Reality starts to strike. Suddenly, everything isn't fairytal-ish anymore. everything is going wrong ; except for my clique of friends , who never fail to make me laugh. and i guess tht's the only time i get to laugh out loud ; literally.
mum is getting more irritating than ever. and of course there are some other things tht i wish to pour everything out. but nah. ): being 17 sucks.
When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse.
"And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse?"
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below When you're too in love to let it go But if you never try you'll never know Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
Tears stream, down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down your face and I...
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you.
Stuck in reverse repeat i've been repeating th song for half an hour now NO DAMN IT I'M NOT EMO/SAD. i just thought this song connects damn well with my current situation. damn tht sounded emo alrdy. NO OKAY, I'M NO EMO. just , doing reflections. haha. tons of them. :D maybe, it's just not meant to be.
quick check.
-i realise i don't post alot after school starts ah. sorry readers.
-celebrated nenek's b'day and as per normal, paternal side = kecoh nak mampos. but then, i was too sleepy cause i played CS till 1 and had to wake up early for cooking. -.- so i slept 1/2 of the time. (the other half was eating time so i woke up lorrr :D ) aaaaand, it's fucking amazing how some thick skinned my uncle and aunt some people are. family politics. i hate thm most. and kakak told me about design students. (cause she was one) and she said, be ready for tons more of what i'm experiencing. ):
-17 , me. yay. thanks lovelies for texting , Fb wall post-ing , and verbally wishing me. (: love all of you lots. and if my text reply was late, it's because futsal was tiring and i slept straight away after showering. for the darling who called me at 00:00 i'm very sorry i didn't pick up. was sleeping. to the idiot who tried to wake up at 12 but CMI, it's okay bro. haha. it's the thought tht counts. see, keyword? try. haha.
-i just realised june we got holidays, but then no AK camps. Camelot? see how lorrrrr.
-lectures are getting more and more boring. but i do find Autocad and IDS fun. (: POA suck ballxzcxzszcx.
okay thts all. if i don't update for a while, it's bcoz you know i know lar hor.
LOVE YOU PEEPS! ;D
"fuck you dj"
my goodness me. th dj played some indian bhangra song yest. even andrew who was a first time clubber (i think i've been giving him too much negative stuffs ): ) knew how sucky th song was. but he had fun , didn't you hua ren? (:
so chop chop balik rumah. tap tup tap tup. tido kul 1. woke up at 8 by izzat to skate. i love these skating sessions. though i may not improve but i still like the sessions. caaaaauseeeee, i get to be myself and , er they will layan? haha. and maybe say some stuffs lah to these peeps.
RDS gonna be so angry with me, cause i missed yet another match. sorry ah brudders. partying + skating in th morning = sleep till th evening. ):
monday futsal trial with andrew. kick som balls. and ass. (:
just because i'm losing, doesn't mean i've lost.
tmrw.friday24th.convention centre. ^^ DO YOU FEEL ME BROTHERS? andrew is going. yay. got partner. haha. eiqa and shaq is coming too cause hyrah got 3 extra tix. hahaha. so kiasu tht woman. so yah. yay! at least i have people to find if zahrul and izmir wanders off. which 100% will happen. haha.
i think playing CS is a good way to express your frustation. don't care if you die. take th bloody machine gun. just whack only. haiya. nvthless, tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw. (:
WATER POLO WATER POLO.
i just new last night tht today is th water polo trials. lucky trials start at 6. my tights very loose alrdy (ironic much?) haha. so must go buy new ones.
i really hope i get in la. i mean, i'm over the soccer days when all i do is sit in th bench. -.- i'll do my best. haha. plus i want to get fit. (: dragon boat abit fanatic for me ah. haha water polo is good enough i guess.
and this saturday skate! ;D yay. okay. dah tu je. haha. bye. wish me luck!
(editted) why do i have this funny feeling deep inside that someone's hiding something important from me? ): i don't like this , i don't like this. (/editted)
WHAT THE = WATER.
I HAD A HELL OF A TIME LAUGHING WITH ANDREW AT LECTURE THEATRE LAH. WE KNOW IT'S IRRITATING BUT WE CANNOT TAHAN SIAAA. now after passing down my email, 2 just added me. god bless my soul.
OH, HAPPY B'DAY GERMAIN CHONG. MY PARTNER FOR A FEW MONTHS (LAST YEAR) THN CHANGE . WAS FUN TURNING YOUR PENCIL CASE SO YOUR STATIONARIES ALL FALL. HEH. IDK WHY ITS IN CAPS LOCK. HAVE FUN IN SCHOOL YAH. 4A IS JUST A MSG AWAY. (:
talking about which, Doreen very cute ley ( i shall say this once and she'll not notice it i knw) she gave Junliang a mission. to help me break my habit of smoking. cause junliang same class as me maaaaaah. hahahaha. good luck JL. one day lardy normal routine to smoke 5 times sia. if 67 late. 6/7 times alrdy. if break longer, 8/9/10 time alrdy. haha
oh well. idk what cca to join. and this post is very pointless. haha.
i feel it coming. i see it coming too. don't come please. don't.
