YOU KNOW THT I CAN USE SOMEBODY , someone like you.
I need someone , anyone to talk to for some advice. thanks shark for helping. abit ah. lol.
let's just say, i'm suddenly having doubts abt my course. :/ i hope tht th ppl out there got the course they wanted. or, get their appeals approved. Nadrah Rozman, appeal please. Shafiq Hamidin is in tht course too. and no, i bet th whole world forbids you to come near tht anjing. i hope and pray and etcetc so tht you change course, bt not school.
andrew, let's stick together. you know i know we only wanted the 2 of us in together. now . . . D;
sidetrack, i just realised nicole scherzinger (spelling!) can sing. lol. i thought she was just a pretty face in PCD. but hey, she performed live in Ellen. and yeah. i didn't hate any part right then.
and for you fella concordians. or, you know. anyone who want to see how freaking kental cute i was. and still am of course. lol.
gg friday prayers earlier abit today. need to buy stuff. no not ciggs. i can buy ciggs everywhere except 517 and 7-11 only. so yeah. no need to leave early fr tht.
;D happy birthday Nadhirah's sister! though you do not know me. ;D
i've been roaming around, i was looking down and all i see painted faces fill the places tht i can't reach you know i could use somebody. somebody like you
"OF COURSE I REMEMBER YOU!" wah, hafiz sey. ;D haha. TGSE ingat kiter la sey. haha. okay. too fanboy alrdy.
yesterday night was A-W-E-S-O-M-E lah!
the crowd, wohooo! but let's just say, i'll stick to clubbing then moshing. clubbing is less painful. definitely. :/
the bands were pretty much great. Electrico got a pretty large fan base man. Ling was pretty pretty. Lamp Post Shadows were Singapore's Paramore! the drummer hardcore nak mampos.
but of course none can beat TGSE. they got an encore! wohoooo. new song of theirs. haha. i was busy jumping and shouting to listen. but its nice la.
AND I GOT FANDY'S DRUMSTICKS! haha. fandy broke his drumsticks sak. it was like flying around when he was playing. haha.
thanks to izzat and sa for grabbing them for me. ahhhhhh, i want to meet them again. MAKE A 90 MINUTE SHOW AND I'LL COME FOR SURE.
bought their shirt after longing for them for quite a long time.
and for you utt lovers out there. oh, did i mention, there was 2 girls who came only to see utt. -.- they weren't into the bands sey. so obv. he was thrusting his crotch according to sa. haha.
AND MAGDELENE IS WAY HOTTER THAN AMANDA LA SIA! hahah.
okay okay. now my throat hurts and i'm feeling kinda dizzy. bleh.
,
tired. yesterday was gilagila. seriously. the queue. my god. ended work at 1am. took taxi home. straight away slept. after msging ppl of course.
happy. 1- worked with sazli yesterday.(finally) it's amazing how he's my senior but i dont rmbr him. but we click v well. smokers mah. click well. haha. he's a fun guy to be w la.
2-going to watch TGSE live today. yay. and out w sa, zat and foz.
sad. 1-i miss RDS. (if you realise whenever i say this, the next day i'll lepak w them) so please lepak tmrw guys. limit limit this sunday je aku free. ): next week whole week aku keje. Adam Khoo uh.
2-The problem ain't solved.Well, i knew telling hafiz would work somehow. He laughed at th second part of the problem. hahah. Evil fella. But seriously ah, the first problem is pretty much a big barrier. The years would definitely create some bond. I'm a "bbs" sak. Budak baru sampai. HAIYAAAAAAAAA.
"What I am, Its not all good. Its not all bad, it's so okay."
