I FEEL CRAP, OH I FEEL SO CRAP. i'm just going to rant and rant. i dont blame you if you dont feel like reading.
anyhoos, i got my first 3 scratches on my new laptop. yes i'm sure many of you are going "WHAT?! SO FAST AH?"
yeah, i had th same thing going through my mind for a while too. and like any other stuffs i own, i get over th despair and the agony quite fast. haha. and susbsequently, it gets more scratches and i'll get immune to th heartpain. god i hate myself.
ahh, i have this sudden urge to just go out. i want school to start ASAP la. cause if not, i'll have sooo many outings but economy downturn lah babe. no money sia. tomorrow going bowling with RC people. (RC is Red Camp ah. lol. not Resident Committee. siala imagine I go bowling with resident commitee people. awkward awkward /: )
Not many (or none at all) of th Kranji Boys are gg. Except fr me of course. ah well, i have th girls. and Ziq and Mus and who will forget Hairul. Get this.
Everyone in th clique (except me and hafiz) is freaking attached. NOT BECAUSE ME AND HAFIZ AREN'T ATTRACTIVE OKAY. it's because err... we haven't meet th right one. kan kan? haha.
and friday gg sheesha? i am not sure la. i have no money w me whatsoever. so idk. hope tht one hell of a niece of mine text me soon. ah then, i told you i'll rant and rant. im nt surprised if many people dont read this. BUT I KNOW ONE PERSON WHO WILL. she prefers fats to love handles. and thinks wordy posts are more interesting than picture infested ones. haha. have fun reading lar hor. ;D can't wait for Tuesday's outing. (honestly though, i can. I've been getting "SIALA AMIRUL KAU GAY SIA" comments from alot of people after telling them i'm going to attend David Archuleta's autograph session. -.- oh well.
i should pretty much go shower now. ;D bb.
VENA CAVA!
Idk if we're still sticking to tht name. haha. i think this video is th best frm us so far. yang lain smer macam siak. haha. standard la. ;D izzat handsome sia tapi sad hor, solo tak dengar. haha. *i can imagine him saying fuck ah* now, i wonder how in the world will we ever go jamming again. 2 in Np and 2 in Sp. i have no idea why i am blogging about this bt i am friggin boreddddd. oh my god. school start alrdy!
"Today, i checked my facebook, and my wife of 5 years was listed as single. I then write on her wall that it is ok to announce to be married. She writes back saying that we need to talk and to come down to the kitchen.My wife divorced me over facebook. FML."
WOW. tht's another thing you can add to "25 things i hate about facebook".
for more sadistic stories. go here. www.fmylife.com kept me entertained for a while. ;D
*yawn*
i think staying home for a very loooong time is bad. naturally, by 1 pm or 2 pm or ,if your lucky star is shining, 3pm i'll feel naturally bored and sleepy and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep! in which i'll only wake up at 7. heh.
worst still if im very tired. like now, cause of gym. heh. after skipping gym for a while, it's surprising how easy it is to get back to shape. except for tummy. ): no no. no fats for me. ;D
Farah did say she can get me a spot to work at Gymwerkz but my god the guys there are too big la. scares th shit out of me. so, idk. i'll just look up tht woman when i've made my decision. which reminds me i haven't seen alot of my cuzzies lately. ahhhh, soon soon.
so yeah, if i nvr text you until 7 plus, you know i know lah hor. ;D
because she prefers fats to love handles! ;D
haha. you aaaaaah, confirm th first one who prefers fats to handles. still, i still want love handles. you dont want to touch i ask other ppl touch ahhh. haha.
i feel th need to go to the gym. personally, i think i've grown wide enough. and well, must go develop those muscles before they really turn saggy and become fats. wah mati like tht lor. SO HAFIZZZZZZZZZZ, GYM BESOK AMACIAM? dah leh text akuuuuu! hp dah dapat balik. yay!
oh yeah, yesterday family went to watch "the unborn" ps: the actress fucking hot. seriously la siaaa. fooh. macam Wasabis. haha. i mistook her for Alba at first cause they look almost like. but her name is actually Odette Yustman. namer weird. i bet she's jewish. i mean th show has jewish elements in it so yeah.
th show, is quite scary yeah. i mean heads turning 360 degrees fucking scares me la. and th classic crawl up th stairs super fast trick . there you go. my god, if there's a gif wah piang confirm scary sia.
ayte then, i'm off to JP then to grandma's in which i think i will just sleep. i am STILL shagged frm camp. i sleep like a fucking pig afterall. so yeah. bb.
" Say what you say Say that you'll stay Forever and a day In the time of my life"
-camp was .... (i don't want to write awesome here ley. cause it's more then awesome to me :D) despite th fact tht it is so freaking weird to be a camper after so long being a facil. but it got better along th way. eventhough it was kinda draggy at certain times, th activities held were freaking awesome la. Oh, & I saw Lewis at th camp. haha. so funny sia got 4 AK coaches in th camp itself.
anyways, i'm still touched tht th facils cried during th ending of th camp. despite only knowing us for 4 days. ): i ALMOST cried i tell you. tapi tahan beb tahan. :/
"next year aku taknak masuk SU ah. taknak nangis sial"
& th group i was in was quite quiet la. but towards th end we got closer. (: i had no idea why i was high th last night. ah, wait i think i know why. hop night. not much to comment. red camp hop nite better. :/
so yeah, overall th camp was too good tht i can't find a word in my vocabulary list (that is quite limited) to describe th awesome-ness of th camp. i sincerely thank th GL's for being with us la. th 4 days were great. ;D oh, got one GL same building as me. (: so yay!
ps:there's something in my eye.pain sia.
LOVEBIRDS.
Actually hor, today i don't want keluar one sia I need to pack for camp (still do) & I wanted to talk to you satu hari. taaaaaaapi, Izzat called saying there wasn't enough ppl to go play soccer at Cage. sekali more thn enough sial. nehmind ah. had fun.
then Syahid wanted to go town, to meet th one and only Nadrah Rozman (who was late and as expected by izzat, blamed her sis for being late) Haha.