NOW THINGS JUST GOT WORSE.
haha. my POA lecturer fucking gay. Lucky got andrew ah. haha. serious. gt friend to laugh at him with. aaaaaaaaaand, his class got chiobu. but yeah, not tht interested ah. "eh andrew, i think i fallen in love alrdy ah. HAHAHA" "-.-"
no la. i'm pretty err, how to say ah. aiyah nvm. haha. if you know you know lah hor. (:
tmrw gt practical. superfast right? i know. today also no balls caught. serious sia. i down there stone, laughing w andrew over stupid stuffs. and tahan-ing our pee. HAHA. SERIOUS SIA. THE AIRCON COLD LIKE FUCKKKKKKKK. my head dizzy alrdy. haha
i musn't scare myself. don't think about it, don't think about it. i musn't look at th page. haha. paranoia strikes again. hmmmm, have faith bruddderrrrr have faith. (:
ps: i have faith in you, do you?
Well you'll never see, what you've done to me.
Sorry fr th lack of updates. (: ah well, i doubt many ppl knws th new url anyways so why bother right? haha no lah, i will still blog.
well, basically life's been orientation , boring classmates , scared for school to start cause not much friends in class. i've decided to join a kick ass CCA and some gerek societies thn maybe my social life won't be very teruk. ): sad sia. ):
on a happier nota, I CAN DO TH OLLIE! haha. kinda noob lah only ollie but almost 2 months to master it okay. so kudos to me. ;D
i've been trying to reach CERTAIN people, up to no avail. idk why th hell i couldn't. pissed? no. just sad and disappointed. i'm no mannequin yo. i have feelings. oh well, who needs you? (:
SCHOOL IS STARTING TOMOLO LEYYYYYY! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
My coursemates sucks.
nuff said. seriously. it's like i can't click with anyone la. exc th kranjians. I am definitely not th anti social kind. so th problem doesn't lies in me whaaaaaat. geeeez. REB and CEE looks very approachable and all. MY ONE ALL FUCKING UDANG SIAAAAAL. seriously.
AND MULTI-NATIONAL SOMEMORE. BLOODY C____A PEOPLE. COME OUR COUNTRY TAKE OUR JOBS ONLY. AND FUCKING ACT AS IF YOU OWN TH COUNTRY. from th bottom of my hearts mofos. suck my balls. at least i have gins. if you're reading this, sorry i ps you for LAN today. (:
yes, i played LAN. hah. AND DOTA. COOL KAPEZXCZSCZX. not really la. but andrew isn't a bad teacher la. so can can.
SOMEONE IS PARTYING SIA TONIGHTTTT LEAVE ME SORRY LONELY ASS ALONE. i don't hate Np yet. dont worry. just some of my coursemates.
i just felt like making a new url. heh. you knw me. these kind of things always damn impromptu one. I ACTUALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR MY ORIENTATION! yeah, i was all bleh over it cause idk. but 3 other 4a-ians are coming so things may get easier. (:
somethings kinda wrong with you today. ):
Remy Etienne Lebeau
i shall boycott "spin the bottle". I'm still pissed i tell you.
Yesterday, i was searching for a school bag. &I sot of wanted to get a yak pak bagpack. So naturally, spin th bottle came to mind. Afyer buying berms at penin, i reached Heerens at 3pm ++ TO FIND TH FUCKING SHOP CLOSE. W/O ANY INDICATION OF WHERE THE SALESMAN IS OR WITW HE IS DOING AND WHEN HE'LL BE BACK. (gonc bodoh. confirm. )
so,i went to East pak and then check out Check (haha) and bought a Js bag there.(which wasn't as bad i guess. ) WHEN I FUCKING RETURNED BACK TO STB THE FUCKING SHOP WAS OPEN. -.- tell me about it.
i should complain. really i should. but then again, th Js bag is nicer thn Yp bag. (self-denial sia)
& i and hafiz had fun laughing at this guy we keep bumping into. he goes to town with slippers. if it's Praia or Reef etc, okay ah. ni, *sigh* last warning sia slipper. && We saw Lily yesterday. not lily thai but Lily th Vikings GLs. ;D and we saw a friend of Hafiz's girlfriend. YAH HE GOT GF. (: HAHA. (hafiz jgn spam tag aku. (: )
today i shall be off to granny's house with dad. idk for what. but yeah. better thn staying at home. at least there'll be good food!
shit, i forgot to reply again. geeeeeeeeeez, this must stop sia. sorry hor. ):
I want nobody nobody but youuu.
haha. bloody hell, the whole fam's addicted to this song (except dad duh) my little brother is like learning th dance smemore. WTF?! haha.
ps: can go out liaaaaooooo. Moviebites pay came i guess. :D SUDDENLY AH GOT MORE THAN $30 IN MY BANK ACC. HAHA. AWESOMEEEEEE.
