think i'll just do the report at school. that's all i guess. sleeeeeeeeeeepy but im going to school with hafiz so hopefully, my energy level can boooost. STORM KING HOW I NEED YOU NOW. ):
and how do you know your dad isn't proud of you? when there's a family day this coming saturday, and he quickly asks you to cut your hair cause his big bosses are there. CUT MY HAIR WHEN IT'S SO NICE AND LONG AND FLIPPY?! ass.
"whispers to love i miss you quite teribbly"
): i feel bad fr doing this really. met up with half of "MAIN" RDS just now. slacked played soccer thn caught up with time.
yah. i shall sleep now and wake up at 3 to do my report / ppt. honestly , i don't trust junliang. COME ON, IM HIS CLASSMATE FOR 2 YEARS. of course i'll know he wouldn't do much of a good job. he has a very high barrier to overcome to prove me wrong. ): feels like im doing this "GROUP" project alone. and from wherever "ALAAH, POLY LIFE SLACK GILER LAH" came from, three words for you. FUCK YOUR MUM.
grrr. ANDREW TAN GET WELL SOOOOOON. okay sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
(whoerever so as to be so kind to accompany me in th wee hours of the morning , i'll love you for life. and to anyone who can call me at 3.30 to wake up, would be awesome too.)
man, this is like during my O level revision again.
NASI AYAM BANDUNG.
siala. Sibey nice sia. Well, i've only been to FC5 and 3. haha. haven't try th other foods yet. (cibai, sounds so greedy sia)
anyway, today very unexpected la. i swear idk what to do. serious. haiya. ): padan muke kau amirul. tu ah. nak step garang.
and todaaaaaaaay, alot of non SP people came. and acc to Sazali, they are Somerset skaters. super pro lah. got a freaking 14 year old kid who can fucking do a frontslide! cheeebs. must motivate myself more.
& SP NASI AYAM BANDUNG DAMN NICE LAAAAH. ^^ and sp skaters are awesome. i dont know how many times i must repeat this. hah. GO SP skate club (only) AND I FREAKING SAW TIMOTHY YAU HOCK HIM TODAY AFTER SO FUCKING LONG. bayeeeeeeeeeeeeek. haha. and he smokes. best sia. (: next week he better have ciggs for me haha.
Okay shit, back to MES project.
HUNG OVER.
i intended to do my MES project , report and study a bit of POA /PAC yesterday till 2 in th morning. But my eyes failed me. damn it. Must get into th momentum of sleeping late to STUDY alrdy.
NPSU meeting was great. th whole briefing was boring lah duh. But when you meet your fellow campmates, hey , what's not fun man?
feels great to start catching up with them lah. ^^ so 3 days of my June Holidays are filled with camp yaaaaaaaaaay! and prolly th guys want to ton at ECP on day just to slack. tht sounds good too. i hope my june holidays are well spent lah. yah. okay, i should really start on my MES report. GOOD MORNING PEOPLE! and the weather is soooo awesomeee.
"OI, FUNNY AH?!"
"& I'll swim the ocean for you, the ocean for you. Oh oh oh oh oh Oh Kelseyyyyy"
i seriously don't know what to do. ): i think andrew also don't know what to do. (or he lazy entertain me) How leyyyyy? To carry on or not to carry on. ))))))); maybe, for a start, i shouldn't be soooo temperamental.
"PRACTICE MAKES PERMANENT"
I feel so kuai. Don't you? ^^ I studied okay todaaaay. POA POA ALL THE WAY! okay , diam.
Er, i sorta drilled myself to do alot of POA questions lah. Though many of them are wrong, i kinda understand abit more. Th TCH teach so fast. (or i keep cabut-ing lecture) nvm, i will do good for the test. Insya-allah. (kinad desperate alrdy actually.)
Oh, and Mr Yeo is going off real soon. (not go off as in die or smthg lah) lol. He's gg northlight (doreeeeen was super blur , as per normal , and actually said east sun sec. HAHA) and idk if 4A is havg a dinner soon. i want to rant about POA alrdy. don't care.
yalah yalah i know i noob only have secondary school friends to lepak with. Poly friends cannot lepak with uh. Abit different la. Heh. (: bt they're nice people.
okay ah. another tak bermotive post. today got CJ-7! cute bodol. ^^ okay bye.