I can't not get high whenever I'm with Izzat la. We wanted to pull off some tricks at Orchard road, like looking at one spot with much amazement then see which idiot go look at th same spot then laugh. Or, practice crowd control at th traffic light. haha. tapi last last tak jadi. haha. oh oh, there was this machine which plays some loud kiddish song every 10 mins or so at Heerens macdee at th basement and when th music stopped, me and izzat clapped veli th loudly. haha. Syahid down there veli malu alrdy.
So Nadrah came and she chased her sister off to Lido and wanted to go to Botanic Gardens. Izzat met up with elly monster, (whom Nadrah first pronounced as Hairy , then Helly) and so the 4 lovebirds went to Botanic Gardens. I, went home ah. Takde couple sia. HAHA.
Zahrul brought along Andreyana (spelling?) and then went off to see birds. at Jurong Bird Park. " Why go Jurong Bird Park sia? I see my bird everyday" HAHA.
Now since when did all my fellas like nature tht much? Haha. Kimak bird park paling cannot take it ah. Ah, sumer dah abang-abang ah keluar ngn matair. Jealous sia.
okay, wth. -.- I NEED TO SHOWER NOW SO BYE BYE MUAHXZCZ MUAHZXCZX. I SHAN'T BE BACK TILL FRIDAY. or saturday if im really shagged.
oh yah, i forgot. wanted to post this at th previous post but i guess it will be too long. anw, when i wake up and turn on my lappie , i get very happy. want to know why? *fanboy session on* cause i get to see one of th most gorgeous human being on earth. Joanna Pacitti! why? BECAUSE SHE'S MY BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL WALLPAPER. ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
WHO CAN NOT FALL FOR HER SIAAAAA? ;D *fanboy session off*
AKU MAU- ONCE
Kau boleh acuhkan diriku Dan anggap ku tak ada Tapi takkan merubah perasaanku Kepadamu
Kuyakin pasti suatu saat Semua kan terjadi Kau kan mencintaiku Dan tak akan pernah melepasku
Aku mau mendampingi dirimu Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu Selalu bersedia bahagiakanmu Apapun terjadi Kujanjikan aku ada
Kau boleh jauhi diriku Namun kupercaya Kau kan mencintaiku Dan tak akan pernah melepasku
Aku mau mendampingi dirimu Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu Aku yang rela terluka Untuk masa lalu
idk if i can go tmrw la. fever sia. raaaaaaaah. let's just pray real hard it'll be over by tuesday. got camp ley. i've been listening to th song ^ up there for days. awesome song.
anyway youuuuuuuu, how was chalet? wah piang, yest you takde no mood sia. kesian nadrah kene layan th boring me. eh nadrah eh? haha. i shall take my medicine. aka panadol. -.-
WAKE UP CALL.
"DAH BONCET SIA KAU."
bayek. i must work out. boncet sia kene. first time sia. i sense fever. ):
wah sey. given th fact th travis broke his leg and still gave one heck of a performance. now, no wonder everyone loves him. and they achieved alot la for a 3 man band. woots.
will go to NP today with hafoz for software top up. yay. youuu, have fun today okay. ;D don't think too much about me la. dnt worry im fine. imyt actually. no kidding.
oh, i went to TGSE myspace recently and new songs are coming up man. ;DDDDDDDDDDDD plus they are going to perform at liveandloaded again. siala, must go must go. haha. prove why TGSE is th best singapore band ever. saiful's lyrics are too beautiful. go to th link.
okay, shower make bed smoke off to prayers go np go home sleep. wow, sounds interesting. :D byeeeee. have a good day people.
Nampak kecik eh? haha Zahrul Bahri anak pak din , Andrew sayang , ME! , and th very siao asaph. eh cage outing soon guys? next monday perhaps? hmm. ;D
partners in crime in 4A i always look for Zahrul when i want to cabut Amaths.
i always go to canteen to have snacks in between lessons with andrew especially when he having geog. haha. Own time Own target sia.
aaaaand who can forget asaph? th games distributor in 4A, pokemon, bomberman , aaaaaaaaand playman extreme. haha. miss school. miss th whole of 4A. sadly, asaph go SP. haiya. nvm man, asaph and i both mat though he chinese, he's a chinese mat. Founder of mat federation sial. haha.
CAGE THIS MONDAY I GUESS. i know you ppl read my blog. plus i got no hp. so organising will be a bit hard. heh. i'll come up with th ppl attending soon. :) miss you ppl like siaaaaaao.
I THINK I FAIL BECAUSE I TRIED.
"then you mustn't try and just do it like nike!" HAHA. haha. i had fun chatting with superhero freeze / cikgu quraishah. Who would have thought she listens to Jeffree Star! Woots woots. And she lives with Jane. haha.
plus , yesterday, i discovered a great invention i thought never existed ; thanks to her IMVU. An online 3D chat. cooooool or whaaaaat? she being th pro was kind enough to tell me how or what to do la. plus, she likes to reinforce the fact tht im a newbie and such a noob at this. ;D YOU WAAAAAAAAIT. GIVE ME 2 WEEKS AND I'LL BE ONN PAR WITH YOU. haha. mcm phm eh? actually ah, i am grateful la i chatted with you. kept my minds off certain things. ;D thanks a bunch.
i shall indulge myself in this 3D chat and dispel all thoughts. of you know what. okay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
"i'm crushed , black and blue""
i feel hyper. and happy. ;D
AND I'LL RUUUUUUUUUUUN, BUT HAVE A LITTLE FAITH IN ME.
Vivo outing was fun. Banyak pencuci mater tapi mater tak gerak. Shait. So talked about camp, NAFA test and yeah. HAHA. if you're thinking " siala apesal tiber2 ckp pasal NAFA test?" thts cause Izzat being a noob (HAHA) ran 2.4 in 15 mins. rabak dokkkkkkkkkkkk.
which made me think, how in heavens name will i do sia? I mean the amount of nicotine in my lungs. HONGGG KAAAAAAAAN. but nvm, if i can't then i must. Not quit ah. If i can't make it in 10 minutes, then i must. haha. okay need pick up idiot from tuition. bye.;D
DEAREAST AZIEEEEE.