THIS BEAT IS SICK.
Wasabis outing was more fun than i expected. honestly, during th camp i nv talk to th girls. but ahhh, idk like suddenly abit easier to talk to th girls. though that wasn't my whole motive for coming lah (i bet you idiots out there are going" yeahhhh rightttt") plus plus, i talked to alot more chinese guys tht i didnt talk to during FOC, (duh, i'm th only malay freshie there)
but i really really had fun today. i mean we really spent time as a group together AGAIN. LIKE DURING FOC BUT ALOT MORE FUN-NER. from tau pok. to captain's ball to "take 5" HAHA. at least these people understand la. sme other people who knws i smoke alrdy dont want make friends with me. pfft.
pictures and vids should be up soon so chill yeah people. I SIBEY RED LIKE CRAB ALRDY LAAAAAAAAAAAH.
ps: siloso never fails to wash my eye doesn't it. ^^
too tempting to not blog about this. haha. seriously. very funny funny cute cute. got ths frm izzat though. I GAVE CREDITS AH BEB. HAHA, BINGIT SIA IZZAT. check out "crank tht" "lollipop" and "lonely" by this fella . damn funny funny cute cute siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! ;D
SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE. SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE. SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE. SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE. SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE. SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE. SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE.
what in th worlddddddddddddd? so baik ah you? lol. NOW WHAT AM I GOING TO DOOOOO? fifa online 2 is getting too easy (chey chey) and rasterwerks getting boring. AND I HAVE NO FUCKING CASH TO KELUAR. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH THIS IS EXTREME FUCKERY MAN.
mum's going "bang, pergi mandi pukul brape nak g smbhyg jumaat?" gazillion times. *sigh* at least i'll meet th 2 good people of th world for 2 hours or so. jadilaaaaaah. okay bye.
ps: andreyana/huda if you're reading this, can pretty please upload yest's pict soon so i can post at least smthg meaningful? thaaaaaaank youuuuuuu orang orang berkulit import! ;D
"With great company, i gather great strength."
firstly, i would like to thank izzat, zahrul, syukri, haziq, alif lee, hairul, faizal , azie , andreyana , huda for being such a great company today a day which i feel supaaaa sickkkkk. th cycling part rocks uh?haha. special credits to izzat for teaching me smthg new (i bought a whole box of tissues. some endearingly used by izzat to teach me how to fold flowers) and calming me down when i was so ganjiong cause idk what bus to take. and was super late. thanks yo. ;D
SECONDLY, YOU HAVE FUN TOMORROW OKAAAAAAAAAAAY? DON'T WORRY ABT ME UH. I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF AND LOOK FOR FUN THINGS TO DO. ;D plus i can get a braek frm your nagging too. kidding uh. ;D I'LL MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. REALLYYYYYYYYYYYYY REALLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYY FROM TH BOTTOM OF MY HEARTTTTTTT. i shall experience wht you feel when i went to camps. haha.
lastly, i coughed up blood this morning and instead of telling mum, i took a pict of it with my phone. haha. witw was i thinking? ah wait i know. i don't want to get suspected of smoking again. yeah. (:
gooodnight , travel well everyone!
MUST TRY LA SIAAAAA. SUPAAAAAA COOOOOOL MAAAAANXZCZSZXCZ!
Don't tell me your age; Always you people tell falsehood anyway..... YOUR AGE BY CHOCOLATE MATHS
DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute . Work this out as you read . Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun.
Now.....Go ahead.....Calculating....
1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to have chocolate (more than once but less than 10)
2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold)
3. Add 5
4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator
5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1759 .. If you haven't, add 1758.
6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born.
You should have a three digit number
The first digit of this was your original number (i.e., how many times you want to have chocolate each week)..
The next two numbers are YOUR AGE! (awesomeee shizzzzz)
THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2009) IT WILL EVER WORK, SO SPREAD IT AROUND WHILE IT LASTS. Chocolate Calculator.
somebody kill me now.
running nose. i feel a temperature coming. no no. tmrw got outing. got 2 smemre. pleeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee white blood cells. phagocytes those bacteria and (shit i forgot) release th anti-bacterials (eh?) ahhhhh, in other words LET ME GET WELL SOON LAAAAAAAAAH. SOO MANY THINGS SO LITTLE TIME, WAHLAU I CAN'T GET SICK., MUST ENJOY LIFE BEFORE SCHOOL REOPENS!
imy.(:
:/
I am nt feeling good. no definitely no. th nose has been running non stop. and my head's literally (and non) in a whirl.