TO THIS CUTE TURNED GARANG GUY WITH SEXY (FAT) ASS. HAHAHAHAHA. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. ^^ I KNOW YOU ENJOYED YOUR DAY SPENDING TIME WITH AWESOME COMPANY. THOUGH WE KACAU DAUN ABIT. HAHAHAH. TAKE IT, AND GO MAN. TAKE IT. AND GO. & REMEMBER TO KEEP AN EYE FOR SUPER HOT FMS GIRLS AH. SUPER HOT YOU KNOW. lol.
What better way to end the weekend thn a slack cum birthday dinner with super kecoh people. haha. Andrew can never meet Izmir ah. Will disturb non stop one. Haha.
And i finally saw Nadrah after a long time (and also a "threat" posted at my tagboard) haha. Chat alot about relationship and all. Idk why tht topic mesti keluar when i meet Nadrah. I guess she's th only woman alive tht i find it comfortable to talk to about this kinda stuff. Yah, be proud woman. ^^
& I made a decision alrdy i guess. I'm not tired of it la. But i just don't want to waste my time hoping and worst, i don't get what i want. This will be th final lap for me. I WILL GO ALL OUT. REPEAT, I WILL GO ALL OUT (so whenever i go my blog i'll see this.^^) and if it still fails, good game ah amirul. haha.
that's all. goodnight yo! :D
WEEKEND GUA TAK FREE AH. JANGAN AJAK GUA KELUAR AH. GUA NYE COMMON TEST LAGI 2 MINGGU SIOL. KALAU GUA PAHAM SAMA ITU MODULE TAKPA. INI SATU BENDA HARAM PUN GUA TAK PAHAM BEB. PUKIMAK BETOL. GUA BANYAK STRESS AH. STRESS!
Haha. A relief tht didn't work. CATS presentation was irritating. Even the teacher got onto my nerves. BUT HOR, GOT EHEM LA. YOU KNOW YOU KNOW ^^. haha. cute siol. serious. but i have phobia with this kind of girl uh. haha. noob. so , i'm waiting fr andrew to send me th Museum assignment. thn edit abit abit. i have to start with MES. ok ciao.
"don't want to close my eyes ; don't want to fall asleep cause i miss you babe, and i don't want to miss a thing."
because my eyecandy looks so cuteeee popping bubblegums. ahhhhhhhh. buay tahan loh. (: tennis later!
"Kau aper course ah?"
lucky only one guy asked me tht. And i said , izzat's course. haha. Anyway, SP skate club is awesomezcxzszcv. As in th malay guys thr are very helpful and not kerek ya know. ^^ it's still a sad thing NP no skate club. Only inline skate. And tht, i doubt is even aggressive. AIYAAAAAH.
i still dont dare to talk to chinese guys. CAUSE CIBAI THEY PRO SIAL. well most of them are. i'm shagged now. and abit disappointed. Idk w who but my hopes were sooo high. okay no, i shan't say disappointed. Sad is a better word.
But it's okay. & I JUST REALISED LAST MINUTE MY CATS ASSIGNMENT IS DUE TMRW. fuck lah. Shagged like pig alrdy. don't want do la. Oh, and no one (or girls to be precise) actually distracted my eyes frm th skateboard . except fr one, and she looked like you. Frm th back. EVEN IZZAT AGREES OKAY. i'm gg to sleep sooon. tired sia. nights ppl.
Angels & Demons
is an awesome mystery/thriller show. serious. if you like Da Vince Code , and National Treasure 1/2 , you'll like this too. though i think Da Vince was better, th movie however opened my eyes on how, some people would go all out just to get what they want/ hide the truth and by all out, sometimes lying too.
izzat wan suay. got a seat whr th couple behind was making out th fella behind me was th guy so i guess he went over to th gf's side to do stuffs. ahaha. so thr wasn't much movement behind me, just behind izzat.
thanks bugger fr blanja-ing. (:
After the interval, Spurs boss Harry Redknapp did not appear happy with Roman Pavlyuchenko storming down the tunnel after being substituted.
