to whom it may concern, i am sorry ser-sorry-sorry nye i cant go to th bbq thing. my dad had to pick such a great day to catch me smoking AGAIN. i know. it's stupidity on my part. i'm so sorry. I'll make it up to you ppl.promise promise.
and since dad turned up a notch about his definition of "grounded" i have no phone, no house key and no JOB!!!! fuck tht old lad i swear. idiot. he didn't hv to take away the job you know.
i swear i wanted to pour everything out to Nenek when i saw her just now. But i didnt want to cry and see her cry in front of everyone.
and just when i thought things were getting better. i've tried 3 phone numbers tht seem similar to me. i have STM rmbr? i'm trying my best to recall wht your hp number is. i'm stuck at 8199.... nvm, i'll keep on calling until i get th right one. just in case you are wondering. no i'm not sick of you. and heck i'm going to miss you so much more. and please don't get mad. and i'm sorry, it's my fault and you are all i could think about when he took my phone. cause special to me, you are. very. so i hope if you do receive a call frm 63141724 pick up okay?
3/4 of me is thinking of running awaaaay frm home. BUT NO KEY. cb cb cb.
I SUNGGUH THE DEPRESSED YOU TAHUUUUUUU?! -.-
(fr th first time, i dont feel any better even after blogging this out. ): )
POINTS OF AUTHORITY
takraw later. ;D bbq outing/ton at ECP this tuesday wednesday. Super HeroSuper Friend Camp (hopefully) on the 11-13th (maybe i can't get the above^ cause Nadrah belum restui syahid pergi. haha. NO LINK) ECP sleepover (again) with Nas,Zap and RDS seniors.
if dad won't allow me to go takraw later. I'll blow up i swear he sees hell. then i'll see hell. haha. thts about it. and yes i missed you alot. though it's only 2 days. good luck with your "wedding" hor. lol.
those 3 words i've said too much, but not enough. ;D
NOT FALLING APART
"We bring ourselves down And build ourselves up in disappointment How fragile we are So fragile we are, we just don't show it"
somethings got fucked up at home. let's just say i really appreciate the people who do their best to comfort. and knows when to back out at th right moment. i love tht person really dearly. <3 thanks.
the atmosphere back home is too tense. i need to get out sometimes. :/
i won't be posting tht much i guess.
IT ENDS TONIGHT.
I have decided. hearing what Nas said. I knw this one is fr me. deep down i know it will work. Call me too confident, cocky. wtv. i guess Nas's definition of "Relationship" and ""Friendship" is spot on. all i can say to Nas is, Stay strong cuz. I know one day, you'll know what to do. till tht day comes, you know we are here for you.
my heart is pulsating(in th words of Nadrah) it's ok. i am taking my chances now. wish me luck.
TO ANAK PAK ZAINUDDIN.
(the idiot above) Because he's the tallest. &he is the hairiest. not to mention lamest. oh and the "best" diver on field.
happy 17th birthday you hot blackie. ;DDDDDDDDDDDDD stay hot and handsome and i just said tht cause it's your birthday. keep those good things about you and DO YOUR BEST to improve your jokes. then you'll be perfect. AND GO GET A FREAKING GIRL AND STAY TO ONE ALRDY. *mum and sis not included*
it's been great knowing you and it's even greater(yeah righttt) tht i'll be seeing more of you.
tht should cover it. heh. gave him one nice punch on the side after prayers. AWESOME. lol.
going takraw soon. and parent's are super kiasu about th enrolment package. the thing is, i dont even understand how and what to do. noob, i know. lol. okay byeeeeee.
ps: I GOT TO FUCHUN SHSF CAMP! psps:pay come to me baybeeeeeh. ;D
Just registered for two camps. i can't wait but am quite nervous.
cause the APD's hv very high standards and must live up to tht standard la.
and thr's a nw mngr at moviebite. well not really new la. just tht he was away when i first came. He's a Filipino. (yes hafiz, tht bugger) and i have a very hard time figuring what he's trying to say half the time. dang.
ayte. tht should be all. and yes, the foreshortened me is very cute. haha. like the person lor. ;D thanks btw. haha.