I am sorry this post is 24 hours and +++ late. as you can see, haha. i was busy thinking ah. LOL. doesn't mean i forgot about you hor. Anyways you little rascal, Happy 17th birthday, given th fact tht you are smaller thn me but still older seems pretty weird. haha. IMAGINE IF I WERE TO CALL YOU KAKAK! haha. anyways, i really enjoyed our times together la. uh huh. ;D
may your life be blessed with many many good things to come. ;D aaaaaaaand, stay cheerful ! & don't cut your hair! haha. your rambut sudah cukup lawa. ;D
sorry its a bit late again. haha hope you enjoyed your day la. xoxo AH, MEE, RUUUL. okay okay> jangan pandai2 cut short th name. haha. yesterday exceptional ah. dont do it again.
/editted
WHAT FUCKERY. I SHOULD STOP THINKING.
BUT STILL, SUSAH SIA.
BUT NO, STICK TO YOUR BELIEFS BUGGER.
)):
i feel it burn inside, burning me like a rising sun Lifted into the sky, took away the only thing I love
): I MUST stop being emo. puki la. if i can't then i must lor yay later go vivo. ):
TH COMPUTER'S PERSONAL AGAIN.
Dad got me a HP dv4 series notebook. yay. actually hor, took alot of convincing from him to redirect me from Vaio la. even the sales assistant was like "adik (WITW?! ), th price for Vaio is more expensive but the specs fr HP lagi bagus."
soooooooooooo, yeah. i am quite happy lah. only tht i have to look for kind people who have microsoft words, powerpoint bla bla bla cause th free trial only for 2 months. basket. disadvantage of not buying at school lah.
i've yet to put pics and songs. lol. but the webcam, sialah fun sia. haha. kecoh sia smlm with hafiz cannot use the webcam. aaaaaaaaaaaand, ive not installed the software for my course. see how lah. until 17 apr ley. v long. heh. procrastinate la somemore. bagusssss.
hmm. lol. it's okay lah youuuuuuuuuuuuuu( mcm lagu soulja boy. haha) takya jawab pun takpe. really. not tht important. ;D
birthday boy uncle. ^ (it's 55th lah. heh)
i am super lazy to blog lah. haha. takder motivasi. anyways, yesterday was awesome. i finally saw my cousin wearing a CD uniform. lol. he's not tht small (paham paham la) so it looks okay la. he looks like a mushroom to me. lol. short and wide. siak je aku kutuk. time aku masuk nanti habis nye.
the weather veli sleeeeeeeeepy leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey. today I must get my laptop. Must Must Must. and why can't i exaggerate the youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. veli manje whaaaat. haha. eh, you haven't answer my question. ;D have fun picking up calls hor. ;D haha. okay bye. i think i want to sleep ah.
DON'T KEEPME WAITING.
I am leaving fr Uncle's 50th birthday soon. Or isit 55th birthday? aiyah, the special day when you get your CPF savings lah. HAHA. can't wait to meet cousins again. been veli long since i met with all of them. i will be taking pictures then. YAY! maybe drop by JP Harvey Norman to see lappies. okay bye.
YOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUU! HOW WAS NIGHT CYCLING? NEED ME TO MASSAGE YOU NOT? lol. okay wth. take care and rest banyak banyak horrr. ;D
IF THAT'S OKAY WITH YOUUU.
OMG the fuckery of not having a phoonnneeeee! ): damn it lah. anyhoooties, i am loving th weather nw. there's thunder and no lightning. oooh. i don't like lightning really.
anyway i am tired of raping this laptop. i want to rape another laptop. MY OWN LAPTOP. dad suddenly is feeling good & wants to buy me a Vaio. i don't know what are the specs fr tht but yeah. hmm. someone said i didn't miss her. i wrote what i miss you. haiyo. have fun night cycling with 5 boys lah. haha.
don't have another fling when you come back ah. ^^ aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand, i hope Freshmen Orientation Camp got hop night lah. long time no go clubbing leyyy. haha naughty naughty i know. but cant help it la. now tinggal anak pak din(s) who haven't sign up. syahid and zahrul. EH ZAHRUL SIGN UP AH. KALAU TAK TAKKAN NAK CLUB NGN IZMIR SIAL. I NAK YOU SIA. haha. tht buggeris having fuchun SK i think. hmm.
meaningless post i knw get use to it la. ^^ calo bete. i want to learn th choki choki dance. haha. veli cute ley. somemore if p5 kids do. mati loh. haha.
OH LALA! YAY! HUSAY!
-great, no no. AWESOME camp. -suara gua macam ramli sarip dok. -i miss you -i miss my bed -i miss sleeping. (slept 9 hours altogether for 3 days!) -shall sleep after online registration.
th camp really opened up my eyes on how to REALLY coach. ;D got positive compliments frm teacher. (yay!) looks forward to upcoming camps really. made new friends.;D izzat got a good-looking assist coach again. he's previous assist coach was me so yeah.
i still feel very very kiddish frm th camp la. haha. i am singing spongebob squarepants theme song in my head for th love of god. haha. anchor-ed in ah. chey. NLP kape boy?
i hope you awesome AFC (amirul fan club) miss me. heh. told you i feel kiddish. okay. Superhero torch shall resume to online registration. byeeeee!
husa! husay! oh lala! yay! husay! ;D
"i know a girl, she put's the colours inside of my world. she's just like a maze where all of her walls countinually change"
yesterday was a very fulfilling day. ;D i bought two pairs of shoes. now i know why i wanted two. Cause i need one for camp and one for school. 3 shirts and a pair of reef slippers
kinda irritated i couldn't really get to heeren's (tande tande aku dah lame tak pergi town) but once i was there (thanks to sad! thanks man) it was shop shop shop. sorry fellas i didnt go shopping with y'all. ):
but on a good note, i haven't bought bags (yak pak got new design ley) & i need berms. plus syahid. Old navy still on nt? i can transfer the money already finally. so, we will have a chance to shop together. dn't worry. haha.
idk if i can go out today or not. hmm. still thinking. & i havn't packed for camp. :/
aite. i guess thts all. SHSF is actually here alrdy. yay. take care people. you also hor. dn't sleep too late. i will know if you sleep late one. ;D so i guess thts all from me till break camp. ;DDDDDDDD izzzaaaaaaaaaaattttttyyyyyyyyy tmrw meet what time?