I.MUST.STOP.THINKING.ABOUT.THESE.YES.I.MUST! NOW I'M PISSED CAUSE I CAN'T SEEM TO GET ZAHRUL AND I DON'T KNOW WHEN WE ARE MEETING FOR SPORTS DAY TMRW. YET ANOTHER BAD DAY.
Someone up there hates me.
SOMETIMES TH HARDEST THING AND TH RIGHT THING ARE TH SAME.
Yesterday fucking sad ley. I couldn't join Wasabis+Bumblebees outing fr some reasons. Grr. And Spurs just cancelled their trip to Singapore and Hanoi. )))))))))))))))))))));
Nevertheless, I managed to go to gym in th morning. Thr were like aunties and ah peks at th gym sia. WLE! took them around half an hour to be gone. But, i must say, i'm quite happy with my progress. I realise i must consistently go to the gym to see results. (: keep it up amirul! (self-motivation uh.)
sorry wasabis i couldn't make it yesterday. I was damn pissed myself. hmm. see ya ppl on saturday!
KRANJI PRIMARY SHSF - 27TH - 29TH MAY
WAH CB THEIR P5 CAMP LEY. WAAAAAAAAAAH WHY MUST THE DATE BE DAMN SUAY ONE? WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH SAD SAD VERY VERY SAD. IZZAT I KNOW YOU FEEL MY PAIN. DON'T FUCKING LAUGH WHEN YOU SEE THIS . P5 CAMP LEY P5 CAAAAAAMP!
i'm gonna die of boredom today, period.
i waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant! i have no friggin idea where to find these comics in singapore. i couldn't find one in comics connection (ironic much) aaaaaaannnnddd it teeeeaaaaarrrrssssss my heeeaaaaaaaarrrrrrttttt to know tht people from th States just need to pay $2.99 for one comic. tht's just 10 bucks for 3 comics ))))))))))))))):
MARVEL OH MARVEL, START A PRINTING COMPANY HERE WILL YOU? so i won't have to pay extra $2-$4 for shipping.
/editted I JUST FOUND SOMEONE ON eBAY WHO HAS SOME XMEN UNLIMITED COMICS! IM'MA ASK HIM WHERE HE BOUGHT THEEEEEM. ;DDDDDDD
"I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind So you're gone and I'm haunted And I bet you are just fine"
Nas O got into NP ! congrats cuz! This means, we'll see alot more of each other. I have no idea whether our buildings are near ornot. but hey! we can keluar sekolah for 10 mins to ... ;D
i expect tons and tons of gathering before th school starts. From WASABIS+BUMBLEBEES gathering. (which i'm looking forward to. But no money. CCBKNNWLE!) Hmm, i still doubt i'm going for BE camp. Malas lah sia. Heh. Izzat did mention he had fun during SPSU camp. And ditto as NPSU about malay girls too. HAHA. So yeah. Plus i never thought i'd say this sentence this much buuuut, I seriously wants school to start now. I want to faster faster adapt to th new environment. Faster faster find new friends. Faster faster become mother hen. No okay. (: But faster faster get another experience apart from Secondary School. Weee~ hopefully life will be good. Well life will be good I'm sure of it. Cause if it can's then it must. (:
SPEAKING OF WHICH, WLE! MY CAMP PAY HAVEN'T COME YET LEY. HAHA. i shouldn't be complaining as much cause Joel's pretty much more broke then me. i need to shop for school laaaaaaah. and i need th money laaaaaaah. grr.
THIS JUST SPELLS HOLYY SHITT!
honestly, i've nt been catching up with AI tht much. but yesterday, th tv was on so i thought why not. AND MY GOD, ADAM LAMBERT WAS SIALAH. awesome sial. seriously. I mean the first 1:05 minute or so was crap. i think he was TRYING his best to be different. but after tht it's like everything just fell into place la sia.
he's like some early 90's rock singer who sings as if he's crotch being squeezed all the time. and fuck, i think i like it la sia. brings a whole new vibe to AI. i think there's no contestant like him before.
3 other contestants whom i think was awesome shizz wuz Allison, Matt and Danny. i know judges thought Allison and Matt wasn't good. but yeah wtv. And Matt's perrformance was alot like One Republic's lah. with th keyboard thing and all.
another wordy post. i think i just might get hooked with AI starting now. ;D BOWLING LATERRRR!
So slowly, you smother me within.