4ALAMAAK!
class chalet was awesome. though halfway i was ALMOST very emo. at about 12 like tht lah. go and try to figure whyyyy. no it's not the supernatural stuff. but i saw ah. twice. cb nabe. damn freaked out sia. stayed close to syahid cause well, he's th alim guy. :/
th water bombs, got hit right smack on my right eye. and running triggered my ligament pull again. -.- but super fun. th bbq, th ciggs, th mocking zulfika and hamirul.haha sial la syahid. the movies, the mee cup, the "ton"-ing. eh, i and yiyang only tonned sia. serious. i slept for like 20mins only in macd. then andrew sayang bought me coffee. so cannot sleep lor. and what i missed most about 4a is the laughter when junliang or guan wei is being bullied.
haha. ily ppl la. next month if you people agree, (to the JC students, sorry hor) we can make another one. the place so big sia. seriously. ;D
I caught up w my sleep so sorry to ppl who i didn't reply back. ;D okay makan liao. ;D byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i see a great week. -work with rafaie -gym/LG vi -
NEVER LIKE THIS
i cannot see any photos with haziq in it. then my mater will be ber-air. seriously. eventhough it's like only 3 months we know each other.
but we're like very rapat gitu. i never had this kind of feeling before. man i miss tht big guy. to think i didnt get to say goodbye to him. );
maybe because its my first friend who went overseas to study. who knows if izzat or hafiz or lukman or zul were to be sent overseas. man, i think i'll really really cry.
*sigh* i missxzcszxc you lah haziq. can't wait till ramadan. ;D i'll hug you so hard then, i swear. cause you guy mah.heh. study hard bro! take care. *if you read this lah. haha. if you do tag hor. ;D )
yeap. the whole crew.(w/o hairul,nadrah and zulhilmy) told ya it was a free and easy thing. lotsa laughter as per normal. i believe its these free ans easy outins makes us closer. i mean ain and hyrah were almost clueless on who and what we boys were talking about.
but yeah, things were better at th end of th day. haha. i bought a nike singlet/bib. hahahaha. yes. see i'm being more neutral compared to zahrul. lol. it's orange! heh. okay. i seriously lack of sleep. eye baaaaaagsssssssssssssssssss. ): but its okay. it was fun yesterday. can't wait for next outing man.
kater break sampai april maaaaaah. haha.
REVOLUTIONARY DEATHSQUAD!
We got our very first jersey yesterday. (namer dah tukar. number takkan tukar! ;D) haha. caught up w jumaidi and his life ystrdy. awesome. amazing how i used to hate him so much. :/ but we're cool now.
RDS is going full blast weekly for matches. so if you do have a team. and would like to have a friendly, call me & we'll work things out w my captain.(:
today, RED CAMP OUTING. free & easy. the way we like it really. yay. i'm just gonna slack. no soccer, no swimming. my ligament pull just got worst. haha. the typical step on a rolling ball and fall flat on butt with leg midair incident
ayte. life's pretty mundane.hahaaha idk why people even bother listening? haha. EH? *hint hint someone*
inaerobic respiration hurts. really hurts.
went on a gym rampage with hafoz and aleron yesterday. waaaaaaaaaah, when i mean rampage, i mean rampage sia. i know i'm not supposed to do cardio. but fuck ah. dah lamer tak g gym sey. plus, all i did was upper body. ;D
now, lactic acid is like roaming freely between the chest and neck area. i have been thinking of taking whey. hmm. nt tht sure yet ah. but quite alot of ppl think i need to beef up. so yeah. since i'm working nights. might as well go on mornings.
one more week to 4A class chalet. CAN'T WAIT! i bet everyone would be happy since O levels were quite a surprise for 4A. yay. i want to reunite with syahmil and asaph badly. ):
omg. i woke up quite early today. read a msg and practically smiled. no , i'm not mad. don't worry. amirul cannot be mad these few days. macam susah gitu. haha.
so when i wanted to get off my bed, i felt a searing pain on the edge of my right knee. fucking screamed for mum. went to doctor. so it's not a muscle pull. its a freaking ligament tear. WTF?! 2 weeks MC but i think i'm still gg to work. ah man. no soccer, no physio, no training. damn you la NEA . make me run.
): i shall use this time to finalise my choices then. good luck w yours people!
summary.
-almost got caught by National Environment Agency for smoking inside interchange. lari uh. duh.
-played pool w the clique.
-almost figured out my school and course choice.
-grateful for my results. feeling guilty to miss lai fr english though.