TAP ON MY WINDOW,
KNOCK ON MY DOOR.
yesterday was awesome. (: had fun w the guys. add zahrul, izmir, syahid , hafiz and izzat, confirm kecoh. w lame jokes and the your-jokes-fucking-lame stare.
izzat bought a new skate deck. i learned how to use the DSLR. abit abit. faster shutter speed means darker. right? lol.
It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along, My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want ^ Sweetest phrase from th song. ;D to me la. okay, download Songs About Jane.
I AM IN LOVE!
Well, th thing about being in love fantasically is, you don't hv to bother about wht the other party thinks if you. haha.
So, I'm in love with Joanna Pacitti. Yes.
But in reality,it's easy to fall. but th other party is existent in your life. it's v hard not to bother about what he/she thinks about you.
It's sad, but tht's life m'boy.
TOMORROW GO OUT! YAY! *tries to insert some sort of euphoria/joy/happiness*
*meltssssssssss* so prettyyyyyyyyy. aaaaaaaaah.
but theeeeen, she got disqualified.
but fuck, she is soooo prettyyyyyyy.*sigh*
ONE HUNDRED THING YOU PROLLY
DONT KNOW ABOUT ME
from the shelby, fastback, 72 and 2010 series. i love ford racing cars. i have this weird fetish over fastbacks. it looks very "Grease" kind of time of cars. you get me? i just find it super cool. *imagining myself and whoever gg out for outdoor movies, and sitting on th front of th fastback lying on th windscreen.* thts wht i visualize when i think of "Grease" th movie. heh.
& this is why i want to go to the states and live there. cause even if i get my hands on it at singapore. what's the use eh? speed limit 120 only.haiya. i want to race like this. haha but not being chased by cops lah.
(EDITTED) WAAAAAAH. FINALLYYYY. AFTER MONTHS(kay bedek) OF ANTICIPATING IT. LOL. YAY TO SYAHID. nw there are two extra happy people on earth. ;D (i know syahid is prolly saying out loud. " si dekni biler nk bilang?" haha. aku tk seberani kau ah. lol.(/EDITTED)
WE'LL NEVER BE DIVIDED
CAUSE WE ARE, KIDS UNITED!
I AM GOING TO PLAY TAKRAW AFTER GOD KNOWS HOW MANY YEARS! haha. okay bye bye.
WAH-PIANG-EH!
eh, what in the world. a trip from CCK crescent to Lot 1 costs me 90cents. a freaking 90 cents!
ECONOMICAL CRISIS MEANS ECONOMICAL SPENDING. which means, no more packs. just stormking menthol. Roll your own tobacco. Haha.
KIDS
th song sounds very cute hor? lol. MGMT ftw!
just returned from skating session with zat and foz. and ell actually. lol. they skate with boards. i was merely roller-blading. i super suck at roller blading you see. so must train and train.
SAW MISS WONG JUST NOW! aww, pity tht woman. after 4A, (which isn't tht bad) she got a really jialat class.
so sad sia. PE then kena scolded. haiyo. nvm , she damn fierce one. can one can one. jiayou cher, (if you are reading, which im quite sure you are)
blogshopped for the first time ever. hmm. still dont know how to do it lor. nvm. leave it to syahid. haha.
I'M GOING BACK TO SCHOOL THIS FRIDAY! ATTENDING THE FLAG RAISING IN TH TOILET! HAHA. CAUSE IF NOT ONLY AT 12.30 THEN CAN COME IN. THEN DAMN BORING ALRDY LORRR.
;DDDDDDDD can't wait.
CAUSE I STUMBLED IN THE TWILIGHT
nt good nt good. I lost the key to m workplace outlet. to bloody make things worst, it's the fucking master key.
i.am.so.dead.
like seriously la. thn tongues starts wagging lah. talk about how bad i am at work, blablabla.