Reality starts to strike. Suddenly, everything isn't fairytal-ish anymore. everything is going wrong ; except for my clique of friends , who never fail to make me laugh. and i guess tht's the only time i get to laugh out loud ; literally.
mum is getting more irritating than ever. and of course there are some other things tht i wish to pour everything out. but nah. ): being 17 sucks.
When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse.
"And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse?"
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below When you're too in love to let it go But if you never try you'll never know Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
Tears stream, down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down your face and I...
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you.
Stuck in reverse repeat i've been repeating th song for half an hour now NO DAMN IT I'M NOT EMO/SAD. i just thought this song connects damn well with my current situation. damn tht sounded emo alrdy. NO OKAY, I'M NO EMO. just , doing reflections. haha. tons of them. :D maybe, it's just not meant to be.
quick check.
-i realise i don't post alot after school starts ah. sorry readers.
-celebrated nenek's b'day and as per normal, paternal side = kecoh nak mampos. but then, i was too sleepy cause i played CS till 1 and had to wake up early for cooking. -.- so i slept 1/2 of the time. (the other half was eating time so i woke up lorrr :D ) aaaaand, it's fucking amazing how some thick skinned my uncle and aunt some people are. family politics. i hate thm most. and kakak told me about design students. (cause she was one) and she said, be ready for tons more of what i'm experiencing. ):
-17 , me. yay. thanks lovelies for texting , Fb wall post-ing , and verbally wishing me. (: love all of you lots. and if my text reply was late, it's because futsal was tiring and i slept straight away after showering. for the darling who called me at 00:00 i'm very sorry i didn't pick up. was sleeping. to the idiot who tried to wake up at 12 but CMI, it's okay bro. haha. it's the thought tht counts. see, keyword? try. haha.
-i just realised june we got holidays, but then no AK camps. Camelot? see how lorrrrr.
-lectures are getting more and more boring. but i do find Autocad and IDS fun. (: POA suck ballxzcxzszcx.
okay thts all. if i don't update for a while, it's bcoz you know i know lar hor.
LOVE YOU PEEPS! ;D
"fuck you dj"
my goodness me. th dj played some indian bhangra song yest. even andrew who was a first time clubber (i think i've been giving him too much negative stuffs ): ) knew how sucky th song was. but he had fun , didn't you hua ren? (:
so chop chop balik rumah. tap tup tap tup. tido kul 1. woke up at 8 by izzat to skate. i love these skating sessions. though i may not improve but i still like the sessions. caaaaauseeeee, i get to be myself and , er they will layan? haha. and maybe say some stuffs lah to these peeps.
RDS gonna be so angry with me, cause i missed yet another match. sorry ah brudders. partying + skating in th morning = sleep till th evening. ):
monday futsal trial with andrew. kick som balls. and ass. (:
just because i'm losing, doesn't mean i've lost.
tmrw.friday24th.convention centre. ^^ DO YOU FEEL ME BROTHERS? andrew is going. yay. got partner. haha. eiqa and shaq is coming too cause hyrah got 3 extra tix. hahaha. so kiasu tht woman. so yah. yay! at least i have people to find if zahrul and izmir wanders off. which 100% will happen. haha.
i think playing CS is a good way to express your frustation. don't care if you die. take th bloody machine gun. just whack only. haiya. nvthless, tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw. (:
WATER POLO WATER POLO.
i just new last night tht today is th water polo trials. lucky trials start at 6. my tights very loose alrdy (ironic much?) haha. so must go buy new ones.
i really hope i get in la. i mean, i'm over the soccer days when all i do is sit in th bench. -.- i'll do my best. haha. plus i want to get fit. (: dragon boat abit fanatic for me ah. haha water polo is good enough i guess.
and this saturday skate! ;D yay. okay. dah tu je. haha. bye. wish me luck!
(editted) why do i have this funny feeling deep inside that someone's hiding something important from me? ): i don't like this , i don't like this. (/editted)
WHAT THE = WATER.
I HAD A HELL OF A TIME LAUGHING WITH ANDREW AT LECTURE THEATRE LAH. WE KNOW IT'S IRRITATING BUT WE CANNOT TAHAN SIAAA. now after passing down my email, 2 just added me. god bless my soul.
OH, HAPPY B'DAY GERMAIN CHONG. MY PARTNER FOR A FEW MONTHS (LAST YEAR) THN CHANGE . WAS FUN TURNING YOUR PENCIL CASE SO YOUR STATIONARIES ALL FALL. HEH. IDK WHY ITS IN CAPS LOCK. HAVE FUN IN SCHOOL YAH. 4A IS JUST A MSG AWAY. (:
talking about which, Doreen very cute ley ( i shall say this once and she'll not notice it i knw) she gave Junliang a mission. to help me break my habit of smoking. cause junliang same class as me maaaaaah. hahahaha. good luck JL. one day lardy normal routine to smoke 5 times sia. if 67 late. 6/7 times alrdy. if break longer, 8/9/10 time alrdy. haha
oh well. idk what cca to join. and this post is very pointless. haha.
i feel it coming. i see it coming too. don't come please. don't.