Scissor-shaped across the bed. You are red ,violentred. You hollow out my hungry eyes. Oh you hollow out my hungry eyes. I know not many people know/like Taking Back Sunday. But i want to band to reunite. ): their music nice lorrrrr. My old phone was revived ; fr some weird reason. but i still dnt have a sim card la. :/ bothers me alot actually.
so i was looking through my old phone. and i'm surprised i have alot of saved messages i thought i didn't have. bring back tons of memories. both good and bad. yeah. shall not elaborate more ah. nnti emo. lol.
as per normal, this post takder motive. I am going out to get shoes later on. Th only place i can think of is Ltd Edition at Wheelock. see how ah lorrr. CAMPS CAMPS CAMPS! okay,take care people. Don't take drugs. ;D
Rachael Yamagata. Okay , yes so she's not th hottest in th biz. But her voice, i swear , is so damn sexy lah. I am finding joy in listening slow songs. I mean it's the rainy season man. Rachael Yamagata, John Mayer, Damien Rice ftw. <3>only an hour of football on th sweet Kranji Sec field. And my goodness me, i'm uber shagged. my lungs can pop out anytime. I didn't play quite well just now, did i? Hmm.
Ah well. I must do smthg about my fitness. Night jogs seems tempting enough. ^^ i mean i have a long stretch of pathway tht leasd all the way to Regent,(i think. lol) Minus th fact it's beside a canal lah.
I NEED SHOOEEEEESSSSS! even my soccer boot is a gone case. oh oh oh. Mercurial Neon Orange ah aper lagi? ^^ weee~ Lukman is getting th Lime Green one, so i can't quite get tht can i? ah.
EH WALAOEH. I REGRET SIA NOT TALKING TO YOU YESTERDAY. I MISS YOU TAAAAAAAAUUUUUUU. ): *inserts super manja face.* lol. seriously though. i miss you. ): i know you miss me too. it's a fact kan? haha. I know you will read this. so take care kay darling? ;D
i think i typed too much. very wordy. THEN AGAIN, ALL MY POSTS ARE WORDY.
i actually wanted to blog about my joy and exuberance in receiving th Freshmen Orientation mail. It makes me to can't wait for school to restart again. Meet new people and remeet the old ones. YAY. it's been ages since i'm actually in an overnight camp. & not being a trainer in it. I saw an Adam Khoo Learning Tech Group ad in th bank. and coincidentally, i was wearing th shirt. Makes me feel macam famous like tht> ^^
but i won't blog about my joy and exuberance about the orientation camp cause it'll make the post more wordy. i feel so accomplished by typing this out.
okay bye.
"Pain throws your heart to the ground , Love turns the whole thing around Fear is a friend who's misunderstand But I know the heart of life is good"
Hmm. I am thinking. Anw, see syahid. Told you I'm not tht brave. lol. Hope KL was fun. (actually idk whn you returning also sia :/ Must ask Nadrah.)
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Hey you. ;D i know you're happily sleeping right now. Heh. Do take care of yourself yeah? Don't overwork your liliputian body hor. ;D & yeah, I do. No worries. And yes, very lonely. But you need sleep la. Saye understanding. lol.
note to self ; 1. Do some research on Laptops. (the choices given aren't as broad as i thought it would be. Fujitsu is okay i guess. I like lenovo but got the red dot thingy in th middle. Fugly ah.)
2. Get 2 pairs of shoes you bloody ass. (Idk why two myself. Haha)
3. Prepare myself mentally for screaming and hyper-energetic P5 kids this wednesday.
/editted i just got news about a very good friend of mine. i feel for him. Dear friend. I am glad you face it like a man. I am here for you. anything you want, i'll do my best okay. I am very very proud you face it like a man. You've grown up. We (RDS) are here for you. Though i wasn't there for you yesterday, please do take care. Don't dwell on it too much. ayte?. & I respect you fr making a good decision. Take care man. If you read this tht is.
you know i know.
things are abit better i guess. kinda glad there ain't no more normal screamings and stuff. hmm. i didnt talk much with someone today. felt lonely. haha.
hope you had a great day. thanks for caring ;D it's all fine now. no worries. But about the gorging myself with ciggs :/ yeah, i went out to buy them. buay tahan liao. PLUS, mum left her keys at home. (HAHA, yes amirul, blame the mummy)
i was looking for new songs for sis's laptop. and for my MP4 which decided to die on me last night AGAIN.
Folie a deux isn't very bad sey. i am traumatised with the song "This ain't a scene, it's an arms race" greatly. really. i think tht song is really really stupid. ( i am sorry FOB fans.) BUT, folie a deux hv really nice songs. America's sweetheart, The (shipped) Gold Standard Coffee for Closers are some of my favourites alrdy!
yeah. annnnndddd, i rediscovered the love, the orgasmic feeling of listening to John Mayer, and his guitar. hee. and yes anak pak din, you can bug me for "Free fallin" alrdy. dwlded it. ;D
"yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away, now it look as though they're here to stay. oh i believe in yesterday"
guess Beatles were wrong about believing in yesterday
Amira Nabila. The only living person who would get away after addressing me by "Babi!" -.- prolly cause she's too adorable for me to anything on her.
HAPPY 14TH B'DAY ADIK. baru 14 eh? takper. lagi 4 tahun baru legal. takper. haha. abang angkat kau yang handsome/macho (acc to your friends kan kan?) will be 18 next year. aper aper suruh je aku belikan. HAHA. &takmau emo emo ah sia. tak bagus.
im sucha good abang angkat. last year aku wish, this year aku wish. dier tknah wish. tsktsk. (haha. padehal termixed up ngn amirah nye b'day. lol.)
todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, will be like yesterday. slack on bed, watch naruto. eat, sleep. yay. i am so excited. -.-
ok bye.
YAY!