-CCA points sucks. damnit. tak fair. ):
okay bye. i think i pulled a muscle from running. siala. pain sia.
& i thought the men who's supposed to sweet to the women. ;D i'm speechless for like 10 mins. haha. thanks a lot. for the (very sweet) mail. and also layaning my emo moment yesterday. i seriously don't know what to say. it's v thoughtful of you. haha. ;DDDDDDDDDDDDD i can't help but grin to myself. thank you so muccchhhhhh.
AZIEEEEEEEE! you also. haha. for th msges. and your trademark smiley. haha. B-) doesn't look good at blogger uh? lol.
i'm leaving for SP soon. ;D bye.
could it be?
FORGET IT.
i'm gg to work soon. with frowning eyebrows and a mind full of dumb thoughts. STILL.
i shan't succumb to these methods anymore. i feel so low right now. ): not good.
ask around, they know us.
Best Red Camp outing fr me (considering i dont really go to much of thier outings) beach, soccer, volleyball, awesome volleys. dumb mistakes. OH OH. hah.injury from Mus haha. pity tht guy. i know how it feels to hate injuries man.
new people known. Red Camp ppl very socialable la. so cool. we'll meet soon at 10 jan.
i cant sleep recently. i'll wake up at 6 when th bangla throws the newspaper at my doorstep. see if the 3 words "O LEVEL RESULTS" appear anywhere near th frontpage. if not go back to sleep. ):
zahrul isn't helping alsooo. bloody hell. the "supposed" dates seems to get nearer. and everchanging, not to mention. raaaah. oh well. dad's nt working today. so i dont think i can use th comp. lappy's w sis.
so maybe i'll call up RDS and lepak. again, thanks to those who were there yesterday. ;D amazing what a 3 day camp can bring you. FRIENDS. TONS OF THEM! hahah.
btw, sorry alyssa for getting ganjiong spider otp w you. my phoneee siaaaaa. sedih you know kalau hilang. & I FOUND A PAIR OF RAYBAN SHADES. IF IT'S YOURS, DO TELL ME. IF NOT I KEEP.HAHAHA. RAYBAN SIAAAAAAAAA! WOHOOOO. okay bb.;D
What I'd do Just to take you in You know I'll take you
Somewhere deep within You know I'd die for you Yeah I'd die for you Oh yeah
Close my eyes But i can't escape this feeling Your voice is So gentle and appealing
This fire Takes me higher A bit of desire I just can't deny Oh won't you Come a little bit closer Be mine
Heavenly, You draw my puckered lips So slowly, You smother me within
This fire Takes me higher A bit of desire I just can't deny
Oh won't you Come a little bit closer Say you'll be mine For all time Were gonna take it slower, Last a little bit longer Oh yeah
I tried to listen yeah I tried to reason but this feeling just won't go away You draw me in so Close you burn my skin But still i turn to you All night and day
Turn my back, I can't stop resisting Can't deny this love everlasting Light this love divine constellation Mind my heart, This twisted attraction Taste your sweet release on my fingers Rest my soul but leave me so breathless God forgive but please don't deny this So come on, shine on Shine all your love upon us
a song that has been very very close to my heart ever since i heard it. ;D awesome song eh? Go local baby. The Great Spy Experiment. and we freaking jammed with them. OHHHHHHHH! AWESOMEEEEE! ;D
i've been quite busy, hence no updates on ECP. Cousin/nephew (i really don't know which one haha.) is coming from hometown Melaka. Soooo, family's playing tour guides today. ;D i'll be a pretty sleepy tour guide for sure.
Yesterday was a blasssst! Ripcurl's the bomb sia. Ton's of nice shirts and affordable price somemore. AAAAAAHHHHHH. DAMN YOU PAY! WHEN CAN I SEE YOU?! hah.
i am aiming for (brace yourself Zahrul and Diyanah) a Nike Hoodie i saw at B.I.R.D yesterday. haha. we were like girls who were windowshoppg and not buying anything. IZZAT lagi. wore a piece of white bermudas just to see if his sexy green boxers are visible. -.- okay. fyi, river island is a pretty good shop. yeah. okay bb.