NOW THINGS JUST GOT WORSE.
haha. my POA lecturer fucking gay. Lucky got andrew ah. haha. serious. gt friend to laugh at him with. aaaaaaaaaand, his class got chiobu. but yeah, not tht interested ah. "eh andrew, i think i fallen in love alrdy ah. HAHAHA" "-.-"
no la. i'm pretty err, how to say ah. aiyah nvm. haha. if you know you know lah hor. (:
tmrw gt practical. superfast right? i know. today also no balls caught. serious sia. i down there stone, laughing w andrew over stupid stuffs. and tahan-ing our pee. HAHA. SERIOUS SIA. THE AIRCON COLD LIKE FUCKKKKKKKK. my head dizzy alrdy. haha
i musn't scare myself. don't think about it, don't think about it. i musn't look at th page. haha. paranoia strikes again. hmmmm, have faith bruddderrrrr have faith. (:
ps: i have faith in you, do you?
Well you'll never see, what you've done to me.
Sorry fr th lack of updates. (: ah well, i doubt many ppl knws th new url anyways so why bother right? haha no lah, i will still blog.
well, basically life's been orientation , boring classmates , scared for school to start cause not much friends in class. i've decided to join a kick ass CCA and some gerek societies thn maybe my social life won't be very teruk. ): sad sia. ):
on a happier nota, I CAN DO TH OLLIE! haha. kinda noob lah only ollie but almost 2 months to master it okay. so kudos to me. ;D
i've been trying to reach CERTAIN people, up to no avail. idk why th hell i couldn't. pissed? no. just sad and disappointed. i'm no mannequin yo. i have feelings. oh well, who needs you? (:
SCHOOL IS STARTING TOMOLO LEYYYYYY! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
My coursemates sucks.
nuff said. seriously. it's like i can't click with anyone la. exc th kranjians. I am definitely not th anti social kind. so th problem doesn't lies in me whaaaaaat. geeeez. REB and CEE looks very approachable and all. MY ONE ALL FUCKING UDANG SIAAAAAL. seriously.
AND MULTI-NATIONAL SOMEMORE. BLOODY C____A PEOPLE. COME OUR COUNTRY TAKE OUR JOBS ONLY. AND FUCKING ACT AS IF YOU OWN TH COUNTRY. from th bottom of my hearts mofos. suck my balls. at least i have gins. if you're reading this, sorry i ps you for LAN today. (:
yes, i played LAN. hah. AND DOTA. COOL KAPEZXCZSCZX. not really la. but andrew isn't a bad teacher la. so can can.
SOMEONE IS PARTYING SIA TONIGHTTTT LEAVE ME SORRY LONELY ASS ALONE. i don't hate Np yet. dont worry. just some of my coursemates.
i just felt like making a new url. heh. you knw me. these kind of things always damn impromptu one. I ACTUALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR MY ORIENTATION! yeah, i was all bleh over it cause idk. but 3 other 4a-ians are coming so things may get easier. (:
somethings kinda wrong with you today. ):
Remy Etienne Lebeau
i shall boycott "spin the bottle". I'm still pissed i tell you.
Yesterday, i was searching for a school bag. &I sot of wanted to get a yak pak bagpack. So naturally, spin th bottle came to mind. Afyer buying berms at penin, i reached Heerens at 3pm ++ TO FIND TH FUCKING SHOP CLOSE. W/O ANY INDICATION OF WHERE THE SALESMAN IS OR WITW HE IS DOING AND WHEN HE'LL BE BACK. (gonc bodoh. confirm. )
so,i went to East pak and then check out Check (haha) and bought a Js bag there.(which wasn't as bad i guess. ) WHEN I FUCKING RETURNED BACK TO STB THE FUCKING SHOP WAS OPEN. -.- tell me about it.
i should complain. really i should. but then again, th Js bag is nicer thn Yp bag. (self-denial sia)
& i and hafiz had fun laughing at this guy we keep bumping into. he goes to town with slippers. if it's Praia or Reef etc, okay ah. ni, *sigh* last warning sia slipper. && We saw Lily yesterday. not lily thai but Lily th Vikings GLs. ;D and we saw a friend of Hafiz's girlfriend. YAH HE GOT GF. (: HAHA. (hafiz jgn spam tag aku. (: )
today i shall be off to granny's house with dad. idk for what. but yeah. better thn staying at home. at least there'll be good food!
shit, i forgot to reply again. geeeeeeeeeez, this must stop sia. sorry hor. ):
I want nobody nobody but youuu.
haha. bloody hell, the whole fam's addicted to this song (except dad duh) my little brother is like learning th dance smemore. WTF?! haha.
ps: can go out liaaaaooooo. Moviebites pay came i guess. :D SUDDENLY AH GOT MORE THAN $30 IN MY BANK ACC. HAHA. AWESOMEEEEEE.