"He's always like that,'' Redknapp said.
aww, pavly. Don't be sad. (: i know you smell Europe. (:
FLIP MOTHER FUCKER FLIP!
skating session was as per normal, Hot. haha. serious sia. Hot like woooo! er yah, other thn tht, i THINK i can do shove it. lol. just cannot land tht well yet. (or even land for tht matter)
But i won't give up. Skating could be a passion i would like to pursue for the next few years. since i dont have any other chance of playing football anymore (No cca maaaaaaaaah) & i need to pay up for Muay Thai. & hence i will skate skate and skate!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaandddd , i'm saving up for a MiniLogo deck ! (: Though i'm not tht sure of the brand yet. Dont know want buy what deck. Syukri alrdy has a MiniLogo. Izzat has positiv. so yah, must mata mata sikit uh. but i'm getting a deck by this july thts for sure.
so this wednesday, i shall train and train and maybe get some motivation frm the great ppl Hafiz says there is there. and be a better skater thn can jio all the hot girls by showing off sikit. HAHA. PIKIR BANYAK JAUH SIA .
by the way, "Ryan's mum looks like a MILF." HAHA In other words, she's hot. ^^ okay dah. Short break from all these POA shits. byeeeeee.
"run away , run away. & cling to life. For some day when you have th same eyes as i do, come before me "
"it's because i care , tht's why i'm doing this? "
I LIKE THURSDAYS. trip to museum was sH0 funn wOrhxzczs. okay fail. haha. i have tons of pics with my 5 mp cam phone. but lazy to upload ah. heh.
th company i have through th day was good. i like my cat malay guys. they are very much th kind i like to lepak with. like siao siao funny funny one. haha.
and next wednseday imma skate yo! jyeaaaaah. still saving up fr a mini logo deck though. slowly lah hor. (:
just an eyecandy. tht's all. JANGAN KACAU AKU LAGI LAH. haha.
"And how my heart's about burst Into a thousand pieces Oh it must be true"
Supzxczsxczszc homies? Today bloody shiok okay. went home at 1 ! reached home thn sleep. macam babi sia.
& todaaaaaaaaaay, Jun Liang got heartbroken. Haha. apparently he fancies this 19 year old girl from our class. thn turns out she ahngs out with this guy who always hangs out with girls and honestly, i find it irritating too. it's okay Jun Liang. what doens't kills one , makes him stronger. (sounds somewhat familiar)
oh, and tmrw i'm gg to seeee pro people skate. won't tell where. secret secret. (:
AND I SAW MY EYE CANDY TODAAAAAAAAAAAY. MADE MY DAY MADE MY DAY. (: SO PRETTY WORHZCXSZXCZSCZ. tht's all i guess. can't wait for tmrw lah really. (:
she's DJ Kawasaki. a freaking hot DJ. cool kepe? and i'm supposed to do POA and MES revision today. HAHA.
200th post.
a birthday was celebrated at the bbq near my house just now. ironically, my neighbour passed away. not really close to him but yeah.
my skin must get use to the chlorine in th pool. i mean , after swimming my skin feels so sore and all. thn there's sinus again. ): prolly why i wasn't online th whole day. sadded.
aaaaaand i must socialize in NP. andrew got gf alrdy and he got good classmates. he would pangseh me more. and i must get used to it. and i havent met izzat for two weeks alrdy. cih. feels so weird. idk why. (sounds gay ah?) and yeah, too many ppl are adapting TOO well with school. so yeah.
yet another " i don't need to know" post for you all. i shall go watch tevee. nightszxzcsxzcx.
J TO THE YEAH.
finally a tiny weeny bit of bondage. so my classmates and i played CS together during EHM lecture. the 3 hours lecture felt so short sia. ^^ and my classmates are a bit of an ass too. one guy changed his CS nickname to the lecturer's name. (which is Goh She Poh ; which is a guy's name apparently.) then , throughout the game , Joshua ; this sick sex-oriented guy shouted "EH FUCK LAH GOH SHE POH. KILL ME SIA. " etc etc. haha. i was laughing sia. selamber rock je buat comment gitu.
anyways, the lecturer abit kental kental like tht. so can lah. ^^ finally can bond abit abit. and i found this guy who hates c___a people. and has awesome movies. so yah, we exchanged CS and we were laughing at the china man in our class. and a hippo. HAHA. he's very bastard .
but afew of the girls dislike me i think. i mean they saw me smoking thn gave me tht face. then there was this class informal photo taking going on and the girls were behind me, all i did was show my middles finger and there were "oohhh ahhh *gasps* " behind me. -.- i think they havent get used to the fact tht i'm very rebellious and not th goody two shoes person. yah.
funny thing is, no bonding was needed for 4a. haha. we were all alike. (: JUNE MUST HAVE AT LEAST ONE 4A GATHERING. IDFC. i miss th JC guys so much man. semut , yiyang and some others lah. haha, but those two just came to mind.