YOU KNOW THT I CAN USE SOMEBODY , someone like you.
I need someone , anyone to talk to for some advice. thanks shark for helping. abit ah. lol.
let's just say, i'm suddenly having doubts abt my course. :/ i hope tht th ppl out there got the course they wanted. or, get their appeals approved. Nadrah Rozman, appeal please. Shafiq Hamidin is in tht course too. and no, i bet th whole world forbids you to come near tht anjing. i hope and pray and etcetc so tht you change course, bt not school.
andrew, let's stick together. you know i know we only wanted the 2 of us in together. now . . . D;
sidetrack, i just realised nicole scherzinger (spelling!) can sing. lol. i thought she was just a pretty face in PCD. but hey, she performed live in Ellen. and yeah. i didn't hate any part right then.
and for you fella concordians. or, you know. anyone who want to see how freaking kental cute i was. and still am of course. lol.
gg friday prayers earlier abit today. need to buy stuff. no not ciggs. i can buy ciggs everywhere except 517 and 7-11 only. so yeah. no need to leave early fr tht.
;D happy birthday Nadhirah's sister! though you do not know me. ;D
i've been roaming around, i was looking down and all i see painted faces fill the places tht i can't reach you know i could use somebody. somebody like you
"OF COURSE I REMEMBER YOU!" wah, hafiz sey. ;D haha. TGSE ingat kiter la sey. haha. okay. too fanboy alrdy.
yesterday night was A-W-E-S-O-M-E lah!
the crowd, wohooo! but let's just say, i'll stick to clubbing then moshing. clubbing is less painful. definitely. :/
the bands were pretty much great. Electrico got a pretty large fan base man. Ling was pretty pretty. Lamp Post Shadows were Singapore's Paramore! the drummer hardcore nak mampos.
but of course none can beat TGSE. they got an encore! wohoooo. new song of theirs. haha. i was busy jumping and shouting to listen. but its nice la.
AND I GOT FANDY'S DRUMSTICKS! haha. fandy broke his drumsticks sak. it was like flying around when he was playing. haha.
thanks to izzat and sa for grabbing them for me. ahhhhhh, i want to meet them again. MAKE A 90 MINUTE SHOW AND I'LL COME FOR SURE.
bought their shirt after longing for them for quite a long time.
and for you utt lovers out there. oh, did i mention, there was 2 girls who came only to see utt. -.- they weren't into the bands sey. so obv. he was thrusting his crotch according to sa. haha.
AND MAGDELENE IS WAY HOTTER THAN AMANDA LA SIA! hahah.
okay okay. now my throat hurts and i'm feeling kinda dizzy. bleh.
,
tired. yesterday was gilagila. seriously. the queue. my god. ended work at 1am. took taxi home. straight away slept. after msging ppl of course.
happy. 1- worked with sazli yesterday.(finally) it's amazing how he's my senior but i dont rmbr him. but we click v well. smokers mah. click well. haha. he's a fun guy to be w la.
2-going to watch TGSE live today. yay. and out w sa, zat and foz.
sad. 1-i miss RDS. (if you realise whenever i say this, the next day i'll lepak w them) so please lepak tmrw guys. limit limit this sunday je aku free. ): next week whole week aku keje. Adam Khoo uh.
2-The problem ain't solved.Well, i knew telling hafiz would work somehow. He laughed at th second part of the problem. hahah. Evil fella. But seriously ah, the first problem is pretty much a big barrier. The years would definitely create some bond. I'm a "bbs" sak. Budak baru sampai. HAIYAAAAAAAAA.
"What I am, Its not all good. Its not all bad, it's so okay."