I got Fuchun SHSF. surprisingly, only me,izzat and zahrul got in. oh well. i am going to be free frm home. ;DDDDDDDD
i am so pumped up you knooooooooow. i'm thinking of cheers and stuff alrdy. kate SHSF maaah. lol.
yay to peiyun! another trainer named Denniz just viewed my friendster. i'm sure he's thinking like "who da hell is this noob?must be first timer" haha. new mah. must make a good impression. okay. i'll miss you though. haha. GOOD LUCK W YOUR WEDDING. BEST UH ORANG TU TAK KASI KAD JEMPUTAN. haha. ;D
I FEEL CRAP, OH I FEEL SO CRAP. i'm just going to rant and rant. i dont blame you if you dont feel like reading.
anyhoos, i got my first 3 scratches on my new laptop. yes i'm sure many of you are going "WHAT?! SO FAST AH?"
yeah, i had th same thing going through my mind for a while too. and like any other stuffs i own, i get over th despair and the agony quite fast. haha. and susbsequently, it gets more scratches and i'll get immune to th heartpain. god i hate myself.
ahh, i have this sudden urge to just go out. i want school to start ASAP la. cause if not, i'll have sooo many outings but economy downturn lah babe. no money sia. tomorrow going bowling with RC people. (RC is Red Camp ah. lol. not Resident Committee. siala imagine I go bowling with resident commitee people. awkward awkward /: )
Not many (or none at all) of th Kranji Boys are gg. Except fr me of course. ah well, i have th girls. and Ziq and Mus and who will forget Hairul. Get this.
Everyone in th clique (except me and hafiz) is freaking attached. NOT BECAUSE ME AND HAFIZ AREN'T ATTRACTIVE OKAY. it's because err... we haven't meet th right one. kan kan? haha.
and friday gg sheesha? i am not sure la. i have no money w me whatsoever. so idk. hope tht one hell of a niece of mine text me soon. ah then, i told you i'll rant and rant. im nt surprised if many people dont read this. BUT I KNOW ONE PERSON WHO WILL. she prefers fats to love handles. and thinks wordy posts are more interesting than picture infested ones. haha. have fun reading lar hor. ;D can't wait for Tuesday's outing. (honestly though, i can. I've been getting "SIALA AMIRUL KAU GAY SIA" comments from alot of people after telling them i'm going to attend David Archuleta's autograph session. -.- oh well.
i should pretty much go shower now. ;D bb.
VENA CAVA!
Idk if we're still sticking to tht name. haha. i think this video is th best frm us so far. yang lain smer macam siak. haha. standard la. ;D izzat handsome sia tapi sad hor, solo tak dengar. haha. *i can imagine him saying fuck ah* now, i wonder how in the world will we ever go jamming again. 2 in Np and 2 in Sp. i have no idea why i am blogging about this bt i am friggin boreddddd. oh my god. school start alrdy!
"Today, i checked my facebook, and my wife of 5 years was listed as single. I then write on her wall that it is ok to announce to be married. She writes back saying that we need to talk and to come down to the kitchen.My wife divorced me over facebook. FML."
WOW. tht's another thing you can add to "25 things i hate about facebook".
for more sadistic stories. go here. www.fmylife.com kept me entertained for a while. ;D
*yawn*
i think staying home for a very loooong time is bad. naturally, by 1 pm or 2 pm or ,if your lucky star is shining, 3pm i'll feel naturally bored and sleepy and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep! in which i'll only wake up at 7. heh.
worst still if im very tired. like now, cause of gym. heh. after skipping gym for a while, it's surprising how easy it is to get back to shape. except for tummy. ): no no. no fats for me. ;D
Farah did say she can get me a spot to work at Gymwerkz but my god the guys there are too big la. scares th shit out of me. so, idk. i'll just look up tht woman when i've made my decision. which reminds me i haven't seen alot of my cuzzies lately. ahhhh, soon soon.
so yeah, if i nvr text you until 7 plus, you know i know lah hor. ;D
because she prefers fats to love handles! ;D
haha. you aaaaaah, confirm th first one who prefers fats to handles. still, i still want love handles. you dont want to touch i ask other ppl touch ahhh. haha.
i feel th need to go to the gym. personally, i think i've grown wide enough. and well, must go develop those muscles before they really turn saggy and become fats. wah mati like tht lor. SO HAFIZZZZZZZZZZ, GYM BESOK AMACIAM? dah leh text akuuuuu! hp dah dapat balik. yay!
oh yeah, yesterday family went to watch "the unborn" ps: the actress fucking hot. seriously la siaaa. fooh. macam Wasabis. haha. i mistook her for Alba at first cause they look almost like. but her name is actually Odette Yustman. namer weird. i bet she's jewish. i mean th show has jewish elements in it so yeah.
th show, is quite scary yeah. i mean heads turning 360 degrees fucking scares me la. and th classic crawl up th stairs super fast trick . there you go. my god, if there's a gif wah piang confirm scary sia.
ayte then, i'm off to JP then to grandma's in which i think i will just sleep. i am STILL shagged frm camp. i sleep like a fucking pig afterall. so yeah. bb.
" Say what you say Say that you'll stay Forever and a day In the time of my life"
-camp was .... (i don't want to write awesome here ley. cause it's more then awesome to me :D) despite th fact tht it is so freaking weird to be a camper after so long being a facil. but it got better along th way. eventhough it was kinda draggy at certain times, th activities held were freaking awesome la. Oh, & I saw Lewis at th camp. haha. so funny sia got 4 AK coaches in th camp itself.
anyways, i'm still touched tht th facils cried during th ending of th camp. despite only knowing us for 4 days. ): i ALMOST cried i tell you. tapi tahan beb tahan. :/
"next year aku taknak masuk SU ah. taknak nangis sial"
& th group i was in was quite quiet la. but towards th end we got closer. (: i had no idea why i was high th last night. ah, wait i think i know why. hop night. not much to comment. red camp hop nite better. :/
so yeah, overall th camp was too good tht i can't find a word in my vocabulary list (that is quite limited) to describe th awesome-ness of th camp. i sincerely thank th GL's for being with us la. th 4 days were great. ;D oh, got one GL same building as me. (: so yay!
ps:there's something in my eye.pain sia.
LOVEBIRDS.
Actually hor, today i don't want keluar one sia I need to pack for camp (still do) & I wanted to talk to you satu hari. taaaaaaapi, Izzat called saying there wasn't enough ppl to go play soccer at Cage. sekali more thn enough sial. nehmind ah. had fun.
then Syahid wanted to go town, to meet th one and only Nadrah Rozman (who was late and as expected by izzat, blamed her sis for being late) Haha.
I can't not get high whenever I'm with Izzat la. We wanted to pull off some tricks at Orchard road, like looking at one spot with much amazement then see which idiot go look at th same spot then laugh. Or, practice crowd control at th traffic light. haha. tapi last last tak jadi. haha. oh oh, there was this machine which plays some loud kiddish song every 10 mins or so at Heerens macdee at th basement and when th music stopped, me and izzat clapped veli th loudly. haha. Syahid down there veli malu alrdy.