THIS BEAT IS SICK.
Wasabis outing was more fun than i expected. honestly, during th camp i nv talk to th girls. but ahhh, idk like suddenly abit easier to talk to th girls. though that wasn't my whole motive for coming lah (i bet you idiots out there are going" yeahhhh rightttt") plus plus, i talked to alot more chinese guys tht i didnt talk to during FOC, (duh, i'm th only malay freshie there)
but i really really had fun today. i mean we really spent time as a group together AGAIN. LIKE DURING FOC BUT ALOT MORE FUN-NER. from tau pok. to captain's ball to "take 5" HAHA. at least these people understand la. sme other people who knws i smoke alrdy dont want make friends with me. pfft.
pictures and vids should be up soon so chill yeah people. I SIBEY RED LIKE CRAB ALRDY LAAAAAAAAAAAH.
ps: siloso never fails to wash my eye doesn't it. ^^
too tempting to not blog about this. haha. seriously. very funny funny cute cute. got ths frm izzat though. I GAVE CREDITS AH BEB. HAHA, BINGIT SIA IZZAT. check out "crank tht" "lollipop" and "lonely" by this fella . damn funny funny cute cute siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! ;D
SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE. SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE. SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE. SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE. SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE. SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE. SHE SURRENDERED HER PHONE.
what in th worlddddddddddddd? so baik ah you? lol. NOW WHAT AM I GOING TO DOOOOO? fifa online 2 is getting too easy (chey chey) and rasterwerks getting boring. AND I HAVE NO FUCKING CASH TO KELUAR. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH THIS IS EXTREME FUCKERY MAN.
mum's going "bang, pergi mandi pukul brape nak g smbhyg jumaat?" gazillion times. *sigh* at least i'll meet th 2 good people of th world for 2 hours or so. jadilaaaaaah. okay bye.
ps: andreyana/huda if you're reading this, can pretty please upload yest's pict soon so i can post at least smthg meaningful? thaaaaaaank youuuuuuu orang orang berkulit import! ;D
"With great company, i gather great strength."
firstly, i would like to thank izzat, zahrul, syukri, haziq, alif lee, hairul, faizal , azie , andreyana , huda for being such a great company today a day which i feel supaaaa sickkkkk. th cycling part rocks uh?haha. special credits to izzat for teaching me smthg new (i bought a whole box of tissues. some endearingly used by izzat to teach me how to fold flowers) and calming me down when i was so ganjiong cause idk what bus to take. and was super late. thanks yo. ;D
SECONDLY, YOU HAVE FUN TOMORROW OKAAAAAAAAAAAY? DON'T WORRY ABT ME UH. I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF AND LOOK FOR FUN THINGS TO DO. ;D plus i can get a braek frm your nagging too. kidding uh. ;D I'LL MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. REALLYYYYYYYYYYYYY REALLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYY FROM TH BOTTOM OF MY HEARTTTTTTT. i shall experience wht you feel when i went to camps. haha.
lastly, i coughed up blood this morning and instead of telling mum, i took a pict of it with my phone. haha. witw was i thinking? ah wait i know. i don't want to get suspected of smoking again. yeah. (:
gooodnight , travel well everyone!
MUST TRY LA SIAAAAA. SUPAAAAAA COOOOOOL MAAAAANXZCZSZXCZ!
Don't tell me your age; Always you people tell falsehood anyway..... YOUR AGE BY CHOCOLATE MATHS
DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute . Work this out as you read . Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun.
Now.....Go ahead.....Calculating....
1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to have chocolate (more than once but less than 10)
2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold)
3. Add 5
4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator
5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1759 .. If you haven't, add 1758.
6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born.
You should have a three digit number
The first digit of this was your original number (i.e., how many times you want to have chocolate each week)..
The next two numbers are YOUR AGE! (awesomeee shizzzzz)
THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2009) IT WILL EVER WORK, SO SPREAD IT AROUND WHILE IT LASTS. Chocolate Calculator.
somebody kill me now.
running nose. i feel a temperature coming. no no. tmrw got outing. got 2 smemre. pleeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee white blood cells. phagocytes those bacteria and (shit i forgot) release th anti-bacterials (eh?) ahhhhh, in other words LET ME GET WELL SOON LAAAAAAAAAH. SOO MANY THINGS SO LITTLE TIME, WAHLAU I CAN'T GET SICK., MUST ENJOY LIFE BEFORE SCHOOL REOPENS!
imy.(:
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I am nt feeling good. no definitely no. th nose has been running non stop. and my head's literally (and non) in a whirl.