4ALAMAAK!
class chalet was awesome. though halfway i was ALMOST very emo. at about 12 like tht lah. go and try to figure whyyyy. no it's not the supernatural stuff. but i saw ah. twice. cb nabe. damn freaked out sia. stayed close to syahid cause well, he's th alim guy. :/
th water bombs, got hit right smack on my right eye. and running triggered my ligament pull again. -.- but super fun. th bbq, th ciggs, th mocking zulfika and hamirul.haha sial la syahid. the movies, the mee cup, the "ton"-ing. eh, i and yiyang only tonned sia. serious. i slept for like 20mins only in macd. then andrew sayang bought me coffee. so cannot sleep lor. and what i missed most about 4a is the laughter when junliang or guan wei is being bullied.
haha. ily ppl la. next month if you people agree, (to the JC students, sorry hor) we can make another one. the place so big sia. seriously. ;D
I caught up w my sleep so sorry to ppl who i didn't reply back. ;D okay makan liao. ;D byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i see a great week. -work with rafaie -gym/LG vi -
NEVER LIKE THIS
i cannot see any photos with haziq in it. then my mater will be ber-air. seriously. eventhough it's like only 3 months we know each other.
but we're like very rapat gitu. i never had this kind of feeling before. man i miss tht big guy. to think i didnt get to say goodbye to him. );
maybe because its my first friend who went overseas to study. who knows if izzat or hafiz or lukman or zul were to be sent overseas. man, i think i'll really really cry.
*sigh* i missxzcszxc you lah haziq. can't wait till ramadan. ;D i'll hug you so hard then, i swear. cause you guy mah.heh. study hard bro! take care. *if you read this lah. haha. if you do tag hor. ;D )
yeap. the whole crew.(w/o hairul,nadrah and zulhilmy) told ya it was a free and easy thing. lotsa laughter as per normal. i believe its these free ans easy outins makes us closer. i mean ain and hyrah were almost clueless on who and what we boys were talking about.
but yeah, things were better at th end of th day. haha. i bought a nike singlet/bib. hahahaha. yes. see i'm being more neutral compared to zahrul. lol. it's orange! heh. okay. i seriously lack of sleep. eye baaaaaagsssssssssssssssssss. ): but its okay. it was fun yesterday. can't wait for next outing man.
kater break sampai april maaaaaah. haha.
REVOLUTIONARY DEATHSQUAD!
We got our very first jersey yesterday. (namer dah tukar. number takkan tukar! ;D) haha. caught up w jumaidi and his life ystrdy. awesome. amazing how i used to hate him so much. :/ but we're cool now.
RDS is going full blast weekly for matches. so if you do have a team. and would like to have a friendly, call me & we'll work things out w my captain.(:
today, RED CAMP OUTING. free & easy. the way we like it really. yay. i'm just gonna slack. no soccer, no swimming. my ligament pull just got worst. haha. the typical step on a rolling ball and fall flat on butt with leg midair incident
ayte. life's pretty mundane.hahaaha idk why people even bother listening? haha. EH? *hint hint someone*
inaerobic respiration hurts. really hurts.
went on a gym rampage with hafoz and aleron yesterday. waaaaaaaaaah, when i mean rampage, i mean rampage sia. i know i'm not supposed to do cardio. but fuck ah. dah lamer tak g gym sey. plus, all i did was upper body. ;D
now, lactic acid is like roaming freely between the chest and neck area. i have been thinking of taking whey. hmm. nt tht sure yet ah. but quite alot of ppl think i need to beef up. so yeah. since i'm working nights. might as well go on mornings.
one more week to 4A class chalet. CAN'T WAIT! i bet everyone would be happy since O levels were quite a surprise for 4A. yay. i want to reunite with syahmil and asaph badly. ):
omg. i woke up quite early today. read a msg and practically smiled. no , i'm not mad. don't worry. amirul cannot be mad these few days. macam susah gitu. haha.
so when i wanted to get off my bed, i felt a searing pain on the edge of my right knee. fucking screamed for mum. went to doctor. so it's not a muscle pull. its a freaking ligament tear. WTF?! 2 weeks MC but i think i'm still gg to work. ah man. no soccer, no physio, no training. damn you la NEA . make me run.
): i shall use this time to finalise my choices then. good luck w yours people!
summary.
-almost got caught by National Environment Agency for smoking inside interchange. lari uh. duh.
-played pool w the clique.
-almost figured out my school and course choice.
-grateful for my results. feeling guilty to miss lai fr english though.