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD! I'M ONLY 16 GG TO 17 AND ITS MY FIRST TIME WORKING! i wanna quit. i seriously do.
things at home aren't any better too. dad wants to take back my ATM card. i have no fucking idea why. firstly, i hv to pay for my own clothings fr poly. and now, you're taking back my ATM.
nothing seems to go right. and worst, i don't think she feels what i am feeling. GODDDDD HEEEELLLPPPPP MEEEEEEEEE! D;
welcome back robbie!
hope you learned your bloody lesson and not wander off to any other club.
and HE'S the laughter of RDS la. and well, he had his breakthrough last2 years ago. though it was only 10 seconds.
okay, i'm going to my maternal's grandma house. raaaaaaaaah. then must go work. why can't i just stay at home and go to work you ask? cause my ass is a mum in the needle.
righty then. bye bye.
ADAM KHOO LEARNING TECHNOLOGIES
My first camp was awesome. I was initially partnered w Muhammad Daryl Tan, the TA for 4A, 4B, 5A,5B indoor camp. yeah, the one w non-growing fingers.
he's a nice guy. v funny. haha. but then i had to separate from him cause my grp is like all girls. so laura took over. yes, laura anne pang su min was there too. ;D and she's th one we always pick on. cause she's so fun. she'll just laugh and do nothing. haha
so i go partnered w izzat. learned alot from him ah. on how to coach, how to debrief and how to get their attention.
i'm v tired right now. aah. anyway, happy b'day to NURAIN nadhirah! aiseybedah, dah tujuh belas ah dier. ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD enjoy your day! and may god blesses you w happiness and joy and rainbows and fairies and chocolates. and a bf hopefully? hor? hor? hor?
lol. idk why. bt the 5 key principles to success keeps playing over my mind. again. and again. and again. haiyaaaa. i just need sleep la.
haha. goodnight darlings!
AT SUCH A GREAT TIMING LAGI
to whom it may concern, i am sorry ser-sorry-sorry nye i cant go to th bbq thing. my dad had to pick such a great day to catch me smoking AGAIN. i know. it's stupidity on my part. i'm so sorry. I'll make it up to you ppl.promise promise.
and since dad turned up a notch about his definition of "grounded" i have no phone, no house key and no JOB!!!! fuck tht old lad i swear. idiot. he didn't hv to take away the job you know.
i swear i wanted to pour everything out to Nenek when i saw her just now. But i didnt want to cry and see her cry in front of everyone.
and just when i thought things were getting better. i've tried 3 phone numbers tht seem similar to me. i have STM rmbr? i'm trying my best to recall wht your hp number is. i'm stuck at 8199.... nvm, i'll keep on calling until i get th right one. just in case you are wondering. no i'm not sick of you. and heck i'm going to miss you so much more. and please don't get mad. and i'm sorry, it's my fault and you are all i could think about when he took my phone. cause special to me, you are. very. so i hope if you do receive a call frm 63141724 pick up okay?
3/4 of me is thinking of running awaaaay frm home. BUT NO KEY. cb cb cb.
I SUNGGUH THE DEPRESSED YOU TAHUUUUUUU?! -.-
(fr th first time, i dont feel any better even after blogging this out. ): )
POINTS OF AUTHORITY
takraw later. ;D bbq outing/ton at ECP this tuesday wednesday. Super HeroSuper Friend Camp (hopefully) on the 11-13th (maybe i can't get the above^ cause Nadrah belum restui syahid pergi. haha. NO LINK) ECP sleepover (again) with Nas,Zap and RDS seniors.
if dad won't allow me to go takraw later. I'll blow up i swear he sees hell. then i'll see hell. haha. thts about it. and yes i missed you alot. though it's only 2 days. good luck with your "wedding" hor. lol.
those 3 words i've said too much, but not enough. ;D
NOT FALLING APART
"We bring ourselves down And build ourselves up in disappointment How fragile we are So fragile we are, we just don't show it"
somethings got fucked up at home. let's just say i really appreciate the people who do their best to comfort. and knows when to back out at th right moment. i love tht person really dearly. <3 thanks.
the atmosphere back home is too tense. i need to get out sometimes. :/
i won't be posting tht much i guess.