I.MUST.STOP.THINKING.ABOUT.THESE.YES.I.MUST! NOW I'M PISSED CAUSE I CAN'T SEEM TO GET ZAHRUL AND I DON'T KNOW WHEN WE ARE MEETING FOR SPORTS DAY TMRW. YET ANOTHER BAD DAY.
Someone up there hates me.
SOMETIMES TH HARDEST THING AND TH RIGHT THING ARE TH SAME.
Yesterday fucking sad ley. I couldn't join Wasabis+Bumblebees outing fr some reasons. Grr. And Spurs just cancelled their trip to Singapore and Hanoi. )))))))))))))))))))));
Nevertheless, I managed to go to gym in th morning. Thr were like aunties and ah peks at th gym sia. WLE! took them around half an hour to be gone. But, i must say, i'm quite happy with my progress. I realise i must consistently go to the gym to see results. (: keep it up amirul! (self-motivation uh.)
sorry wasabis i couldn't make it yesterday. I was damn pissed myself. hmm. see ya ppl on saturday!
KRANJI PRIMARY SHSF - 27TH - 29TH MAY
WAH CB THEIR P5 CAMP LEY. WAAAAAAAAAAH WHY MUST THE DATE BE DAMN SUAY ONE? WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH SAD SAD VERY VERY SAD. IZZAT I KNOW YOU FEEL MY PAIN. DON'T FUCKING LAUGH WHEN YOU SEE THIS . P5 CAMP LEY P5 CAAAAAAMP!
i'm gonna die of boredom today, period.
i waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant! i have no friggin idea where to find these comics in singapore. i couldn't find one in comics connection (ironic much) aaaaaaannnnddd it teeeeaaaaarrrrssssss my heeeaaaaaaaarrrrrrttttt to know tht people from th States just need to pay $2.99 for one comic. tht's just 10 bucks for 3 comics ))))))))))))))):
MARVEL OH MARVEL, START A PRINTING COMPANY HERE WILL YOU? so i won't have to pay extra $2-$4 for shipping.
/editted I JUST FOUND SOMEONE ON eBAY WHO HAS SOME XMEN UNLIMITED COMICS! IM'MA ASK HIM WHERE HE BOUGHT THEEEEEM. ;DDDDDDD
"I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind So you're gone and I'm haunted And I bet you are just fine"
Nas O got into NP ! congrats cuz! This means, we'll see alot more of each other. I have no idea whether our buildings are near ornot. but hey! we can keluar sekolah for 10 mins to ... ;D
i expect tons and tons of gathering before th school starts. From WASABIS+BUMBLEBEES gathering. (which i'm looking forward to. But no money. CCBKNNWLE!) Hmm, i still doubt i'm going for BE camp. Malas lah sia. Heh. Izzat did mention he had fun during SPSU camp. And ditto as NPSU about malay girls too. HAHA. So yeah. Plus i never thought i'd say this sentence this much buuuut, I seriously wants school to start now. I want to faster faster adapt to th new environment. Faster faster find new friends. Faster faster become mother hen. No okay. (: But faster faster get another experience apart from Secondary School. Weee~ hopefully life will be good. Well life will be good I'm sure of it. Cause if it can's then it must. (:
SPEAKING OF WHICH, WLE! MY CAMP PAY HAVEN'T COME YET LEY. HAHA. i shouldn't be complaining as much cause Joel's pretty much more broke then me. i need to shop for school laaaaaaah. and i need th money laaaaaaah. grr.
THIS JUST SPELLS HOLYY SHITT!
honestly, i've nt been catching up with AI tht much. but yesterday, th tv was on so i thought why not. AND MY GOD, ADAM LAMBERT WAS SIALAH. awesome sial. seriously. I mean the first 1:05 minute or so was crap. i think he was TRYING his best to be different. but after tht it's like everything just fell into place la sia.
he's like some early 90's rock singer who sings as if he's crotch being squeezed all the time. and fuck, i think i like it la sia. brings a whole new vibe to AI. i think there's no contestant like him before.
3 other contestants whom i think was awesome shizz wuz Allison, Matt and Danny. i know judges thought Allison and Matt wasn't good. but yeah wtv. And Matt's perrformance was alot like One Republic's lah. with th keyboard thing and all.
another wordy post. i think i just might get hooked with AI starting now. ;D BOWLING LATERRRR!
I see my world has folded in your heart ; I feel the waves crash down inside.welcome to CUSTOMED-ROBOTS;D