So Nadrah came and she chased her sister off to Lido and wanted to go to Botanic Gardens. Izzat met up with elly monster, (whom Nadrah first pronounced as Hairy , then Helly) and so the 4 lovebirds went to Botanic Gardens. I, went home ah. Takde couple sia. HAHA.
Zahrul brought along Andreyana (spelling?) and then went off to see birds. at Jurong Bird Park. " Why go Jurong Bird Park sia? I see my bird everyday" HAHA.
Now since when did all my fellas like nature tht much? Haha. Kimak bird park paling cannot take it ah. Ah, sumer dah abang-abang ah keluar ngn matair. Jealous sia.
okay, wth. -.- I NEED TO SHOWER NOW SO BYE BYE MUAHXZCZ MUAHZXCZX. I SHAN'T BE BACK TILL FRIDAY. or saturday if im really shagged.
oh yah, i forgot. wanted to post this at th previous post but i guess it will be too long. anw, when i wake up and turn on my lappie , i get very happy. want to know why? *fanboy session on* cause i get to see one of th most gorgeous human being on earth. Joanna Pacitti! why? BECAUSE SHE'S MY BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL WALLPAPER. ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
WHO CAN NOT FALL FOR HER SIAAAAA? ;D *fanboy session off*
AKU MAU- ONCE
Kau boleh acuhkan diriku Dan anggap ku tak ada Tapi takkan merubah perasaanku Kepadamu
Kuyakin pasti suatu saat Semua kan terjadi Kau kan mencintaiku Dan tak akan pernah melepasku
Aku mau mendampingi dirimu Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu Selalu bersedia bahagiakanmu Apapun terjadi Kujanjikan aku ada
Kau boleh jauhi diriku Namun kupercaya Kau kan mencintaiku Dan tak akan pernah melepasku
Aku mau mendampingi dirimu Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu Aku yang rela terluka Untuk masa lalu
idk if i can go tmrw la. fever sia. raaaaaaaah. let's just pray real hard it'll be over by tuesday. got camp ley. i've been listening to th song ^ up there for days. awesome song.
anyway youuuuuuuu, how was chalet? wah piang, yest you takde no mood sia. kesian nadrah kene layan th boring me. eh nadrah eh? haha. i shall take my medicine. aka panadol. -.-
WAKE UP CALL.
"DAH BONCET SIA KAU."
bayek. i must work out. boncet sia kene. first time sia. i sense fever. ):
wah sey. given th fact th travis broke his leg and still gave one heck of a performance. now, no wonder everyone loves him. and they achieved alot la for a 3 man band. woots.
will go to NP today with hafoz for software top up. yay. youuu, have fun today okay. ;D don't think too much about me la. dnt worry im fine. imyt actually. no kidding.
oh, i went to TGSE myspace recently and new songs are coming up man. ;DDDDDDDDDDDD plus they are going to perform at liveandloaded again. siala, must go must go. haha. prove why TGSE is th best singapore band ever. saiful's lyrics are too beautiful. go to th link.
okay, shower make bed smoke off to prayers go np go home sleep. wow, sounds interesting. :D byeeeee. have a good day people.
Nampak kecik eh? haha Zahrul Bahri anak pak din , Andrew sayang , ME! , and th very siao asaph. eh cage outing soon guys? next monday perhaps? hmm. ;D
partners in crime in 4A i always look for Zahrul when i want to cabut Amaths.
i always go to canteen to have snacks in between lessons with andrew especially when he having geog. haha. Own time Own target sia.
aaaaand who can forget asaph? th games distributor in 4A, pokemon, bomberman , aaaaaaaaand playman extreme. haha. miss school. miss th whole of 4A. sadly, asaph go SP. haiya. nvm man, asaph and i both mat though he chinese, he's a chinese mat. Founder of mat federation sial. haha.
CAGE THIS MONDAY I GUESS. i know you ppl read my blog. plus i got no hp. so organising will be a bit hard. heh. i'll come up with th ppl attending soon. :) miss you ppl like siaaaaaao.
I THINK I FAIL BECAUSE I TRIED.
"then you mustn't try and just do it like nike!" HAHA. haha. i had fun chatting with superhero freeze / cikgu quraishah. Who would have thought she listens to Jeffree Star! Woots woots. And she lives with Jane. haha.
plus , yesterday, i discovered a great invention i thought never existed ; thanks to her IMVU. An online 3D chat. cooooool or whaaaaat? she being th pro was kind enough to tell me how or what to do la. plus, she likes to reinforce the fact tht im a newbie and such a noob at this. ;D YOU WAAAAAAAAIT. GIVE ME 2 WEEKS AND I'LL BE ONN PAR WITH YOU. haha. mcm phm eh? actually ah, i am grateful la i chatted with you. kept my minds off certain things. ;D thanks a bunch.
i shall indulge myself in this 3D chat and dispel all thoughts. of you know what. okay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
"i'm crushed , black and blue""
i feel hyper. and happy. ;D
AND I'LL RUUUUUUUUUUUN, BUT HAVE A LITTLE FAITH IN ME.
Vivo outing was fun. Banyak pencuci mater tapi mater tak gerak. Shait. So talked about camp, NAFA test and yeah. HAHA. if you're thinking " siala apesal tiber2 ckp pasal NAFA test?" thts cause Izzat being a noob (HAHA) ran 2.4 in 15 mins. rabak dokkkkkkkkkkkk.
which made me think, how in heavens name will i do sia? I mean the amount of nicotine in my lungs. HONGGG KAAAAAAAAN. but nvm, if i can't then i must. Not quit ah. If i can't make it in 10 minutes, then i must. haha. okay need pick up idiot from tuition. bye.;D
DEAREAST AZIEEEEE.