IT ENDS TONIGHT.
I have decided. hearing what Nas said. I knw this one is fr me. deep down i know it will work. Call me too confident, cocky. wtv. i guess Nas's definition of "Relationship" and ""Friendship" is spot on. all i can say to Nas is, Stay strong cuz. I know one day, you'll know what to do. till tht day comes, you know we are here for you.
my heart is pulsating(in th words of Nadrah) it's ok. i am taking my chances now. wish me luck.
TO ANAK PAK ZAINUDDIN.
(the idiot above) Because he's the tallest. &he is the hairiest. not to mention lamest. oh and the "best" diver on field.
happy 17th birthday you hot blackie. ;DDDDDDDDDDDDD stay hot and handsome and i just said tht cause it's your birthday. keep those good things about you and DO YOUR BEST to improve your jokes. then you'll be perfect. AND GO GET A FREAKING GIRL AND STAY TO ONE ALRDY. *mum and sis not included*
it's been great knowing you and it's even greater(yeah righttt) tht i'll be seeing more of you.
tht should cover it. heh. gave him one nice punch on the side after prayers. AWESOME. lol.
going takraw soon. and parent's are super kiasu about th enrolment package. the thing is, i dont even understand how and what to do. noob, i know. lol. okay byeeeeee.
ps: I GOT TO FUCHUN SHSF CAMP! psps:pay come to me baybeeeeeh. ;D
Just registered for two camps. i can't wait but am quite nervous.
cause the APD's hv very high standards and must live up to tht standard la.
and thr's a nw mngr at moviebite. well not really new la. just tht he was away when i first came. He's a Filipino. (yes hafiz, tht bugger) and i have a very hard time figuring what he's trying to say half the time. dang.
ayte. tht should be all. and yes, the foreshortened me is very cute. haha. like the person lor. ;D thanks btw. haha.
TAP ON MY WINDOW,
KNOCK ON MY DOOR.
yesterday was awesome. (: had fun w the guys. add zahrul, izmir, syahid , hafiz and izzat, confirm kecoh. w lame jokes and the your-jokes-fucking-lame stare.
izzat bought a new skate deck. i learned how to use the DSLR. abit abit. faster shutter speed means darker. right? lol.
It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along, My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want ^ Sweetest phrase from th song. ;D to me la. okay, download Songs About Jane.
I AM IN LOVE!
Well, th thing about being in love fantasically is, you don't hv to bother about wht the other party thinks if you. haha.
So, I'm in love with Joanna Pacitti. Yes.
But in reality,it's easy to fall. but th other party is existent in your life. it's v hard not to bother about what he/she thinks about you.
It's sad, but tht's life m'boy.
TOMORROW GO OUT! YAY! *tries to insert some sort of euphoria/joy/happiness*
*meltssssssssss* so prettyyyyyyyyy. aaaaaaaaah.
but theeeeen, she got disqualified.
but fuck, she is soooo prettyyyyyyy.*sigh*
ONE HUNDRED THING YOU PROLLY
DONT KNOW ABOUT ME
from the shelby, fastback, 72 and 2010 series. i love ford racing cars. i have this weird fetish over fastbacks. it looks very "Grease" kind of time of cars. you get me? i just find it super cool. *imagining myself and whoever gg out for outdoor movies, and sitting on th front of th fastback lying on th windscreen.* thts wht i visualize when i think of "Grease" th movie. heh.
& this is why i want to go to the states and live there. cause even if i get my hands on it at singapore. what's the use eh? speed limit 120 only.haiya. i want to race like this. haha but not being chased by cops lah.