WHAT A GOOD DAY TODAY WAS. ^^
CIRCUMCISION
was the bloody topic one while cabbing back home. Bloody fuck tht shao han. haha. laugh like siao sia.
"EH, then after you sunat (circumcise) then the skin you put where?" "IDK, throw ah. dirty sia" "Who knows you keep , then later when you get son, then you give it to him" "CIBAI LAH YOUUUU" andrew tan laughing like cock alrdy. "THEN SEKALI AH, YOU ALL KEEP THEN MAKE FAMILY BLANKET AH. THN SAY THIS ONE AMZAH ONE. THEN THIS ONE AMIRUL ONE THN THIS ONE BAHRI ONE (wth ikr) THEN ONE HALOWEEN AH YOU WRAP YOURSELF AROUND IT."
i laughed till siao. made me so high sia. i think the cab was shaking alrdy. haha.
bloody hell betul. okay, tht pretty much made my day lah. hah. so yah, other thn tht, Idk if she will read this BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOLENE PHOON MY CATS AND TENNIS CLASSMATE. (: tht's all folks.
I'm melting in your eyes like my first time that I caught fire ; So stay with me lay with me now
tireeeeeeeeed. and for the countless time, i'm reminding myself that i won't give up. (: TMRW CATSSSSS AND SWWWWWW. eye candyyyyyyyyy(S)
so don't say your goodbyes, you know it's better tht way.
Went home with 4 crazy people today. Hafiz Andrew Shao Han Syahid. SIAO KAO. seriously. they can laugh over the dumbest things. "EH HWEI SZE! BEHIND YOU GOT FIRE" then laugh. wth. haha.
i actually don't know what to blog about really. i mean school's fine. yes very the tiring. and from whatever source "POLY LIFE SLACK LA" tht sentence came from. he should be shaved botak. (? i'm too tired to think of a punishment)
other thn that, yah. i mean, life's about school , makan place , pool , LAN , projects and more projects. so yeah. i'm getting tired of it pretty soon i think. haha.
CSI MIAMI TODAY. (: OH AND TAKE MY FB QUIZ. NO ONE GOT 100% YET LEY. GET 100% I BELANJA YOU SUBWAY COOKIE. AMACIAMXZCZXSCZX? haha.
thts all people. (: and i'm notching my game up. ^^
I miss jalan lekar. ):
the beautiful sunset. the awesome-ly alot of stars at night. the moon bow (???) haha. the kids! the talk cock session aka debrief session with other coaches. damn it. ): i want to just go and slack at tht place someday.
and maybe meet bobby. haha. but seriously man, the place is uber beautiful. WHY JUNE NOT SO MANY CAMPS ONE? SADDED.
i didn't cabut class after much thinking. AND NO ONE FORCED ME. but duh, didn't pay attention. (: BUT STILL. ^^ okay i'm supposed to write a 1000 word essay right now. so chaoooozxszcxz!
I am cabut-ing too much class. ): EH WTF IS WRONG WITH MEEEE?!
thanks. (:
to Atikah ( basket she didn't know my name sia) for the supeeeeerrrr big brownie. (: very nice ley. or maybe i long time never eat brownie ah. if you're wondering ; she's a PAC and CAD classmate. well, at least there's someone who i can connect with. lol. thanks again, sorry for th late acknowledgement and get well soon yes? (: don't so emo la. scary sia i see your post. haha.
oh, my class gave me a birthday card. sweet right. (: thanks people. if you're reading this. i'm like reminding myself if i see any of my classmates, i must thank them. i will slowly break th ice with you lar hor. (:
oh,went swimming with hafiz after prayers. just to slowly get th momentum. i know many eyes are rolling right now but yeah, i want to be able to swim fast enough. and get those awesome beautiful v wings the polo seniors have. i heard frmbrandontht they swim alot of freestyle to get those
yeah, and to youuuuuu, take care will ya? i know i've beeen nagging and nagging and all. but coughing blood? what's up with tht? (sounds familiar ah?)
I see my world has folded in your heart ; I feel the waves crash down inside.welcome to CUSTOMED-ROBOTS;D