I am sorry this post is 24 hours and +++ late. as you can see, haha. i was busy thinking ah. LOL. doesn't mean i forgot about you hor. Anyways you little rascal, Happy 17th birthday, given th fact tht you are smaller thn me but still older seems pretty weird. haha. IMAGINE IF I WERE TO CALL YOU KAKAK! haha. anyways, i really enjoyed our times together la. uh huh. ;D
may your life be blessed with many many good things to come. ;D aaaaaaaand, stay cheerful ! & don't cut your hair! haha. your rambut sudah cukup lawa. ;D
sorry its a bit late again. haha hope you enjoyed your day la. xoxo AH, MEE, RUUUL. okay okay> jangan pandai2 cut short th name. haha. yesterday exceptional ah. dont do it again.
/editted
WHAT FUCKERY. I SHOULD STOP THINKING.
BUT STILL, SUSAH SIA.
BUT NO, STICK TO YOUR BELIEFS BUGGER.
)):
i feel it burn inside, burning me like a rising sun Lifted into the sky, took away the only thing I love
): I MUST stop being emo. puki la. if i can't then i must lor yay later go vivo. ):
TH COMPUTER'S PERSONAL AGAIN.
Dad got me a HP dv4 series notebook. yay. actually hor, took alot of convincing from him to redirect me from Vaio la. even the sales assistant was like "adik (WITW?! ), th price for Vaio is more expensive but the specs fr HP lagi bagus."
soooooooooooo, yeah. i am quite happy lah. only tht i have to look for kind people who have microsoft words, powerpoint bla bla bla cause th free trial only for 2 months. basket. disadvantage of not buying at school lah.
i've yet to put pics and songs. lol. but the webcam, sialah fun sia. haha. kecoh sia smlm with hafiz cannot use the webcam. aaaaaaaaaaaand, ive not installed the software for my course. see how lah. until 17 apr ley. v long. heh. procrastinate la somemore. bagusssss.
hmm. lol. it's okay lah youuuuuuuuuuuuuu( mcm lagu soulja boy. haha) takya jawab pun takpe. really. not tht important. ;D
birthday boy uncle. ^ (it's 55th lah. heh)
i am super lazy to blog lah. haha. takder motivasi. anyways, yesterday was awesome. i finally saw my cousin wearing a CD uniform. lol. he's not tht small (paham paham la) so it looks okay la. he looks like a mushroom to me. lol. short and wide. siak je aku kutuk. time aku masuk nanti habis nye.
the weather veli sleeeeeeeeepy leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey. today I must get my laptop. Must Must Must. and why can't i exaggerate the youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. veli manje whaaaat. haha. eh, you haven't answer my question. ;D have fun picking up calls hor. ;D haha. okay bye. i think i want to sleep ah.
DON'T KEEPME WAITING.
I am leaving fr Uncle's 50th birthday soon. Or isit 55th birthday? aiyah, the special day when you get your CPF savings lah. HAHA. can't wait to meet cousins again. been veli long since i met with all of them. i will be taking pictures then. YAY! maybe drop by JP Harvey Norman to see lappies. okay bye.
YOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUU! HOW WAS NIGHT CYCLING? NEED ME TO MASSAGE YOU NOT? lol. okay wth. take care and rest banyak banyak horrr. ;D
IF THAT'S OKAY WITH YOUUU.
OMG the fuckery of not having a phoonnneeeee! ): damn it lah. anyhoooties, i am loving th weather nw. there's thunder and no lightning. oooh. i don't like lightning really.
anyway i am tired of raping this laptop. i want to rape another laptop. MY OWN LAPTOP. dad suddenly is feeling good & wants to buy me a Vaio. i don't know what are the specs fr tht but yeah. hmm. someone said i didn't miss her. i wrote what i miss you. haiyo. have fun night cycling with 5 boys lah. haha.
don't have another fling when you come back ah. ^^ aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand, i hope Freshmen Orientation Camp got hop night lah. long time no go clubbing leyyy. haha naughty naughty i know. but cant help it la. now tinggal anak pak din(s) who haven't sign up. syahid and zahrul. EH ZAHRUL SIGN UP AH. KALAU TAK TAKKAN NAK CLUB NGN IZMIR SIAL. I NAK YOU SIA. haha. tht buggeris having fuchun SK i think. hmm.
meaningless post i knw get use to it la. ^^ calo bete. i want to learn th choki choki dance. haha. veli cute ley. somemore if p5 kids do. mati loh. haha.
OH LALA! YAY! HUSAY!
-great, no no. AWESOME camp. -suara gua macam ramli sarip dok. -i miss you -i miss my bed -i miss sleeping. (slept 9 hours altogether for 3 days!) -shall sleep after online registration.
th camp really opened up my eyes on how to REALLY coach. ;D got positive compliments frm teacher. (yay!) looks forward to upcoming camps really. made new friends.;D izzat got a good-looking assist coach again. he's previous assist coach was me so yeah.
i still feel very very kiddish frm th camp la. haha. i am singing spongebob squarepants theme song in my head for th love of god. haha. anchor-ed in ah. chey. NLP kape boy?
i hope you awesome AFC (amirul fan club) miss me. heh. told you i feel kiddish. okay. Superhero torch shall resume to online registration. byeeeee!
husa! husay! oh lala! yay! husay! ;D
"i know a girl, she put's the colours inside of my world. she's just like a maze where all of her walls countinually change"
yesterday was a very fulfilling day. ;D i bought two pairs of shoes. now i know why i wanted two. Cause i need one for camp and one for school. 3 shirts and a pair of reef slippers
kinda irritated i couldn't really get to heeren's (tande tande aku dah lame tak pergi town) but once i was there (thanks to sad! thanks man) it was shop shop shop. sorry fellas i didnt go shopping with y'all. ):
but on a good note, i haven't bought bags (yak pak got new design ley) & i need berms. plus syahid. Old navy still on nt? i can transfer the money already finally. so, we will have a chance to shop together. dn't worry. haha.
idk if i can go out today or not. hmm. still thinking. & i havn't packed for camp. :/
aite. i guess thts all. SHSF is actually here alrdy. yay. take care people. you also hor. dn't sleep too late. i will know if you sleep late one. ;D so i guess thts all from me till break camp. ;DDDDDDDD izzzaaaaaaaaaaattttttyyyyyyyyy tmrw meet what time?