(EDITTED) WAAAAAAH. FINALLYYYY. AFTER MONTHS(kay bedek) OF ANTICIPATING IT. LOL. YAY TO SYAHID. nw there are two extra happy people on earth. ;D (i know syahid is prolly saying out loud. " si dekni biler nk bilang?" haha. aku tk seberani kau ah. lol.(/EDITTED)
WE'LL NEVER BE DIVIDED
CAUSE WE ARE, KIDS UNITED!
I AM GOING TO PLAY TAKRAW AFTER GOD KNOWS HOW MANY YEARS! haha. okay bye bye.
WAH-PIANG-EH!
eh, what in the world. a trip from CCK crescent to Lot 1 costs me 90cents. a freaking 90 cents!
ECONOMICAL CRISIS MEANS ECONOMICAL SPENDING. which means, no more packs. just stormking menthol. Roll your own tobacco. Haha.
KIDS
th song sounds very cute hor? lol. MGMT ftw!
just returned from skating session with zat and foz. and ell actually. lol. they skate with boards. i was merely roller-blading. i super suck at roller blading you see. so must train and train.
SAW MISS WONG JUST NOW! aww, pity tht woman. after 4A, (which isn't tht bad) she got a really jialat class.
so sad sia. PE then kena scolded. haiyo. nvm , she damn fierce one. can one can one. jiayou cher, (if you are reading, which im quite sure you are)
blogshopped for the first time ever. hmm. still dont know how to do it lor. nvm. leave it to syahid. haha.
I'M GOING BACK TO SCHOOL THIS FRIDAY! ATTENDING THE FLAG RAISING IN TH TOILET! HAHA. CAUSE IF NOT ONLY AT 12.30 THEN CAN COME IN. THEN DAMN BORING ALRDY LORRR.
;DDDDDDDD can't wait.
CAUSE I STUMBLED IN THE TWILIGHT
nt good nt good. I lost the key to m workplace outlet. to bloody make things worst, it's the fucking master key.
i.am.so.dead.
like seriously la. thn tongues starts wagging lah. talk about how bad i am at work, blablabla.
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD! I'M ONLY 16 GG TO 17 AND ITS MY FIRST TIME WORKING! i wanna quit. i seriously do.
things at home aren't any better too. dad wants to take back my ATM card. i have no fucking idea why. firstly, i hv to pay for my own clothings fr poly. and now, you're taking back my ATM.
nothing seems to go right. and worst, i don't think she feels what i am feeling. GODDDDD HEEEELLLPPPPP MEEEEEEEEE! D;
welcome back robbie!
hope you learned your bloody lesson and not wander off to any other club.
and HE'S the laughter of RDS la. and well, he had his breakthrough last2 years ago. though it was only 10 seconds.
okay, i'm going to my maternal's grandma house. raaaaaaaaah. then must go work. why can't i just stay at home and go to work you ask? cause my ass is a mum in the needle.
righty then. bye bye.
ADAM KHOO LEARNING TECHNOLOGIES
My first camp was awesome. I was initially partnered w Muhammad Daryl Tan, the TA for 4A, 4B, 5A,5B indoor camp. yeah, the one w non-growing fingers.
he's a nice guy. v funny. haha. but then i had to separate from him cause my grp is like all girls. so laura took over. yes, laura anne pang su min was there too. ;D and she's th one we always pick on. cause she's so fun. she'll just laugh and do nothing. haha
so i go partnered w izzat. learned alot from him ah. on how to coach, how to debrief and how to get their attention.
i'm v tired right now. aah. anyway, happy b'day to NURAIN nadhirah! aiseybedah, dah tujuh belas ah dier. ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD enjoy your day! and may god blesses you w happiness and joy and rainbows and fairies and chocolates. and a bf hopefully? hor? hor? hor?
lol. idk why. bt the 5 key principles to success keeps playing over my mind. again. and again. and again. haiyaaaa. i just need sleep la.
I see my world has folded in your heart ; I feel the waves crash down inside.welcome to CUSTOMED-ROBOTS;D