-CCA points sucks. damnit. tak fair. ):
okay bye. i think i pulled a muscle from running. siala. pain sia.
& i thought the men who's supposed to sweet to the women. ;D i'm speechless for like 10 mins. haha. thanks a lot. for the (very sweet) mail. and also layaning my emo moment yesterday. i seriously don't know what to say. it's v thoughtful of you. haha. ;DDDDDDDDDDDDD i can't help but grin to myself. thank you so muccchhhhhh.
AZIEEEEEEEE! you also. haha. for th msges. and your trademark smiley. haha. B-) doesn't look good at blogger uh? lol.
i'm leaving for SP soon. ;D bye.
could it be?
FORGET IT.
i'm gg to work soon. with frowning eyebrows and a mind full of dumb thoughts. STILL.
i shan't succumb to these methods anymore. i feel so low right now. ): not good.
ask around, they know us.
Best Red Camp outing fr me (considering i dont really go to much of thier outings) beach, soccer, volleyball, awesome volleys. dumb mistakes. OH OH. hah.injury from Mus haha. pity tht guy. i know how it feels to hate injuries man.
new people known. Red Camp ppl very socialable la. so cool. we'll meet soon at 10 jan.
i cant sleep recently. i'll wake up at 6 when th bangla throws the newspaper at my doorstep. see if the 3 words "O LEVEL RESULTS" appear anywhere near th frontpage. if not go back to sleep. ):
zahrul isn't helping alsooo. bloody hell. the "supposed" dates seems to get nearer. and everchanging, not to mention. raaaah. oh well. dad's nt working today. so i dont think i can use th comp. lappy's w sis.
so maybe i'll call up RDS and lepak. again, thanks to those who were there yesterday. ;D amazing what a 3 day camp can bring you. FRIENDS. TONS OF THEM! hahah.
btw, sorry alyssa for getting ganjiong spider otp w you. my phoneee siaaaaa. sedih you know kalau hilang. & I FOUND A PAIR OF RAYBAN SHADES. IF IT'S YOURS, DO TELL ME. IF NOT I KEEP.HAHAHA. RAYBAN SIAAAAAAAAA! WOHOOOO. okay bb.;D
What I'd do Just to take you in You know I'll take you
Somewhere deep within You know I'd die for you Yeah I'd die for you Oh yeah
Close my eyes But i can't escape this feeling Your voice is So gentle and appealing
This fire Takes me higher A bit of desire I just can't deny Oh won't you Come a little bit closer Be mine
Heavenly, You draw my puckered lips So slowly, You smother me within
This fire Takes me higher A bit of desire I just can't deny
Oh won't you Come a little bit closer Say you'll be mine For all time Were gonna take it slower, Last a little bit longer Oh yeah
I tried to listen yeah I tried to reason but this feeling just won't go away You draw me in so Close you burn my skin But still i turn to you All night and day
Turn my back, I can't stop resisting Can't deny this love everlasting Light this love divine constellation Mind my heart, This twisted attraction Taste your sweet release on my fingers Rest my soul but leave me so breathless God forgive but please don't deny this So come on, shine on Shine all your love upon us
a song that has been very very close to my heart ever since i heard it. ;D awesome song eh? Go local baby. The Great Spy Experiment. and we freaking jammed with them. OHHHHHHHH! AWESOMEEEEE! ;D
i've been quite busy, hence no updates on ECP. Cousin/nephew (i really don't know which one haha.) is coming from hometown Melaka. Soooo, family's playing tour guides today. ;D i'll be a pretty sleepy tour guide for sure.
Yesterday was a blasssst! Ripcurl's the bomb sia. Ton's of nice shirts and affordable price somemore. AAAAAAHHHHHH. DAMN YOU PAY! WHEN CAN I SEE YOU?! hah.
i am aiming for (brace yourself Zahrul and Diyanah) a Nike Hoodie i saw at B.I.R.D yesterday. haha. we were like girls who were windowshoppg and not buying anything. IZZAT lagi. wore a piece of white bermudas just to see if his sexy green boxers are visible. -.- okay. fyi, river island is a pretty good shop. yeah. okay bb.