Scissor-shaped across the bed. You are red ,violentred. You hollow out my hungry eyes. Oh you hollow out my hungry eyes. I know not many people know/like Taking Back Sunday. But i want to band to reunite. ): their music nice lorrrrr. My old phone was revived ; fr some weird reason. but i still dnt have a sim card la. :/ bothers me alot actually.
so i was looking through my old phone. and i'm surprised i have alot of saved messages i thought i didn't have. bring back tons of memories. both good and bad. yeah. shall not elaborate more ah. nnti emo. lol.
as per normal, this post takder motive. I am going out to get shoes later on. Th only place i can think of is Ltd Edition at Wheelock. see how ah lorrr. CAMPS CAMPS CAMPS! okay,take care people. Don't take drugs. ;D
Rachael Yamagata. Okay , yes so she's not th hottest in th biz. But her voice, i swear , is so damn sexy lah. I am finding joy in listening slow songs. I mean it's the rainy season man. Rachael Yamagata, John Mayer, Damien Rice ftw. <3>only an hour of football on th sweet Kranji Sec field. And my goodness me, i'm uber shagged. my lungs can pop out anytime. I didn't play quite well just now, did i? Hmm.
Ah well. I must do smthg about my fitness. Night jogs seems tempting enough. ^^ i mean i have a long stretch of pathway tht leasd all the way to Regent,(i think. lol) Minus th fact it's beside a canal lah.
I NEED SHOOEEEEESSSSS! even my soccer boot is a gone case. oh oh oh. Mercurial Neon Orange ah aper lagi? ^^ weee~ Lukman is getting th Lime Green one, so i can't quite get tht can i? ah.
EH WALAOEH. I REGRET SIA NOT TALKING TO YOU YESTERDAY. I MISS YOU TAAAAAAAAUUUUUUU. ): *inserts super manja face.* lol. seriously though. i miss you. ): i know you miss me too. it's a fact kan? haha. I know you will read this. so take care kay darling? ;D
i think i typed too much. very wordy. THEN AGAIN, ALL MY POSTS ARE WORDY.
i actually wanted to blog about my joy and exuberance in receiving th Freshmen Orientation mail. It makes me to can't wait for school to restart again. Meet new people and remeet the old ones. YAY. it's been ages since i'm actually in an overnight camp. & not being a trainer in it. I saw an Adam Khoo Learning Tech Group ad in th bank. and coincidentally, i was wearing th shirt. Makes me feel macam famous like tht> ^^
but i won't blog about my joy and exuberance about the orientation camp cause it'll make the post more wordy. i feel so accomplished by typing this out.
okay bye.
"Pain throws your heart to the ground , Love turns the whole thing around Fear is a friend who's misunderstand But I know the heart of life is good"
Hmm. I am thinking. Anw, see syahid. Told you I'm not tht brave. lol. Hope KL was fun. (actually idk whn you returning also sia :/ Must ask Nadrah.)
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Hey you. ;D i know you're happily sleeping right now. Heh. Do take care of yourself yeah? Don't overwork your liliputian body hor. ;D & yeah, I do. No worries. And yes, very lonely. But you need sleep la. Saye understanding. lol.
note to self ; 1. Do some research on Laptops. (the choices given aren't as broad as i thought it would be. Fujitsu is okay i guess. I like lenovo but got the red dot thingy in th middle. Fugly ah.)
2. Get 2 pairs of shoes you bloody ass. (Idk why two myself. Haha)
3. Prepare myself mentally for screaming and hyper-energetic P5 kids this wednesday.
/editted i just got news about a very good friend of mine. i feel for him. Dear friend. I am glad you face it like a man. I am here for you. anything you want, i'll do my best okay. I am very very proud you face it like a man. You've grown up. We (RDS) are here for you. Though i wasn't there for you yesterday, please do take care. Don't dwell on it too much. ayte?. & I respect you fr making a good decision. Take care man. If you read this tht is.
you know i know.
things are abit better i guess. kinda glad there ain't no more normal screamings and stuff. hmm. i didnt talk much with someone today. felt lonely. haha.
hope you had a great day. thanks for caring ;D it's all fine now. no worries. But about the gorging myself with ciggs :/ yeah, i went out to buy them. buay tahan liao. PLUS, mum left her keys at home. (HAHA, yes amirul, blame the mummy)
i was looking for new songs for sis's laptop. and for my MP4 which decided to die on me last night AGAIN.
Folie a deux isn't very bad sey. i am traumatised with the song "This ain't a scene, it's an arms race" greatly. really. i think tht song is really really stupid. ( i am sorry FOB fans.) BUT, folie a deux hv really nice songs. America's sweetheart, The (shipped) Gold Standard Coffee for Closers are some of my favourites alrdy!
yeah. annnnndddd, i rediscovered the love, the orgasmic feeling of listening to John Mayer, and his guitar. hee. and yes anak pak din, you can bug me for "Free fallin" alrdy. dwlded it. ;D
"yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away, now it look as though they're here to stay. oh i believe in yesterday"
guess Beatles were wrong about believing in yesterday
Amira Nabila. The only living person who would get away after addressing me by "Babi!" -.- prolly cause she's too adorable for me to anything on her.
HAPPY 14TH B'DAY ADIK. baru 14 eh? takper. lagi 4 tahun baru legal. takper. haha. abang angkat kau yang handsome/macho (acc to your friends kan kan?) will be 18 next year. aper aper suruh je aku belikan. HAHA. &takmau emo emo ah sia. tak bagus.
im sucha good abang angkat. last year aku wish, this year aku wish. dier tknah wish. tsktsk. (haha. padehal termixed up ngn amirah nye b'day. lol.)
todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, will be like yesterday. slack on bed, watch naruto. eat, sleep. yay. i am so excited. -.-
ok bye.
YAY!
I got Fuchun SHSF. surprisingly, only me,izzat and zahrul got in. oh well. i am going to be free frm home. ;DDDDDDDD
i am so pumped up you knooooooooow. i'm thinking of cheers and stuff alrdy. kate SHSF maaah. lol.
yay to peiyun! another trainer named Denniz just viewed my friendster. i'm sure he's thinking like "who da hell is this noob?must be first timer" haha. new mah. must make a good impression. okay. i'll miss you though. haha. GOOD LUCK W YOUR WEDDING. BEST UH ORANG TU TAK KASI KAD JEMPUTAN. haha. ;D
I see my world has folded in your heart ; I feel the waves crash down inside.welcome to CUSTOMED-ROBOTS;D
